I'll Be Here At Athens... Waiting

2006-10-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

shii dawg. i feel guilty. i never ever blog anymore. k lah i blog now about friday gig. gig friday was overall quite successful. since i have like sort of a time limit now, i will be brief. k the first set i performed was with sahil. first song we played. the ground folds acoustic by senses fail. this song was over all flawless. oh by the way, i was playing with a guitar without a G string. haha. k anyways, first song was flawless. then second song was reminding you of me + season 1 = season 4. it was alright lah. one major thing that wasnt good in this song. the guy controlling the mixer at the back turned the gain down so i thought i could still sing super far away from the mic and the sound would still be picked up. but the guy turned the gain down and i didnt know. so i kept singing super far away from the mic. and fuck, a few people said you could barely hear the singing in that song. ok next song. stare at the sun. for this song, since i didnt have a G string, the chord i played felt weird and in the end i played the wrong shit so the guitars for this song was not so hot. hahaha. not so hot. k then next song was sahils song called you probably dont know this is for you. we played it flawlessly i think. not much mistakes. haha. k after a few peoples sets, my turn. this time i used someone elses guitar that actualyl had a G string. first song i played was my new song called And She. k at first when i started i knwe something was weird. but i didnt wanna keep the audience waiting to check what was wrong. so i just played. the first note i sang felt DAMN high. then throughout the song, i could barely reach the high notes. fuktup. for this song, i put a capo on 5th fret what. k then anwyays, next song was you and me. since i thought like maybe im sick tahts why its affecting my vocal range, i decided to play you and me on capo 2nd. usually i play it with capo 3rd and i manage fine. k so anwyays, you and me seemed quite high also. i dont understand. so k last song i was playing was initiating a conversation. its played in standard D tuning. so i used my friends built in tuner and tuned down. only to realize that THE WHOLE TIME FOR THE 2 SONGS I WAS PLAYING THEM 1 1/2 STEPS HIGHER. CHEEEE BYEEEE thats ALOT higher than what its supposed to be. so basically for and she, technically i had a capo on 8th fret and for you and me, i technically had a capo on 5th fret. no wonder everything seemed so high and hard to reach lah. cheee bye. hahah. ok anyways, the last song i played was quite good. for some reason i feel that the song is too liek fast paced and should be done with 2 people. it just doesnt seem right with just one. i dont think i will play that song for future gigs. hahah. ok anyways, thats my gig experience. oh i tore a copy of the like flyer to advertise the gig from a wall. i'll scan it some day then post it up here. but for now, i is be off. peace.

The sun was two steps too close with his waking eyes
We'll make believe that everything's all right

Earth was perfectly fine before humans lived
Pangea and the rising sun

2006-09-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

hello my rarely-updated blog. anyways, right now im at home. i skipped school today. i already wanted to skip school since like monday. i am really sick ah. but monday and yesterday i couldnt skip school cos i had to go to my old school after school for practice. hahah. but today we werenyt gonna practiec so i decided to fuck school and just stay home. anyways, now im damn bored. so i have nothing much to do. hmm. what should i talk about? im quite tired ah. hmm. i think since i have nothing to do, i'll find a quiz to do. wait i'll do it tonight. for now, heck i'll just continue watching tv. so peace.

i know im not that one that makes your life complete
or the one you call oh so charming and sweet
so please take this piece of my heart
and never let it go

you make my heart beat faster

2006-09-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

hello blog. one whole week again without blogging. ah fuck lah. ok anyways, i dont have much time to blog now either. so i wont blog much. anyways, friday i slept over at my friends house. damn bloody fun. on friday, i broke 2 guitar strings. fuck lah. one was my guitar. the other one was my friends guitar. so it was not good. hahaha. ok then saturday we watched a movie. BUTTERFLY EFFECT 2! WOOOH. i've been waiting for that movie for quite awhile now. its nice lah. its like sort of the same story. except this guy uses pictures to go back to the past. one thing i dont like about this story is the end was too quick lah. they should have made it like longer. heck. anwyays, i still think the first one was better. my friends wanted a refund cos they thoguht the movie was damn bad. dont know how to appreciate. ok anwyays, today when i woke up, i was sick as hell. i wasnt going to go to school but my mother said that if i didnt go to school, i couldnt go to my old school to practice later in the afternoon. so i decided to just fuck it and go to school. and anyways, fast forward, today i broke 2 strings in the same day AGAIN. FUCKING annoying. at frist i was using my own guitar. then my string snapped. then i borrowed my friends guitar as i wanted to let them hear my new song. and HIS STRING SNAPPED. fuck lah. ok anwyays, quick updates before i bounce. gig this friday. i will be playing Initiating a Conversation, my new song called And She, and a cover. You and Me by Lifehouse for old times sake. thats my solo set. for my set wtih sahil, we're playing The Ground Folds by senses fail, Stare At The Sun by thrice, a song he wrote called You probably dont know this is for you. and last one is gonna be one i half wrote. Season 4. its half of reminding you of me. and the other half i wrote. so its gown be coo. ok anyways, until the next time i blog, peace.

She's walking across rainbows
She's looking for that pot of gold
And she has found nothing, then realizes
That she's the only treasure

She's soaring across my midnight thoughts
And she's right in front of me
Reluctant she seems, unwilling she brings
And I'm here to tell you fairy tales don't exist

2006-09-18T06:56:00.000+08:00

ok im back from school. or i got back quite long ago already. hahahaha. ok anyways, i will blog about friday and saturday. i just realised that before this morning, i didnt blog in a full week. FUCK. theres nothing much to blog about on the weekdays also anwyays, school is damn boring. hmm. oh and i also have a reason for not blogging. i have to go to my old school constantly every week to practice as im gigging frequently now. i never thought it would be this hard. handling school and music at the same time. aight aight k on to friday.

FRIDAY
friday was my big day. gig day. i woke up with anxiety and couldnt wait for school to be over. skipping the school part, i lugged a 10 kg hard cover guitar case all around school on friday. then after school i took my friends bus down to TAS. the stage was set up and err thang. i wouldnt say it was the nicest stage ever. but it was still pretty nice. i still think the NICEST stage i ever played on was my first gig. may 19th. WOOOH. magical memories. ok anyways, first up was sahil/to neraew solo set. he played 1 song from his cd called a bullet to my heart. its nice ah. i like that song. in my opinion, i dont think he should have started the show as everyone was still moving around and no one really payed attention to him. anwyays, the second song he played was a new song he wrote recently. its called you probably dont know this is for you. you guys can check it out on his myspace. www.myspace.com/toneraew. its damn nice ah. i like the chorus especially. haha. ok anyways, sadly, halfway through his song, the mic for some reason died. cheeee bye. non of us were very happy, but anyways, it got fixed almost immediately and he started the song again. damn nice. k he got off the stage and the teacher band headed up. i didnt watch them play as me and sahil had to practice our duo set. we were supposed to go to the practice rooms but sahil was afraid there wasnt enough time. so we went to the courtyards and practiced. a few people watched us practice. i'd say when we were practicing, it was WAY better than when we performed. hahaha. ok anyways, after going through our 4 song set, we went back to the stage area and the teacher band wasnt done yet. they finished up their song and we got on stage. WOOOOH. the feeling of having about 100 people around you, above you, beside you. fuck. k then anwyays, first song we played was the quiet things that no one ever knows by brand new. we played this almost flawlessly. it was nice lah. then next was sahil's song called answer the question. he recorded us playing it. www.purevolume.com/toneraew. its on there as "Answer The Question LIVE". ok anyways, after playing finish answer the question, i realized that my amp was half dead. so i knocked it and there was sound. fuck. so i played 2 sogns with barely any sound coming out of my amp. and my guitar part was vital for answer the question. sian lah. ok anyways, after that we played mah song. your first impressions. we played it almost flawlessly. fucking ncie. woooh. hahaha. ok then after taht we ended off with your call by secondhand serenade. sahil made a harmonizing guitar part. its DAAAAMN nice. we're planning to record it one day. hopefuly. anwyays, in that song, we played well with a few minor screw ups. hahaha. ok then anwyays after taht i left the stage then sahil played one song with a guy that graduated last year. the guy can sing DAMN well. hahaha. ok anyways, after that it was MY SET. shiii. i was nervous as i stepped up onto stage. i decided to be stubborn and use the horrible amp which was my first mistake and my second mistake was i decided to stand up and play. so i started out with my summer scrapbook. when i started singing, i realized the mic wasnt on. hahahaha. so i turned it on and continued. i couldnt concentrate AT ALL. i was daaaamn bloody nervous. i fucked up on mah guitar like HELL. i wasnt satisfied. the second song i played was my new song called Initiating A Conversation. i played like SHIT again. the amp was damn bloody loud and overpowered mah singing. like shit. and the tone was damn horrible also. sian. ok anyways, after my badly played set, i got off stage slightly embarrased. sian. then anyways, after that i just went to sit down with mah friends. i forgot who else played lah. i couldnt be bothered. oh somethign i forgot to mention at the start. i was expecting my bra to watch as i told him to. but then i saw my mother. aaaaaaah. i told her NOT to go but she went anyways. sian. hahaha. ok anywyas, after that a few of us went to eat. plee, brian, warren and me. jeremy was going also but he was being a whiny shit so he didnt go with us to KFC. ate some shit then after taht me and brian went back to school to find some homies. we just slacked at the lobby playing guitar for awhile. hahaha. then after that there was NO WHERE to go. so we went to starbucks and sat and drank some shit, calling everyone we knew to ask if they can come out and hang out or something. ok anyways, at starbucks, we had a conversation that will change my life. hahah. not realy change my life lah. but whatever. my magic works. hahaa. k anywyas, after that we both got damn bloody bored so we decided to head home. didnt do much when i got home. i will skip on to the next day. hahaha. k

SATURDAY
saturday is usually shopping/hang out day with friends. so anyways, me and warren were scheduled to meet up at 12. that fucker went to jeremy's house to sleep over the night before and when i called him at 12 to tell him i was already at school, he told me that he will be there soon. so i just sat around school, i got daaaamn bored and just went to buy some snacks from the nearby shop and jsut started pigging out at the benches while waiting for the chee bye. he finally called me and said he was almost there. i looked at my cell's clock. 2 O CLOCK. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR 2 FULL HOURS! nigga. ok anyways after that we went to kfc to do the standard bucket of buffalo wings eat out. hahaha. we sat upstairs and talked while eating. then anwyays, we were playing around with the salt and pepper packets when warren came up with the most idiotic idea ever. hahaha. he dared me to sniff some of the salt and pepper through a straw into my nose. i told him that i'd only do it if he did it first. he didnt hesitate at all. hahaha. he just sniffed it in. right away he started screaming. his face turned red and he started tearing. FUCKING FUNNY. i couldnt stop laughing. hahaha. he went to the sink and washed his nose out. when he got back, he said i had to do it. i was damn scared at first after seeing what happened to him. but i finally did it anyways. i swear that was the WORST pain i've ever felt in my life. or maybe not. but still, it was DAAAAMN bloody pain. i started tearing. i could feel the salt and pepper inside my nose. and it was like disolving while burning my nose. hahaha. i washed my nose a few thousand times but still couldnt get it out. it was still burning. haha. then anwyays after taht we decided to leave. we decided to buy those things that you put into your nose and smells like mint shit and clears nose blocks those kind of things. hahaha. then we sniffed it like hell to try to clear the pain. after awhile, the pain went away. hahaha. ok anwyays, after that we decided to watch a movie. we saw quite alot of friends at the theater. we decided to watch the same movie. you me and dupree. the movie started like 15 minutes after we bought the tickets. i got a free movie ticket as i stole one coupon from my friend last time. hahaha. ok we went into the movie place. this movie basically is horrible. i slept off halfway. any movie that makes me dose off halfway is not good. except love actually that was cos we watched a 3 o clock movie and i was be tired as hell. ok anywyas, the movie is about this 2 friends. one of them got married and the other one lost their job and had to live in the other friends house. they suffer all this shit, the guy loses his mind. he and his wife have problems, in the end everything is solved. its quite a pointless movie lah. hahaha. ok anyways, after that, warren's mom called and started bitching at him. SIAN know. i was going to be left alone again. so i called EVERYONE before warren left. no one was around. so i just walked around, talking to jeremy ho on the phone for quite awhile. then i received a call from brian. i called him earlier. he said he was eating dinner with his brother as his brother was leaving for college soon. so anwyays, his brother asked if i wanted to go. having nothing to do, i just went. i recall last year his brother and ALL his friends wanted to kcik my ass for some unknown reason. brian said that over the summer, he convinced his brother that i was a cool guy. hahaha. ok anyways, we ate at the standard chillis. the food was nice lah. i got a chicken crispers and there was a plate of some classy ass nachos to share amongst the 3 of us. the nachos were damn nice. hahaha. ok anyways, after that when we were all done eating, i took out my money ready to give it to my friends brother that paid with credit cared but he said its alright. so i got 25 bucks worth of free dinner. WOOOOOH. hahahahaha. ok anwyays, after that i couldnt find anyone else to hang out with, so i headed home. sian lah. got home and didnt do much. ok im done with mah 2 day cover.

wooooh. ok anywyas, i have 2 gigs lined up. 2 know fuck. hahaha. one is for next week friday where its gonna be a fund raiser to raise money for the rockers union club shit. then the next one is in a months time where we will be playing to a crowd of about 500 people. the TAS food fair. hahah ok anyways, now i is off. im hoping i will blog tomorrow. k peace.

You're selfish, insecure and immature
You are my mirror

An empty chamber, the bullets will subside
The scars she left im, beyond a wind retrite
Her glass eyes salt his wounds
Gun smoke chokes the light
A blind stars guillotine, a poisoned kiss goodnight

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hello mah blog. i havent updated in fucking ages. this is actualaly my first time updating before i go to school. hahaha bacoo. ok anyways, when i get home tonight, i will cover what happened friday and saturday. sundays are always pointless. and also, i concluded that my laptop is slow as hell and is less worthless than a ball of thread. k i take that back. but its damn slow lah. pisses me off. k. i am off. peace guys.

Lets rearrange
I wish you were a stranger i could disengage

2006-09-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

hello mah blog. i kept my promise and im blogging aight. so SHUT UP DONT COMPLAIN. k i will blog about the past few days.

FRIDAY
k skip school part. after school, i was scheduled to have a gig remember? ya so my driver person came to my school with my guitar and we headed down to my old school. got up to the practice rooms and i received the bad news. that we're not playing on friday that night but on the next night which was saturday. so anyways, we just got to work. one by one, they all came. last to come was our vocalist. hahaha. his name is andrew. his entry into the room was classic. he stepped into the room, smiling like a fool, his eyes were red and watery. there were like 12 signs that he was definitely high. hahhaa. so we asked him and he admitted that in fact, he was high. hahaha. idiot. so anyways, we just practiced practiced practiced, then everyone had to go. so the remaining few of us just brought the amps and shit down to the PE room as we were to keep our stuff there until the next day. after taht just slacked around. found a few friends then headed to startbucks with greese monkey to just sit and chat and stuff. drank some coffee, ate some food. then warren called. he said he just got out of volleyball. asked where we were and stuff. so we walked back to school and met him. we sat around for quite awhile, more people coming in one by one. we finally gained a pack of 8 people and headed down to this resturaunt as we were eating there that night, in rememberence of steve irwin. when we got there, we saw 2 idiots there. hahah. jeremy ho liked one of them. he was actually watching a movie with them that night. but he didnt dare go himself so he followed us up to the resturaunt. we waited outside for awhile for a seat then jeremy suddenly disappeared. like 2 minutes later, he called and asked me to go downstairs and find him. when i went down, the 2 idiots said he went to look for me. siaaaan. so i called him and eventually we met and he told me the plan. i wanted to go as i felt bad for him as he's a little pussy. hahaha. but i promised brian that i'd have dinner with him. so i headed up to the restaurant, dissapointing jeremy. he came back and greese monkey agreed to go with him as greese monkey was addicted to younger girls. so we ordered our shit, halfway through, greese monkey and jeremy came back. they said their movie started later. so they were gonna eat with us first. we had a toast to steve irwin. i ordered some mushroom swiss shit. it was quite nice ah. but not as nice as i expected. it was daaaamn filling. k then after that, we just talked like hell, drank alot of fluids then the rest were going to brian's house while greese moneky and jeremy were gonna watch the movie. i had the choice where i wanted to go. after awhile, i decided that it would be more beneficial if i followed jeremy and greese monkey to the movies. bought my tickets and as usual, we didnt sit where we were supposed to. we were watching john tucker must die. ok anyways, this was the stupid part. jeremy liked one of the 2 girls that followed us right. and i already mentioned that he's really a pussy when it comes to girls. so he was scared to sit beside the girl he liked. only after greese monkey and i persuaded him to go and sit beside her. i was gonna sit alone in the other corner but he forced me to follow him and sit beside me while he sat in between me and then girl he liked. gh3y. ok about the movie. its about thsi guy that was cheating on 3 girls at the same time. then the 3 of them found out through one girl. so the 4 of them teamed up to try to get him back. doing quite a few retarded things to make him look like a fool but he totally reversed them and made it look cool. so they finally made a plan and got him back. it was quite nice lah. a typical chick flick. haha. ok anyways, throughout the WHOLE movie jeremy and the girl he like (nicole) barely talked AT ALL. and i recall jeremy telling me that one night on msn they talked all the way until 3 am. WHATS THIS PUSSYNESS. ok anyways, fast forward, we just hung out there for awhile, then after awhile, greese monkey left. then the girls left. then we decided to split and i went home. k this was the part where my night totally decided to die out. i got into the taxi. i told the guy the place i was headed. he went the total opposite direction. FUCKING IDIOT. i asked him if he knew where he was going. he said no. i raised my voice at him and told him to stop the car. so i got off at the side and flagged for the next taxi. hopped in and told the guy where i wanted to go. he drove in the wrong direction AS WELL. he asked me if i was going up a mountain. i said yes. he then told me that he didnt wanna drive up the mountain at night. FUCKING PUSSY I DONT UNDERSTAND. bitch. i raised my voice again and got into another taxi. this taxi driver finally knew what he was doing and got me back to my house. but since i was far into the opposite direction, the taxi fare was more than usual. bitch. k got home did my stuff slept. k next day.

SATURDAY/GIG DAY
i woke up, excited as it was finally my second gig in my life. brushed my teeth, did my shit then i headed down to my old school. early as hell. the gig was scheduled at 6 but i went to school at 10.30. the plan was to go shopping with my friend but we didnt feel like it so we just slacked. there was the volleyball tournaments there. that was why we were playing. haha. we watched and bought alot of junk shit from the small store located outside the gym for cancer research. hahaha. we just slacked out, ate, then after that we decided to go to the back and slack. played some guitar, showed my friends the new song i was working on that i finished just today. we all felt hungry so we left for subbers close by school. ate, talked then we headed back to school, asking as many people as possible to go and watch us. on the way back to school, warren decided to be an idiot and not watch our gig and leave. fucker. we got a little pissed off. so it was left with only me and brian. we went to his house to get ready for the gig. slacked around, played some guitar then headed back down to school. we were excited as HELL. we couldnt wait to play and unleash our long practices. ok then anyways, we met the other guitarist there, we walked around, checked out our set up. the stage was FUCKING small. it was outside the snack bar area. that time when i had my gig, our stage was way bigger and nicer. and we played indoors. so anwyasy, we brought the drumsets, amps down and started setting up. the other band members started to come after awhile. once we were all there, we started doing some final practices. a few people were there to watch us practice. we were all set up and it was already 6.30 but NO ONE was there. so we decided to just eat abit, slack around and stuff. then people started coming out. we thought that everyone was really coming out. there was only like 30 people really. but we started our set anyways. anyways, halfway through the set, we realized that this was SHIT and there was NO ONE watching. so we just decided to stop playing. i took the opportunity and asked if i could just fuck around solo style since there was barely anyone. i was scared so i asked the other guitarist to play one of his songs first. hahaha. he had to show me the ways. so he played one. then i sat down. i got ready and WOOH. everything went swiftly. i played your first impression, my summer scrapbook, reminding you of me and mixed the end of it with my new song i havent thought of a name for it yet. hahaha. then after that other people just came up and played their shit. ok anyways, after awhile, the REAL amount of people started pouring out. most of the bastards sat inside the cafeteria though. so it was like not much of a difference when we started playing before. but anyways, we played like 2 songs THATS when ALOT of people started coming. most of them sat inside but still, where we were playing it was kinda filled. we were already on like our third song when everyone was there, so we decided to play 3 more songs and finish the show. third last song was cute without the E(cut from the team) by taking back sunday. i started off the song. and then i later progressed to some light movements while playing. through the outro of the song, i was going NUTS. headbanging like a fool. it was MEGA crazy. i had LOADS of fun. i had alot of comments about my energy. hahaha. the rest of the songs my neck hurt from headbanging too crazily so i didnt jump around much. hahaa. ok anyways, we ended the show. we carried all the equipment back up to the room and then me and brian went to starbucks to slack. met up with greese monkey there. drank, talked about our performance and reflected. overall, SUCCESSFUL. so shiok ah. hahaha. ok then after taht i went home and it was rainging like a raging bitch. anyways, sunday i woke up and my WHOLE neck was sore like HELL. even now it still hurts when i move to fast. k fast forward.

eh no more fast forward. hahaha. anyways, today in school there was a band playing during lunch. they were relatively alright. their vocalist was mumbling half the time. but they were alright. their name suck like hell though. "i love my mum". ok anyways, from like saturday's performance, i was told that i will be constantly gigging with rocker's union. this friday i got a BIG gig lined up. 3.30 at the lobby of school. there will be ALOT of people. so it'll be cool. i cant wait. the line up is me and sahil/to neraew guy start of the show. we play 2 of his songs and 2 of my songs together. then after that either him or i go first then after that either him or i go whichever didnt go. play 2 songs each. then after that other people play their 2 songs. so it'll be cool ah. i cant wait. im gonna play my new song. i finished it today. damn shiok. k here it is then im off.

here we are with you again
take a step back to the end
carefully with our dignity
we are the only ones for this
zone out, zone out we're back again
i'll take my mind away from you
dont listen to a word i say
dont be afraid

save a life, start with mine
notice me, you're just on time
fly with me, away from here
im on thin ice, fighting fear

here we are with you again
take a step back to the end
carefully with our dignity
we are the only ones for this
zone out zone out we're back again
i'll take my mind away from you
dont listen to a word i say
dont be afraid

if things go well, i'll be free
from my worries and loves decree
i wish you would look at me
cos i know that you're for me

EH. hahaha. word. k i is off. peace.

if i could split my body into two
i'd follow you, me and you

2006-09-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo my blog. sorry lah. i havent blogged in quite awhile. i have to make a LOOOOOOOOONG blog post but unfortunately, i am not in a good position now. i will save my long ass blog post about friday and yesterday for tomorrow as i dont have the time now. tomorrow got school. FUCK. my bra doesnt. his school doesnt have school. i hate school like hell. i regret transfering abit. sian.. ok anyways, that day's gig was pretty intense. but tomorrow you'll find out why. second gig. woooh. anyways, right now im an official member of rocker's union already. even though i dont go to the school it is located. haha. shii. now im gonna be constantly gigging. another gig is lined up for me next week. and probably ALOT more later one. its gonna be quite cool. word. anyways. hmmm what else should i blog about. i dont know sia. anyways, im planning to start writing alot of new material soon. im still not fully into it yet. i havent gotten back to that writing song mindset. my mind is too much into school. sian lah. ok anyways, i htink i will end this post of with a quiz since i dont know what else to say. wait fuck i cant find any. ah heck. imma just end this post now. peace out homies

save a life
start with mine
notice me
you're just on time

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling
of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
listening to 80's songs;
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

2006-09-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

hello ya'lllll. i've finally decided to get off my lazy ass and start blogging. alright. hmmmmm. i dont really feel like blogging about school sia. forever like nothing to blog about. school school. all the same. k lah. i will blog about school.

ok i woke up late for the first time ever. usually im way eariler than my bra. oh ya one thing i forgot to tell ya'll in my last post. my mom said i could have the room downstairs permenantly. since when we were moving in, i already said i wanted this room. she said i could have it permenantly. so i said i wanted 2 rooms and the room downstairs will be my recording studio sort of chill out area and my other room will be well, just a room. so anyways, got up, showered in my OWN toilet. WOOOH. then went off to school. one of the first few times im relatively early for my form class. did the attendence and everything, then it was time for english.

english we first practiced note taking. the teacher read a summary of the author, HG Wells and we were supposed to take notes on him. then the teacher quizzed us to see who got the most important facts written down. thena fter that we read a short story called the read room by HG Wells. it inspired me abit. ok fast forward abit, oh as usual, the idiot english teacher couldnt get my name right.

next was maths. we had to go to the phase 1 building for maths as always. which is a pain in the shins. literally cos its quite far away. maths as usual was boring as a bitch. i dont wanna go into details about it. its like SHIT. i hate maths to the max. k fast forward

science. AAAAH. finally something fun. during science, i made my friend write about "For This Cycle" over and over so that it filled the whole paper. hahaha. i am gonna scan it and put it on my new myspace and purevolume for my solo project. i used to be "chariot of the golden sun". but im sick of that name. so from now on, my solo side is "For This Cycle". ok back to science. we just learnt about the periodic table of elements, and atoms. then at the end the teacher did some demonstrations. fucking cool. he just put like different elements into water. one element i forgot what would actually like fizzle for abit then it will like explode into flames. literally. it was damn cool lah. ok fast forward.

time for lunch. i sat at the couches with my friends. we stole one of his friends guitar and i just started playing shit. haha. some no penguins acoustic style. good stress reliever. i wish i were in a school where i actually learnt something i am interested in. kai you lucky bastard. get to go to lasalle. neh mind. 2 more years and lasalle, here i come. ok fast forward

after lunch it was time for music. music is qutie fun actually. we had to do some compositions for homework. everyone elses was complicated as shit. well mine? simple and perfect. the teacher even said that i was one of the few that had no assessment mistakes. cos we were supposed to follow the 12 bar blues pattern and everyone else made some complicated shit. but i did it exactly according to the shit. so i got full on assessment. word word. k fast forward.

after music, i took the bus home. slacked online, no one online. so just slacked more. ate, watched tv, ate, watched tv. basically thats what i did all the way until now lah. no need to say. word word.

ok anyways, im gonna give this paragraph im about to write to Steve "The Crocodile Hunter" Irwin. he died like this morning i think. from a sting ray's tail. stabbed him right in the heart. i hate sting rays. one more reason to eat more sting rays. fuckers. anyways steve irwin was my hero last time when i was a kid. i remember watching his show every evening before helping my mother cook dinner. he's a funny guy lah. sad to have someone so cheerful and jovial be taken away from the earth. he died a quick death. he probably couldnt even feel it as the sting ray stabbed him right in his heart so he would have died instantly. RIP Steve Irwin. anyways, me and my friends are having dinner this friday in rememberence of him. aight.

speaking of friday, theres this club in my old school called "the rockers union". through my friend, they found me and asked me to play with them this friday. they have gigs in school like everyone 2 weeks. so its quite cool. they are playing 6 songs i think. but i will only be playing 3 sogns with them. better than nothing. abit excited. i already learnt the songs i was supposed to play. hmm. more expirience, more exposure. better sex. hahahaha. aight aight. i is off now. peace niggas.

i am left speechless with you double-edged words
wishing i heard it from you but not someone else
i am no superman
feel
take a step up, with me

R.I.P. Steve Irwin. The Craziest Mother Fucker That Lived

p.s. butterfly effect 2 is coming out soon. !!! im a big fan of the first one. i hope this one is good too. peace.

2006-09-03T15:07:00.000+08:00

hello my poor blog that doesnt get used much anymore. sorry lah. i've been VERY busy the past few days. i will blog about the past 2 days since they were both packed with fun. it was really great to meet old friends and just hang out and have fun. i really miss all of them already after only 1 week of school. anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUNEHVINDALAHO. hahha. aight aight. back to business. blog about the shit that happened the past few days.

friday
i will skip the part about school since it is always boring as fuck. school is standard. i guess im getting used to it ah. but i dont like it. now if you ask me HONESTLY, i regert switching schools. i regret fully and completely. bad idea. ok anyways, after school, i tried to get onto the bus my friend takes home from school with him as his bus drops off at my old school. we asked the lady but fuck she wouldnt let me. sian know. ok anwyasy as im writing this, i have 2 chicken bones in my mouth as i was eating a chicken wing. ok anyways, i couldnt get onto my friends bus so i decided to cab down. while walking, there were a few local fuckers. keep looking at me. from my school one ah. they were all younger than me. i know they are talking about me because i can hear them. the girls are FUCKING annoying i feel like stabbing all of them. so anyways, i walked to the main road and got onto the taxi. while the taxi was driving past, all the fuckers were looking at me. so i decided to just ride down the hill with my middle finger pressed against the windows. hahahaha. ok anyways, got to school and just talked with a few friends. walked around, slacked. then we decided to find a friend, brian. he was having a gig at school today. so we went to watch him practice. then we helped to move stuff down to the field. after that, brian left us as he had violin lessons. we decided to watch the soccer and volleyball tournaments at school. we had a friend. he's the only freshman to make it into varsity volleyball. bloody mad. hhaha. ok then anyways, after that, we met up with more friends that just finished their games. we talked, drank some coke. hahaha. then after awhile, it was time for my friends gig. we rushed to the field 10 minutes early. watched the soccer game then my friend played. the sound quality was HORRIBLE. but hey what can you expect from a school gig. haha. they played 2 songs. some screw ups. some idiots at the back were trying to mosh with 5 people. the first song they played was quite nice. the second one honestly was a huge waste of time. hhah. ok anyways, after that it was time for the dance. actually it started 30 minutes ago. but we just couldnt miss out on the gig. hahaha. ok anywyas, my friend, will, that transfered schools with me was already sitting there. he got pissed off as he said he has been waiting there for 45 minutes. hahahhaha. so we walked there and something PISSED ME OFF LIKE HELL. we went there and the fucker that suspended me last year looked at the 3 of us and pointed to me and said no, pointed to will and said no, and then to the guy that actually went to the school, he said yes you can go in. we tried to argue abit. but decided to just fuck it. we got more people to try to argue for us but NOTHING would let the fucker let us into the shit. like WHAT THE FUCK are we gona do? we were damn pissed off. so 1 friend decided to stay outside with us while we waited for the shit to end so that we could hang out with friends. we sat right in front of the entrance place. one reason was to try to piss the guy that wouldnt let us in. hahaha. after awhile, the fucker just came to us and told us to leave. what the hell know. i REALLLLLLLLY wanted to go in. we decided to wait outside. we waited for quite awhile then people started pouring out. we talked to friends, i saw that special someone. that person looked fucking crazily amazing that night. i wish i was inside so that i could stare for the whole 3 hours. but NO THE VP HAD TO BE A FUCKER. after that we decided to eat. so we left in a big group of like 8 people. got to 7-11 and bought some stuff and did the usual crate club shit. we usually sit outside 7-11 on crates and eat and talk. then after taht, we got bored aand there were a few people staring at us. we knew them and all of them wanted to beat this guy that was with us up. hahahahah. so we decided to leave. we decided to go to a usual place we used to hang out EVERYDAY back in the old days. the corner of the theaters. fucking ALOT of memories back there. it was really a good experience sitting there with all the friends you miss. anyways, after that they decided to go and eat some real food. i didnt want to so i decided to head home. ok next day.

saturday
i had to wake up relatively early in the morning as i was supposed to be in my old school at 12. my dad drove me down. i reached at 12.25. hahaha. im always late when im with my parents lah. ok anyways, i met my friend, will, at the lobby. he was talking to some girl. i dragged him out and asked who the hell she was. hahaha. he said she was an old friend. so we sat there and waited for the last idiot to come. i called him and he said he was just about to leave. so me and will decided to go to the cafeteria. he got some free food as he was a coach for the small kids. ok anwyays, we talked to his dad for awhile then i left to the field to watch the soccer tournaments going on. heard one of my friends broke his arm. hahaha. so anwyasy, after awhile the idiot, warren, finally got to school. will came and we huddled up and left for the baseball field where we were to help out with the coaching for the young kids in my old school. my friend was the assistant coach for the team what. so we decided to help out. ok firstly, it was BLOOOOODY hot. it was daaaaaaaaaamn boring and his team sucked like HELL. hahaha. my friends team lost. my baseball skills needed alot of brushing up. hahah. ok anwyays, after that we decided to just slack around. then we wanted to eat as we were hungry. so will said he had to go and find his dad first. so he left to the cafeteria. me and warren went to kfc. we decided to pig out. first we ate our meal. i got a zinger meal. then after that we decided to get a drink a each. and a big bucket of buffalo wings. hahahahaha. ok then anwyasy after that, warren said he wanted to get some shoes. so we headed to the nearby mall. we shopped the way GUYS shop. unlike girls that go to the mall and look at everyshop and buy un-necessary things, we walked into the shop, got the shoes and headed out. hahaha. then we decided to go a little towards the girls way of shopping. i needed a hat. so we went to skate shop. they sold ALL the type of hats i liked like hell. FUCK LAH. guess im not getting a hat anytime soon. then i decided to fuck the hat idea. and i needed jeans BLOOOODY urgently. i MUST get jeans by next weekend. we looked through like 4 shops, trying on a few pairs of jeans. nothing seemed to be what i wanted. there was one i really like but i couldnt button it. hahaha. its girls cut what. yes, im buying another pair of chick jeans. after that, we got daaaaamn annoyed as there was nothing good. so we decided to fuck that and we went back to school. my friend wanted to watch a movie. so we sat for awhile at school, called a few other homies then we headed down to the movie theater. me and warren took a shit. hahahaha. everytime any of us needs to take a shit, the code is "special ops". hahaha. so we took a shit and met the rest of them upstairs. we had a little trouble deciding what movie we were gonna watch. me and warren decided to watch click together if they didnt want to watch click. most of them already watched it. but they decided to watch the break up. so warren said he wanted to see jennifer anniston naked. so we decided to watch that movie. the movie started right away so we headed up right away. the movie was quite good lah. its about a couple that broke up. both of them didnt wanna move out of the house. so they decided to bastard each other, make each other jealous. then the girl still liked the guy. she tried to hint to him. but he didnt care at all. after taht, he decided that he stilll liked the girl alot so he told her. but by that time, the girl didnt like him anymore already. so they broke up and sold the house. the guy had a breakthrough and changed for the better. then at the end of the movie, they met. but then DIDNT GET BACK TOGETHER. WHAT THE HELL. very unexpected. hahah. overall it was a good movie lah. so anyways after the movie ended, we headed down. the girls left. then one guy. so it was left with me and warren. he said he wanted to go home. so he left. i was alone. my mom said she was gonna fetch me. but she was eating dinner with friends that just came from singapore. so i waited at the book shop at the basement. read some magazines. then finally they came. went home. and i actually wanted to blog last night but the guest stayed at the computer room. this morning i switched rooms with them. hahaha.

ok finally done blogging. anyways, no i is be abit bored. seems like theres nothing at all to do at home. aight im off. peace. to end this post off, this is a picture of an anthony green look alike that i know. hahaha. one of my friends. haha

its hard to believe
that i couldnt see
you were always there beside me
i was alone
with no one to hold
but you were always right beside me
this feeling is like no other
i want you to know
i've never had someone
that knows me like you do
the way you do
and i've never had someone
as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before
i finally found
what i've been looking for

was there ever something that you wanted SOOOOOOO badly but you couldnt have? you are that something that i can't have. if only you could understand. For this cycle, This is my breakthrough.

2006-08-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

waddup blog. i dont plan on making a full blog entry. i just wanna write my feelings. too lazy lah. hahaha sorry. ok just now, i was bloody reluctant to do maths. my motehr bitch forced me again. then i said i dont know how to do. i already tried. ok so she tried to help me and her being her impatient self, started getting annoyed that i didnt understand how to do it. so she said "aiyah if you're not willing to do then dont do it lah". then she stormed off all pissed off and shit. so i just walked off. she was the one that told me that i have the choice what. then just now she came in like 3 times asking the SAME question. bloody idiot cant you get it the first time. she kept asking "so you want to do your maths or not". the first few times i just didnt reply. the third time she came, i asked her "do i even have a choice?" she said yes. so i said "then no i dont want to do maths.". then she started bragging about how i wannna do this wanna do that. telling me how i will fail in life all that shit. i dont bother. i think im really gonna blow up on her soon. there was once she slammed my laptop cos i wouldnt get off. FUCKIGN impatient shit. then i shouted back. k you watch out i will destroy all your things. she turned around and tried to slap me. i pushed her and the door broke down. i ran away from home that night. it was in taiwan and i didnt know my way around. fucking bitch brain. when they finally found me, she started acting like she was sorry. coincidentally, the next day she got lost in the forest over here. thats her fucking punishment.

other thoughts. well. theres this guy i know for lets see. around 7 years i think? 7 YEARS. just think how long. alright. so then anyways, he's been seeing this girl quite regularly. supposedly they are best friends but everyone else thinks they are WAY more than that. he falls for her VERY easily. in fact, TOO easily it gets fucking annoying. i ALWAYS feel like just grabbing him and telling him to not be influenced so easily. i mean, what the fuck. he recently went on a vacation with his family. he bought i assure you, AT LEAST 100 bucks worth of gifts for you. i ASSURE you. and for the person he knew for 7 years WHAT. NOTHING. thats waht you get from a naive friend. another thing i realized. he sucks up to that one shit WAY too much. its literally like EVERYTHING she says has to happen. brat. and she does EVERYTHING he does. for example. EVERYTHING that he shows a small interest in, she finds out what it is and acts like she's the biggest fan of that particular thing. BLOODY IDIOTS.

ok anyways, i think thats about all the anger i have in me. pecae.

Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe

So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation
And I fall, I fall, I faulter
But I found you before I drift away
The things we do just to stay alive

2006-08-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

what up niggas. i havent been blogging much lately. school lah. im always caught up with shit from school. ok anyways, dont know ah. nothing much to blog about. im not in the blogging mood. also nothing much to blog. school its quite sian. i'll just find a quiz to do.

1. what do you do when you're mad?
i try to keep calm and start screaming, shouting, swearing, runnning. whatever it takes to make me not angry
2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i dont recall
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
haha probably my mother
4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
i think so. im not proud if it.
5. do you curse when you're mad?
yes, profusely

Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out ?
i dont remember when was the last time i cried. the last time i cried my heart out was probably.. when my grandfather died. i was very close to him when i was a kid.
2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
no
3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
isnt that what only girls do?
4. do you cry when you get an injury?
no.
5. do certain songs make you cry?
not really. i dont think so.

Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
how is this related to pain?
2. how depressed can you get?
how is this related to pain?

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
relatively alot
2. what can make you happy?
alot of things. jokes, fun stuff, music, i dont know
3. do you wish you were happier?
who doesnt.
4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
yes.

Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone?
not that i know of. probably liked ALOT but not love.
2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
no
3.have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
funny
4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
maybe.

Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
no but that person hated me. hahah its a good story to tell.
2. do you hate Bush?
i hope he dies a painful death.

Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
no. i have relatively high self esteem i tend to be a bastard even at times. hahah.
2. do you believe in yourself?
"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by little men who find it easier to live i the world they've been given than to explore the power that they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing." that means yes
3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
thanks. if the person is good looking/pretty as well, i'd say you loook very charming yourself.
4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly,dumb, and fat?
hahahah no *points to and idiot i know*
5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
*points to that same idiot*
6. are you happy with who you are?
yes, very happy indeed.

ok anyways, tomorrow for school, its gonna be quite boring. but after tomorrow, ITS FRIDAY! im very happy about fridays. firstly, its the last day of school for the week. but this friday its gonna be a little special as my old school is having a dance and they said i could get in if i want to. hahahah. so yes, im going in no matter what. ok anyways, im off. peace niggas.

I didn't see you coming
You walked threw my hind doors
When I'm so vulnerable and very few will get inside
Dreams of you and the day we fall in love
Fill up my mind all day

I know I'm not the one who makes your life complete
The one who you thought is so charming and sweet
This feeling inside grows deeply for you
It's not who you are but it's all that you do

2006-08-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

2nd post
hello ya'll. i is back to blog about school. i just had a nap and then woke up and showered. now back to blog. fuck homework. im not gonna do any. dont bother.

ok so my alarm clock rang at 6. but i just turned off and at around 6.25, my bra came to wake me up. got up, bathed, did my other morning stuff. then i headed downstairs to eat my breakfast. my mom made some noodles shit. it was be good. ate and then left for the bus. the bus's suspensions were FUCKING horrible. basically every pebble that was on the ground you could feel it while you were in the bus. the thing that made it worse was the bus trip was damn bloody long. ok so anyways, after the horrible bus ride, i got to school. when i got off the bus, my friend was waiting for me there. so it was cool. we just walked around like idiots not knowing where to go. apparently every morning theres an assembly. sounds familiar? i hate assemblies like hell. ok then anyway, today's assembly was supposed to be longer since it was after the first day of school. so anwyays, they said that all H1 and H2 students have to go to the cafeteria. so we found ourselves at the cafeteria and they were telling us our form teachers. well, seems like me and my friend had the same form teacher which was cool. he got to leave first. all the new students had to stay as we had to give the other teacher our electives. after that, apparently everyone was on break. so i went to find my class and found my friend on the way up. just slacked around with him then break was over so we went back to class.

it was already like 9 plus. hahaha. so basically 1/3 of my school day was gone. ok anyways, we went back to class. i got to meet the teacher. he basically just introduced himself, and then told the class about the important information about the school. like getting lockers and shit. we have to pay 300NTD for a locker. which is like 15 bucks. fuck that man. i'll carry all my shit wherever i go. ok anyways, this teacher is quite cool. like out of nowhere he'll give random trick questions like "if a farmer had 17 sheep and all but 11 died, how many are there left?" and everyone would be like 6. but then only the smart ones realized that the answer was 11. he gave alot of those questions. and another thing was he made us write 3 things about ourselves. one of them has to be a lie. i thought of mine on the spot because the other people had time to do theirs. and i only got to class after break so i thought of some simple shit. we then had to write our strengths and weaknesses in school. quite pointless. ok fast forward abit, class was over, time for the next class of the day.

we had another break if i remember correctly. hahah. sorry my mind wasnt really focused. i wasnt thinking much. ok anyways, after that was science. science science. we found the class and apparently all the H1 students got together there. the teachers then broke us up into 3 different groups and eventually 3 different classes. it was cool cos i got into the same class as my friend. anyway, science was daaaamn bloody boring. i swear i almost fell asleep. i just sat there the whole time. daaaaaamn boring. ok anyways, after that we had to go to the teacher's "kitchen" and then he did some science demos and shit. which was very boring as well. ok then got back. i cannot remember what else we did. oh yeah. we got some notebooks. he made us find the meanings of mixture, compound and whats the other one. i cannt remember. actually im too lazy to think. haha. ok we found the meanings in our books then class was over. finally time for LUNCH.

lunch was the coolest part about school. actually i knew that only H3 and H4 students could leave campus and go outside to eat. but then i convinced my friend that since everyone should go, we could go too. hahaha. he believed and we walked down to macdonalds. ok so anyways while walking, a few people saw us. people that were actually allowed to go out of shcool to eat. so they told us. hahah. my friend was damn bloody scared. we decided to get our meals anyways. so while eating at macdonalds, our science teacher came. FUCK. we thought we were dead. but in the end, he didnt see us. so we were safe. hahaha. we walked back to school and my friend, being a good talker, talked to some random people and followed them in to look like we were with them. hahha. it was cool. ok so anyways, my friend knew a few people from the school already. so we talked to them for abit. then there was this guy. his name is adrian i think. we were talking then suddenly like another one of him appeared. i was like WHAT THE FUCK. only this "adrian" was taller by abit and had a lighter shaded color of hair. hahaha. apparently it was his twin brother. damn i wish i had a twin. we'd have so much fun to the extent of something like soccer wouldnt be considered CLOSE to being fun. hahaha. ok anyways, takled to a few people. then it was time for the last class of the day. i think. hahaha. ya lah. last class of the day. i had music. my friend had i cannot remember what he had. so we split and i went to music.

one thing the teacher warned us about his classroom before we entered was that his aircon is dead. i thought it wouldnt be so bad but FUCK. you cannot imagine how humid it was in the room. really horrible. hahah. so anyways, for music today, he just talked to us about what we were going to be doing in music for the year. what we would learn, everything. we have to make 3 compositions in the course of 2 years. and we have to perform to the class as a solo and with a group of 3 or 4 people. anyways, the teacher was dragging like a bitch. it was damn boring. and what made it worse was how hot it was. ok then anyways, sCHOOL WAS FINALLY OVER! it didnt seem that long actually come to think of it. got home, which had some powerful air con and i decided to make that small blog entry just now.

hmm. about school. the people in school, well, there are some people that are pretty cool. but theres this one girl that i do not like. i guess she's actually the only person i developed a dislike for today. she added me on msn like way long ago. my friend told her about me. today she asked me the FUCKING stupidest question on earth i was about to force a cement cube into her eye sockets. she said to me "so i heard you moved to TES because will(my friend) did". i didnt bother to reply her. she thought i was being a bitch. but fuck that. i dont mind being a loner for the whole school year. im abit used to it. like now, once i get used to like where my classes are and shit, i wont really need anyone in school. to me, school isnt about socializing. its about discipline and learning. even though i dont like it, i'd pull through with it. aight anyways its almost time for dinner so im off.

I carry Spring rain in my hair
Weighted sorrow in perfect clouds
Bursting in the air
Wash away and drown

I am playing God
I am raising hell
As far as I can tell
I am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone, with you

The roof slips beneath my feet
As the branches back away from me
The softest grass turns to concrete
But I will flyI will flyYou will see

_________________________________________________

hello ya'll. i is be back from my first day of school. got back quite awhile ago actually. well. i basically DO NOT enjoy this school. the people, the way the school works, ee. i dont really like it. but oh well. i'll just bear with it. i dont mind being a loner. i is cool with that. ok anwyasy my laptop is being FUCKING gay. right after i turn it on, it overheats like 5 minutes later. i dont understand. ok anyways, i dont really feel like blogging about school right now. i think im going to take a nap and then do some work or something and then after taht i will blog. ok im off. peace.

We're just the boys and girls
That dance with all their clothes
Hiding under the sheets
Believing nobody knows

2006-08-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

yow yow yow. what up my blog. ok anyways, just now i set up my laptop on my room's desk. and i DID get the internet for quite awhile then just wheni was about to blog, IT DIED. so yeah. now im downstairs as usual. tomorrow is the first day of school. AAAAAAH.

ok anyways, i actually dont have anything to blog about today as the whole day all i did was sit at home and watch tv, play com. some interesting stuff. hmm. well. i dont know. nothing really interesting is going on right now. except tomorrow school starts. i think thats it ah. anyways, im hoping to get a new mic stand and a hat very soon. both with the money i got from selling EPs. the mic stand is a MUST. cos im gonna restart my chariotofthegoldensun purevolume and also create a myspace for myself. dont worry guys, juvia is still the main passion for me. about the hat. ok heres the story.

i bought the hat a few months ago. i LOVED it. the moment i saw it in the shop i fell in love with it. so right before we left singapore for chinese new year that time, i persuaded my mom to go to the shop with me and get it as i didnt have money at that time. so we went and got the hat. well, that chinese new year, codename:N and i got close. like best friend close not gay. hahaha. dont get me wrong. ok so anyways, when he saw the hat he liked it alot as well. and since we were best friends at that time, when we were leaving, jeremy gave lent me his external hard drive to put family guy inside the night we were going. they werent gonna follow us to the airport i cannot remember why. ok anyways, the plan was after i was done putting the family guy inside jeremy's external hard drive, i was to put it, with some other stuff into codename:N's mail box. so i did what i was told. and i put the stuff into his mail box. along with the hat that i liked ALOT. i was taking that sacrifice and giving that hat as a gift as i thought he was my bestfriend. ok so then anyways this past tiem we went back to singapore. things have gotten sour between the both of us. if it were up to me, we arent friends anymore. 8 years of friendship DOWN THE SHIT HOLE. ok so anyways, on the last few weeks we were in singapore. i asked codename:N on msn if i could buy my hat back from him since i said it was a gift. he started lecturing me about ALL that shit and how he gave me sonic as a gift since i gave him the hat as a gift. so he lectured about how it is not nice to take back gifts. halfway through his lecture i just said one sentence to shut him up "ok then dont want". i still wanted my hat back like HELLLLLLLLLLL. so on the last night. we saw each other face to face but i didnt say a word to him. not even hi, nothing. so then anwyays, after the "party" thatmunehhadcurfewandhadtoleaveat7, me, kai and chron went to jalan kayu to eat the famous prata. so i smsed codename:N and said "your sonic is downstairs with the amp. so ya you know i want my hat back, pass it to my bra" he replied "why you cannot pass it to me yourself". i told him i was out. so we started arguing about why he should give me back MY hat. fucker. he was totally just wanting to prove me wrong. you can tell. so at the end i just told him off. i said "ok i'll just get to the point that you dont get. i want my hat back. if you dont wanna give back then you can have sonic back cos i dont want it". he just replied with a simple ok. when i got back, i looked around for my hat. NO HAT. WHAT THE FUCK. only the 15 bucks i got from selling him my micstand. so i smsed him and said "ok fine you wanna play like that. you still owe me 10 bucks then". he said since when, and he did what i told him to. i reminded him of when he lent ten bucks from me. he said "ok then you can have your mic stand back. and keep the money for it." after that i didnt reply him. ok heres the thing. when i ask him questions when i needed him last time, he NEVER EVER replied his smses no matter what. unless like DAAAAMN important then he would reply. other than that, no. when this happened, his reply was FUCKING QUICK and he never stopped reply even after i had stopped. what a bastard. ok anyways, the hat is like a beanie with a normal hat. its fucking ncie lah. i want it back even as of RIGHT now. i will wear it wherever i go really. FUCK. i need my hat back.

aaaaah. ok anyways, i think im off. going back to my room THAT DOESNT HAVE INTERNET CONNECTION FROM AS FAR AS MY DESK. WHAT THE FUCK. GH3Y TO THE MAX. ok peace

if i ran away tomorrow
would you come looking for me
if only we could breath together
synchronized
my mind is an empty, hollow cove
the chances of eternal bliss
is one to a thousand other lovers
here's my letter to you
along with a pentagon of sounds
sounds of hate and love

DC for Memory

2006-08-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello ya'll. sorry lah i didnt update yesterday. in fact i wasnt even posting tonight. the reason being i didnt do anything the whole of yesterday and today except watch tv, slack online. ok anyways, JUVIA IS ON MYSPACE. all of ya'll should get a myspace account just so you could add us. hahah. that would be cool. ok anyway here it is. www.myspace.com/juviamusic . actually i wanted it to me .com/juvia but then they said it was already in use. hahaha. apparently a girl with the name juvia already created that website. i went to it and started laughing like FUCK. hahaha. ok anyways, im working on this new song. i scraped the old one i made that day i posted the lyrics somewhere here. ok anyways, i decided to forget that song and create the one im working on right now. what its about? well. its about... actually. it was exactly what the other song was about. the person i want but cant get. word. hahaha. yeah ok anyways, here is what i have so far. its quite cliche also. eee. anyways, its called Give Much Thanks. i dont really know why im calling it that. hahaha. ok anyways, here are the words.

my mind is an empty cove
i cant find the words to describe how i feel
send me a shooting star
and i'll wish to be with you
we may live a thousand miles away
but these oceans wont stop me from loving you

hope you guys like it. anyways, i REALLY wish i were back in singapore right now. juvia would progress ALOT. too bad when we get back galaxy wont be in singapore anymore. we cant record with good equipment cos even though i have the same gear as him, my laptop's sound card SUCKS. so theres gonna be like a buzz forever and it sucks. so i guess we're kinda stuck for awhile. what i was thinking actually was that we could find a way to earn money and then go to a studio and pay 50 bucks an hour for studio time. but that is a HUGE rip off. which sucks. so im hoping like HELL we get signed. ok anyways, enough of JUVIA talk. heres a quiz to make up for not blogging yesterday before i go.

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
i would have to say. crushing.
2) Are you happy with where you are?
yes very happy.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
if i ever meet that right person then yes
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
i hope not?
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
no? what the hell kind of question is this. fuck
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
if that someone was jennifer love hewitt, yes
7) Have you talked about marriage with another?
maybe
8) Do you want children?
yes twin boys please
9) How many?
read question 8. its so much cooler than having like a bigger brother or whatever. twins will never feel lonely. especially if their identical. then FUCK it'll be fun
10) Would you consider adoption?
no i dont think so
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
hahaha. i dont know like tell me? definitely not get someone to tell me for that cos that is NOT COOL YA'LL
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
im guessing this question was meant to be answered by a girl
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
what game is this?
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
corny, but yes. i do
15) Are you romantic?
hahaha. i dont know.
16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
yes i hope so
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be?
oh daaaamn. good question. i've been waiting for a question like this. i'd get married in a small city like azerro italy. for my wedding night, i'd invite all my closest friends, a few famous people if i have the money. hahaha. and i dont know. hmm. what else should there be at my wedding. OH. i want horses to drive us around. or bring us around whatever instead of a car. cars are gay. ok next question
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
sadly, yes
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes. very strong feelings that i cant express.
20) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed it up?
maybe
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
i hope not
23) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
depends who. if its jennifer love hewitt, then YES.

ok im off. PEACE

will you stay awake for me
i'd give you my heart on a string
i will share the air i breath
i just dont wanna miss anything

DC for MEMORY

2006-08-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

hello my blog. AAAAAAAAAAAAH got NO ONE at all to talk to online. i was planning to go to schoool today but seems like im not going. i have a headache and i dont feel too good. anyways, ALL OF YA'LL BEST BE CHECKING OUT THIS BAND. www.purevolume.com/andtheniturnedsevenmn. this band is be the shit. they are damn bloody good. hopefully one day juvia will be that good. plus. they are acoustic also sort of. but they have drums and bass. so yeah. anyways, theres no one to talk to now and i is be bored as shit. last night i had the best dream ever. but then i wont tell ya'll about it. selfish abit. hahaha. SB for memories. ok quiz time.

wait fuck. i cant find any quizzes that i feel like doing. MUNEH COME ONLINE AND HELP ME FIND A QUIZ PLEASE

I'm speechless, so impressed
I've forgotten all my pain
Your presence, in essence
makes it go away

Please take the seat next to me
You're just a stranger to me
but somehow you've changed how I think
You saved me from my past
with just a harmless dance

Sedated, I hate it,
too afraid to make a move
You're so friendly, the night's ending
I still haven't made a move

Please can I see you again
I don't want this night to end
Falling from your heart-shaped noose
that my dull teeth helped cut me through
Falling fast, into your arms
the night's so cold, the air's so warm

2006-08-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

hello ya'll. hmm. im not really in the blogging mood so i'll just give a brief description of my day then imma tell ya'll about the real shit thats going on. actually all 3 of ya'll that read my blog already know about it i think. hahah. but this is just for me to remember next time.

ok today was school orientation. woke up at 8 and left for school. its nice lah. im a tad excited for school. and i thought that we had to wear uniforms to school but guess what. WE DONT. high school doesnt have to wear uniform. haha. and for lunch we get to go out of school to like mac and eat and stuff. quite cool. after that i ate some mac with my friend outside of school. then my mom and sister came and then we went to eat lunch. i ate like a shitbrain today. ate lunch. then after that got home. then left for the airport to send my sister off. ate more dim sum. haha. ok then after that my sister went into the airport. then after that went to pick my dad up then got home.

ok the real things that are happening now. ok. sooo. this guy from sexy killer records sent me an email. he is inviting us, juvia, to join their label "family". my mom thought it was a scam at first. i convinced her it wasnt. but its not a good deal lah. alright i'll show you guys what the guy, Neil Fox sent me.

My name is Neil and I work for a record label called Sexy Killer Records. I would like to invite you for a chance to get your music in the USA. We currently are offering two deals. If you are interested please let me know.
Thanks
Neil,
www.sexykiller.net

this is the first mail he sent me. i replied him and told him that we needed more information. i told him we were interested and stuff. so he gave me more information on the deal. in fact it isnt like joining their record company. they are just gonna publish our work on their compilation they would be creating soon. heres the second mail i receieved just like 20 minutes ago.

This is Neil from Sexy Killer Records. SKR is located in Florida. and we work with musicians from around the world. SKR has been around for 5 years and have put out 10 compilation albums. In that time we have gained the help from some great companies, labels, and radio stations. We will be using a previously recorded song for this album. It's great to hear that you want to be included on our next Compilation Album. Our street team is currently looking for the best bands for this record. They are going to shows and looking online, they told about you and that is why you were contacted. We are trying to get everything in by Sept 27th, but if you need more time please let me know and we can work something out. This record is turning out great we have Big Wig from Fearless Records , Kaila from myspace and many more great bands. The album will be distributed all over the US and some in the UK. This is a great chance to get your music heard and for you to get exposure. The comp will also be promoted to radio and independant record labels around the world. We have over 100 record labels that are looking for talented new bands. The comp will be promoted to radio stations and online radio stations as well. So we would like for you to try and send in a song that is not to long. A good time length is 3 to 4 minutes.. These record labels and radio stations favor the songs that get straight to the point. We work with all genres of music, bands, solo acts, everyone deserves a chance to get their music heard. There will be 3000 thousand cd's pressed. You will recieved 40 copies of the album to sell, pass out , and do what ever you'd like. The artwork will contain your website, email, song title and the name of your band. Your photo will be on the cover with the other bands. There will be 21 bands on the comp. Attached to this email is our promotion agreement. Its states that you will recieve your copies and keep all rights to your music. The agreement allows us to promote your music, and promises that you will get your copies.. All you need to do to be on this album is email your song and the agreement to skrcomps@yahoo.com and then send us the $190 payment through Paypal to tmncostomerservicep@yahoo.com Or you mail mail us the cd, agreement, and payment to: Sexy Killer Records 67 Phoenetia Dr. St. Augustine, Florida 32086 We also offer a deal for $75 where you get a spot on the record and get the same promotion as everyone else. The only difference is the you will recieve 10 copies instead of 40. If this interests you please let me know.
Thanks Neil,
www.sexykiller.net

and this is the attacthed deal.

Sexy Killer Records
Compilation Agreement
Promotional Agreement:
Sexy Killer Records here by agree to release a song on our compilation album (sexy killer records compilation) by the artist ____________________________________________.
Sexy Killer Records agrees to release the compilation. The compilation will be announced on the Sexy Killer Records site (www.sexykiller.net) the promotional period with run for three months.
The company agrees to promote the compilation over this three-month contractual period. It is here by understood that this promotion involves: advertisement of the compilation on the web site (www.sexykiller.net.) Radio plugging services. A feature in the companies’ monthly newsletter. Promotion to third party record companies to announce the release of the compilation.
Sexy killer Records agrees to design, print and release the compilation album. Sexy killer records agree to ship 10 or 40 copies of the compilation album to each of the featured bands and you the band agree to pay the promotional fee of $75 or $190.
You the band keep all rights to your music.
Songwriter credits ___________________ ___________________ ___________________ ____________________.
Name of act __________________________________.
Contact name _________________________________.
Phone _______________________________________.
Song Title ____________________________________.
Web site address ______________________________________.
E-mail _______________________________________________.
Date _______________________________________.
Please return this promotional agreement form along with your payment a copy of your song on CD. All money orders must be made out to "Coty Templin".
Send to:
Sexy Killer RecordsAttn: Coty Templin67 Phoenetia Dr.
St. Augustine, FL
32086

The band members agree _____________________ ______________________ _________________________ ________________________ _________________________ to the above terms and will abide by them.
Those of us at Sexy Killer Records agree to the terms above (Dan Grover, Neil Fox, David Meaker, Coty Templin)
The address to mail your copies of the compilation to _____________________________________________________
Sexy Killer Records copyright 2006.

hmm. so here i am. still thinking if i should take the deal. there are alot of things going through my mind. im going to talk about this with vinod and kai and then we'll make a decision AS A BAND. alright. i guess im done blogging.

sorry this is very brieffy blogging session. sorry lah. hahaha. ok anyways, now im off. i have nothing much to do also. word. ok peace.

Too blind to know, too dumb to see
That you're not even in love with me
I'd be better off if you weren't with me

You're running, this by her
Emotions, on fire
Your love is, now past her
The burning, is faster

The sound of your voice, that cries in the night
I'm reading the notes, you wrote me before

Why can't you, you ever see
How much your love, means to me
I'm everything, with what you've shown
Now without you, I'm so alone

2006-08-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

2nd post
yow yow. i is be back with my second post about what i did all day. alright hmm.. where was i finished blogging just now. oh right. ok this morning i woke up at like 11. went downstairs, ate a bunch. my mother made noodels. i blogged while eating at the same time. with my laptop. hahaha. cooba. then after that just when i thought i could've escaped without doing any maths, NOOO my mother had to remember and make me do maths. fucking maths. I HATE MATHS. ok anyways, after maths, my sister wanted me to go out with her to the ACC and then after that do some last minute shopping as she is leaving tomorrow. so yes, after maths, i ate my lunch and then since it was already like 3, we decided to jsut skip the ACC part and go straight to the shopping part. so hoped onto the cab and off we went to the place we went that one other time. i blogged about it last time. the run down outdoor shopping center place with alot of grammatical errors. hahah. word.

got there and IT WAS RAINING. SHIT. but luckily there was like abit of shelter. some places were sheltered completely. i mean the shopping place ah. and some places. there was like a roof. but guess what. THE ROOF LEAKS. shit. so anwyays, we walked around like hell. my plan for the whole day out was not to buy any clothes. the only thing i wanted was when we were last there i bought this octopus ball thing. that was my main motive of going there today. hahaha. ok anyways, we walked around quite alot. my sister bought quite alot of stuff today. then she said "ok we'll go down this road and then walk back the otehr road and then we'll take a taxi home". so i said im not happy cos i didnt get my octopus balls. hahaha. today like really cannot find anywhere got know. all of them are in like those pushy trolley thigns. think today it was raining thats why got not alot of them thangs. ya so anyways, we walked abit and i spotted one of those trolley thigns. i ran there. looked at the food the woman had. NO OCTOPUS BALLS. only got like chicken nuggets and shit. then we looked around her trolley thing then my sister spotted one stick of octopus balls. so i told her that i wanted that. she asked me how many i wanted. YES! SHE WAS GONNA MAKE MORE. so i told her 3 sticks. got my octopus balls and we took a taxi home.

when i got home, suprisingly my dad was home already. my mother started rushing me and my sister as they made reservations for some fancy resturaunt and we had to leave like right away as they would take away our reservations if we were late. got into the car and off we left. the resturaunt we were going to was opened by some famous singer. there are like 3 branches in the whole of taiwan. i dont think there are any others in other countries. anwyasy, ya. its some chinese singer guy. you people might have heard of him. like when you're walking around and you see some cd shop, theres this guy always have posters of him at cheena cd shops. his name is wakin or something shit. wakin in the rain. hahaha. the first time i saw it i mistook it for wanking in the rain. anyways, yes thats the guy. he opened the resturant. i heard he goes to visit all his branches regularly. if he was there tonight ah.. i would have asked him to sign like some item of mine and sell it off on ebay. but ok anwyays, we got there and ate. the food was quite alright. the best shit was the soft shell crab. i've always like soft shell crabs. them thangs be the shit. ok anyways im being quite brief with my blogging as im not really in the "blogging" mood. after eating, we left for home. anyways, my dad is an idiot. forever side my mother. and he's really deaf. like once i say something to "make fun" of someone when obviously its a joke, he'll start flaring up like some idiot. then when other people like my bra or sister do it, he doesnt care AT ALL. bastard kia. ok anyways, got home and bathed and here i is. yahaha.

ah done. ok anwyays, tomorrow is my new schools orientation. like shit. i do NOT want school to start. i hate school. i hate studying. word. alright anyways, seems like its time for some skype. aight peace doos.

I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side
And I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom
Just kiss me before I go
I'll have to walk a thousand miles just to find the ground deserving of your feet
_________________________________________________

hello ya'll. hmm. this is one of those rare times where im using my laptop to blog. well the thing with my laptop is that i can only get internet from my bed and shit. i fucking dont understand why i cant get any internet from the desk. i hate lying on the bed and using my laptop. damn bloody uncomfortable. well, right nwo im sitting outside my room so that i can feel the cool breeze of air con and i can hear when my mom is shouting at me. hahaha. ok anywyas, last night was a pretty eventful night. at first muneh finally got skype. so i skyped with that clown abit. but we realised that it was lagging like hell. so we decided to ditch that plan. after awhile kai came on in skype also. so we had a 3 way conversation. but again, i was lagging like hell. then after awhile i just got cut off. like shit. the lag is the thang. bastard like hell. hahah. ok then anwyasy after that me and 2 of my taiwan friends decided to have a 3 way conversation on msn. we used to be best friends before one of them moved like 3 months ago. we did everything together every weekend. but one of them moved. so like SHIT. anyways, last night had a "reunion". it was fucking funny as i couldnt stop laughing for like the WHOLE thing. hahahaha. ok anwyays, i dont know why im blogging now also. seems like i have nothing much to do. ok anyways, right now i cant stop listening to SAVES THE DAY. they be abit popish but just the way i like it. i really like them like hell cannot stop listening. hahaha. ok anyways, im off for now. i'll blog later at night. peace.

if i were king of this night
would you become my queen

p.s. half way through that post, the internet from ym room FUCKING DIED. i dont understand. bitch router

2006-08-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

2nd post
aight i is be back for my second post. alright lets see where i ended my post just now. hmm. ok after maths started blogging. then after that, watched TV for like forever. i swear there was NO ONE to talk to. played some nintendogs. then i was feeling hungry. so i decided to get some food to eat. there was nothing much to eat except left overs. so i went to heat them shits up. tasted quite nice actually. ok then anywasy, it was about 3 so i decided to get ready for guitar class. yes. my mother signed us up for guitar classes. i hate the teacher like hell. he suck like mad. cannot improvise. forever play exact same as the song. word. so anyways, we called a taxi. then me and my sister went down to the garage to wait. waited daaaamn bloody long. then we called my mother. she said the taxi driver said he's almost there. fucker bastard know. ok then when we got on, i looked at the clock. that idiot was 20 minutes late. ass hole. and he started the meter DAAAAMN long ago. as usually when you get into the taxi the price should be 70NTD. when we got in, the meter showed 120NTD. bastard. thats 2.50 SGD difference. ok anyways we then headed to the guitar shop first. i fell asleep in the car. then i got off the taxi and my sister went to the ACC.

went into the shop. the teacher, as usual looked like a fool. he was wearing a pink shirt. i dont like anyone that wears pink shirts. gay. is the word. purple is nice but pink. is just FUCK. ok then got into the place. i brought annabella(acoustic guitar) cos i was too lazy to bring chelsea. he asked me why switch all. i said i didnt get what he was trying to ask. hahah. i did it on purpose. he thinks i barely understands chinese. haha. ok anwyays in class, it was DAAAAAAAMN bloody boring. he at first refreshed my mind about the 6 different ways to play the C major scale. then after that he decided to teach me some skid row song. he pronounced skid row as seh-keed rauu. idiots. hahahha. ok anywasy, it was daaaaamn boring. he thought me the start and everyting. quite easy. then it was time for the solo. damn bloody hard. i cannot memorize the whole thing. hahha. ok then anyways, fast forward abit, after finishing the skid row song, we were done and i left. i was daaaamn hungry at that time. so i was walking down the road hoping that i would pass by some like bread store or something. so at the traffic light, i saw this guy wearing a macdonalds shirt. as in those people that work at macdonalds that kind of shirt. so i decided to follow this queen. hahaha. and i was right, he leaded me straight into macdonalds. got a burger and ate it. then i took a cab home.

got home and started slacking online again. played relatively alot of nintendogs. then it was dinner time. for some reason i ate with a plate today. hahaha. i hate the fish my mother cooked today. fucking gross. eee. ok fast forward. my job today after dinner was to make fruits. easy job lah. so i just washed some grapes and cut a pear. easy. hahaha. ok then anwyasy after that i idled online for awhile more. then bathed, then here i am.

hmm. my days are getting more and more boring. orientation is on thursday i think. im going with my friend. fuck. i DONT wanna do maths tomorrow. i fukcing hate maths like HELL. i bet my mom is gonna force me to do it. im gonna tell her i lost the maths book. oh wait. that would get me into more shit. hahaha. ok anyways, i is be off. maybe later i might blog again if i feel happy. for now, peace.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

You and I collide
_________________________________________________

hello ya'll. last night i didnt blog. sorry lah. hahah. ok i will just tell ya'll the story of how my mom got damn bloody pissed off at me.

alright so yesterday i went to school to hang out with friends. we didnt do much lah. anyways i only 3 copies of the EP left. 1 is reserved, 1 is for myself and so that means i onlyhave 1 left to sell. so yeah, anwyasy, my mom told me to walk home instead of take a cab home. so my friend decided to walk with me to the hospital then he would take a cab from there. so we walked to the hospital and i look at the clock. it was already 5.40. the gates to the forest closes at 6. so i called home and told my mother that i dont think i can walk up in time. she told me can one can one. and plus i didnt know the way up. so she said she will go down to the bottom of the hill and walk back up with me. ok so then anyways, while talking, my phone died on me. that bastard had no batteries. so anwyays, before my phone died. so then i couldnt call back home. so i just decided to take a cab home. when i got home, i feared that my mom wouldnt be home as she would have probably went down to walk up with me. and YES, she wasnt home. FUCK lah. but good thing she had a phone. so i called her. she shouted on me like FUCK on the phone. she said she was half way down the hill. and shouted more. so then she said she didnt know to go up or down as she didnt know where the gate was closed or not. so she decided to be an idiot and do the fucking obvious wrong decision which was walk up. UP. so she got to the gate and as expected, it was closed. she called home again and started screaming at me. fucking totally not even my fault. i think EVERYONE that knows me sure know that i will probably be taking a taxi home. so then anyways, after that she called again and said she was lost in the forest. idiot. then after awhile longer, she called again and said that she out was from another gate and she wanted me to go down to get her i have no fucking clue why. so got there. she didnt do anymore screaming. but she looked at me the whole way like it was my fault that she got lost in the forest. haha. ok end of story.

now about today. well. for some reason, i woke up quite early. haha. woke up at 10. started playing nintendogs. oh by the way i forgot to say. im addicted to nintendogs. its a bloody fun game. you guys should know about it i think. its like a dog simulator. in the game you get a dog. and you have to teach it tricks and stuff by saying it into the microphone. like how you teach real dogs tricks. damn fun ah. my friend lent me the game. i got a siberian husky called juvia in the game. fucking cool. hahaha. aight anwyasy, after taht, i did my morning stuff then went down and my mom made me do maths. fucking HATE MATHS LIKE HELL. i dont understand ANYTHING. alright anyways, last tiem when she told me she was gonna teach me maths i said i didnt want her to teach me cos she will surely start screaming. she said she wont. but guess WHAT. that impatient idiot started screaming at me cos i didnt understand anything. haha. ok then after that i ate, and played abit more nintendogs and now i is here. blogging. i guess i'll blog again tonight to complete my post. aight but for now, peace.

the word "love" is something that is thrown around too often
when i say it, i actually want it to mean something

2006-08-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

3rd post
ok im back again with a third post. hmm. i just wrote the new song for juvia. its about that special someone. i'll let you guys see it. its DAAMN cliche. i dont really like it that much. but it summarizes how i feel actually. ok here it is.

its been 3 months since i last saw you pretty face
and im missing you, im missing you, im missing you
its funny how we spent a year seeing each other everyday
without saying a single word all year

i wish that you would tell me
tell me how you love me
i wish that you would tell me
tell me how you miss me
yeahahaeeyeaaa
even though we will never be together
you will always be part of my dreams

the truth is that we will never be together

there you go. cliche. the song is quite short but hey. listen to casey's song by dallas green. like 6 lines of lyrics. ok anyways, something good is gonna be happening. so theres this club in my old school called rockers union. they have like a few gigs throughout the school year in the lobby. where like all the bands in that club play. my friends joined it so they are asking me if i wanted to play with them for the next one coming up. hmm. we're thinking of playing "Reminding You Of Me", "My Summer Srapbook" and the newest song that i finished just now. i named it "Season One". ok anyways, other than that news. hmm lets see. nothing much really. anyways i think im going upstairs now for some of that shit.

Its like a pencil with erasers at both ends
I've won it all but we're dealing in percents
and these activities that you have engaged in
this is the politics of seeing you dance with him

We begin with concluding remarks,
break up the pieces and examine the parts
your words always cut when they are cliche
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2nd post
aaaaah. i just woke up from the most worthwhile nap EVER. ok anyways, just to clear things up again, now if i want to blog 2 posts in a day, i have to go back to the first post EDIT and add on stuff. quite annoying. i dont really like. oh well. quite we cant really help it. anyways, like i said. yesterday, i wrote 3 posts. one was for the night before. but i guess i made the post after 12 so it went onto yeseterday's posts. anyways, ya. i copied and pasted everything nicely from the first few posts to the right one and then i deleted one of the posts and suddenly ALL GONE. and for some reason i was having MAJOR html problems as well. anyways, oh well. im glad my back is back and functioning. shall blog about today then move onto a quiz to make myself happy.

now thinking back i think my day was actually completely wasted. but oh well. i took a HUGE ass nap that lasted like 4 hours. hahaha. ok i slept at lmost 4 o clock last night. in fact. i think maybe 4.30. i actually went to lie on my bed at like 12 plus. watched the shit i downloaded ALL the way until like 4. i downloaded the whole season what. damn shiok. haha. ok anwyays, then i went to sleep. this morning i woke up at 11.30. annoying. no one even woke me up. i dont know why i woke up. i guess i needed to take a piss. haha. so anwyays, i just started watching the shit again. watched like 2 episodes then my sister came into my room and told me to wake up as we were going out soon. she said we were going to takashimaya to eat breakfast/lunch and then shop at taka. yes theres a taka here. so i lazily went to do my shit and i was ready. sat downstairs for awhile until everyone else got up. then we left for taka.

as usual, i do not talk much when im out with my family. i feel like there is NOTHING to talk about. or whenever i say something, someone will say a bastard comment about it. my sister is an idiot she thinks everything she says is funny even though she repeated it 12 times. my bra, you all know is a bastard. my mother is bloody grumpy and forever thinks she's right. my father well all his does is suck up to my mom the whole time and vice versa cos my mom cant take care of anything. actually. my sister sucks up to my dad like HELL as well. and my bra does the same to my sister. idiots. ok anyways, finally got there and we decided to go down to the basment to see if there was anythign interesting to eat. we got off the lift on the first floor and took the escalators down to the basement. now i have to say something about the escalators. they were FUCKING COOL! they were not like the standard straight escalators. this one was like winding. so it wasnt straight. good shit dawg. haha. anyways, at the basement, we walked one round around the foodcourt. there was clearly no seats and nothing looked interesting. so we decided to go up to the 12th floor where all the individual resturaunts are at. we walked one round around the place. so anyways, there was this place called "tokyo something" hahah something because i forgot the second word. then there was another resturaunt with dim sum. GROSS. i had no interest in dim sum. but anwyays, me and my bra went to tell my dad about the other resturant. he went there to look at the menu. turns out it was actualyl a western resturaunt. WHY THE NAME SAY TOKYO? haha. ok then obviously my dad was the only one strongly wanting to go to the dim sum place and me and my bra wanted to go to the other place. the two other people didnt really care. so anyways, my dad got his way and we went into the dim sum place. this part annoyed me abit. so anwyasy me and my bra were criticizing the resturant then he said something like "this place damn bloody china". i said "doesnt this place give you the feeling that some gangsters own it". STRAIGHT away my mom say "think before you say something lah" then she went on and on again. then my dad "ya lah. forever never think". WHAT THE FUCK. its the truth what. i think if you all go there you will say its damn gangsterish also. idiots. ok anyways, the food took FOREVER to come. and plus it was not even close to be worth eating. it was quite horrible. it wasnt even that filling and it was damn bloody expensive. like 150SGD for that pathetic meal. by the way every meal here is that expensive. a meal for 2 is NEVER less than 50. thats not a good thing. except fast food ah. ok anwyays, after that went "shopping". i just got batteries for my camera. im taking up my photography shit again. i dont know. just got sudden interest again. then anyways, after geting the batteries, i didnt have anything to do. we all went our seperate ways what. i went alone. my parents together and the two other idiots together. i dont click that well with any of my family so i went alone. hmm. i just walked around, looking at pointless things. then after that i decided to just sit at this piano place and experiment with the electrical keyboard. quite fun. i used the drum effects and attempted to play lost symphonies. hahah. quite funny. then anyways, after awhie they told me to leave. hahaha. so i left ah. bastards. dont even let me play there. then anyways, i just went down to the basement floor the rest of them were there. got down and found them. got some ice cream at hagen daz. good shit. then after that, we left for home.

got home first thing i did was replace the batteries for my camera. then i took a few pictures and finished the last few pictures left on that film. then after that hmm. think i went online for awhile, saw no one online. then i went to lie on the bed to watch tv/ play guitar. hahaha. ok anyways, after awhile i feel asleep and off i was into sleepy land. i slept at like 2 and woke up just now at 7. so now im just blogging. doing nothing much.

anwyays, to "repay" for my "blogger faulties" that deleted my 3 posts, i will do a quiz. also because i have nothing else to do.

last
1. Person you saw: my idiotic mother
2. Talked to on the phone: vinodhan. i dont talk on the phone much
3. Hugged: minna
4. Messaged over friendster: i dont ever use friendster. i dont know why i have an account actually.

today
1. wearing: black shirt and "khaki" pants.
2. better than yesterday?: i dont remember what i was wearing yesterday
3. Is: a very boring day
4. Got any plans: for tonight, well i guess im gonna finish season one. and then start youtubing season 2 of them shits

favourite
1. Number: i dont believe in having a favorite number
2. Color: red and black
3. Season: winter

currently
1. Missing someone: yes kind of missing that one person
2. Mood: bored and tired
3. Wanting: i have a craving for pancakes right now

question and answer
Q: First thing you did this morning?:
A: take a morning piss
Q: Last thing you ate:
A: right now im eating some cookies.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: not really.
Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: i have an ulcer in my mouth and its getting super annoying.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: currently, "a series of unfortunate events" is playing on tv right now and im watching and blogging at the same time.
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: actually i dont think it really works.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A: that special someone
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: takashimaya
Q: Who is the last person you called?:
A: vinodhan
Q: Been cheated on?:
A: dont think so. i hope not at least.
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?
A: i look like my mom.
Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: an idiot sister and a bastard brother
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: as of late, not really
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: probably not. i hope so though
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A: it would probably be a tie between love and creativity. actually no. i cant decide. they are all good as shit
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: i did a few times
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: occasionally
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: black. hahah that reminds me of a prank call we made a few years back. went somehting like this
us - what color shirt are you wearing
guy on the phone - im not wearing any shirt
us - oh yeah thats hot. oooooooo thats hot.
hahaha memories.
Q: What were you doing at 4am last night?:
A: in my room watching that one show im not gonna tell muneh on my laptop
Q: When is the last time you saw your mom?:
A: like 20 minutes ago i think.
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
A: guys
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: dont remember. probably like last year. hahah
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: very
Q: What/who was your last thought before youwent to sleep last night?
A: SB
Q: What are you about to do?
A: im going to bathe soon.
Q: What song are you listening to right now
A: studying politics - emery
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting forsomeone to call?
A: nope
Q:Do you love chocolates?
A: no in fact i DO NOT like chocolates that much.

aight anyways, im off to bathe and stuff. peace

and I still remember the sound of your voice
although your silence still rings so clear
do you think I would call just to hear you breathe
you always knew that just one word would dry up all my tears
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hello ya'll. you might think that i havent blogged for 2 days straight but NOOOOOOOOOO. I WAS HAVING MAJOR BLOG PROBLEMS LAST NIGHT AND 3 OF MY POSTS WERE DELETED! I AM NOT HAPPY. alright anwyays, my parents are asking me to hurry up cos we're going out for lunch. i guess i'll blog later tonight. peace

im nothing more than a second of your thoughts
you're nothing more than the one i want
im nothing more than something you forgot
dont the stars look lovely from down there

2006-08-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello ya'll. shit i woke up from my very short nap and my head feels like its 30kg. fucking tired. aaaaaaah. ok anyways today is my dads birthday we're going out for dinner later. but i'll just do this quiz then later when i get back i'll do my daily blog about my day. alright. quiz.

1) How old do you wish you were?
hmm. actually i wish i were many different ages. i wish i am 10 and small again. i wish i am 18 so that i can DYE MY HAIR and have sex legally. hahaha. and so that hmm. i can get into clubs? i wish im 21 so that i can fast forward my NS and thats when i will get a small tattoo maybe.

2) Where were you when 9.11 happened?
for some reason i still remember that day quite well. i woke up in the morning. i was in p3 i think. afternoon session so i woke up, my mom came into my room and told me that something very bad in america happened. hahaha. so i was probably sleeping.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
oh. hmm. it happened just recently. it was qutie funny. i wasnt in the best of moods that night and i started punching the machine. after awhile i put my hand in slowly and the drink came out.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
hmm. not really? hahaha depends on my mood actually. sometimes im very kind but only when im happy.

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
actually i am not sure what tattoo im gonna get. probabbly on my chest or something that says something meaningful. definitely not a fucking crown on my wrist.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
probably french. french is cool. way better than chinese

7) Do you know your neighbors?
in singapore, yes. most of them are ass holes. in fact, at thsi point of time, ALL of them are ass holes.

8) What do you consider a vacation?
expensive food, nice ass hotel, good view, probably somewhere in europe cos i've never been to europe in my life

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
not really

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
depending on how much i love that person. if a small crush, NO. if like i knew her for like 3 years, maybe. if she's jeniffer love hewitt, FUCK YES

11) Are you touchy feely?
hahaha no not really

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
depends what type. its like saying. a gay guy and a straight guy. they are opposites. do they attract? NO. so my answer is. maybe depends.

13) Dream job?
sound engineer/music producer

14) Favorite channel(s)?
disney channel and basically any movie channel like HBO and stuff. oh and AXN

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
usually i just sleep at home unless theres someone to go out with.

16) Showers or Baths?
showers

17) Do you paint your nails?
im not gay?

18) Do you trust people easily?
actually kind of yes

19) What are your phobias?
snakes, lizards, frogs, any amphibians actually. and my biggest fear on earth i dont know why is to have a car run over my toes. i just am always FUCKING scared of that to happen.

20) Do you want kids?
twins boys please

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
used to. until there was a thing called blogger.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
im afraid to say, nowhere else in the world. i feel warm and cozy right here. but singapore would also be good.

23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
the person i like. i feel warm when i see that one person. HAHAHAH i cant help it. i meant i feel warm when i see that few special people.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
depends how tired i am.

25) Are you paranoid?
yes. sometimes

26) Are you impatient?
yes, very

27) Who can you relate to?
close friends, my mom i guess.

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
its actually a good thing.

29) Have you been burned by love?
perhaps

30) What's your favorite pick-up line?
dont really have one

31) What's your main ring tone on your mobile?
rooftops - melissa mclellan i think thats her name

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching the bestest show on earth.

33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?
hmm. dont remember

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine

35) What color shirt are you wearing?
red

36) Most recent movie you watched?
i watched the medallion last night on HBO.

37) Name three things you have on you at all times?
phone wallet keys.

38.) What color are your bed sheets?
wheat yellow BUT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE RED. my red sheets are washing.

39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
close to 60. from the sales of juvia's EP

40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
drumstick

41) What's your favorite town/city?
azerro, italy

42) I can't wait till..?
i lose my virginity. hHAHAHA

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
oh the standard. rice, food, shit

44) How tall are you barefoot?
at least 161 cos thats how tall muneh is and IM TALLER THAN MUNEH SO WHAT NOW NIGGA

45) Do you own a gun?
a USP gas gun with 30 spring. must action abit. hahaha.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
cold water

47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
probably in singapore with my own recording studio

48) Last thing you ate?
some chicken wings thing.

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
matter of time

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
hahaha. about that. i farted while we were taking a picture just now cos its my dads birthday and the timer was on for the camera and my sister got irritated

51) Worst injury you've ever had?
i broke my forearm when i was 6

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
apperantly, yes this girl called penny. she's a creep. aaaaah

53) What's your favorite candy?
i will orgasm for a campino

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
the ending of our lost ties by juvia 800 times over

aight peace.

june, summer
cold, fake, standard
i miss you
its funny how we spent a year seeing each other everyday
without saying a single word
and now that i dont get to see you
i miss you

2006-08-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

hellooo. aight today was quite a good day.

aight. my mom woke me up AGAIN at 9 o'clock and told me to get up. she said she was going to the market and wanted me and my sister to get up becayuse when she got back, we were supposed to be up and ready as we were going to the ACC(american club in china, dont ask me why in china). my mom AGAIN, forced me to exercise even though i dont feel the need to. so anwyays, she said be ready by 10.30. so i got up, and went down straight to the computer. started watching some ASKANINJA.com as there was no one online to talk to. i watched every single episode already. i realised that the old episodes, the back ground is actually blue instead of red. so anyways, aroudn 1025, i went upstairs, brushed my teeth changed and right when i was done, my mom got home. THATS how fast i get ready. hahah. hopped into the car and off we went. i made my point that i cant stay in the same place as my mom for more than 3o minutes. we will SURELY start arguing. in the car on the way to the ACC, she told me that the deal was i pin up my hair during weekdays and i must pin my hair up when i go to school. WHAT THE HELL. WHO THE HELL THAT ISNT FUCKING RETARDED ENOUGH TO GO TO SCHOOL WEARING A FUCKING HAIR PIN. BLOODY STUPID.

ok anyways got off the car and me and my sister went to the gym to exercise. i reluctantly went onto some hiking shit machine and "hiked" half a mile. then i went onto the threadmill and jog a whole mile! im proud of myself. hahaha. a mile is 1.6km by the way. then i just started hoping machines, walking around with nothing much to do. i didnt really feel like exercising. hahah i never do. i'd rather do something more fun. like soccer or something. why the hell exercise. its damn annoying and boring. so then anwyasy, after awhile my sister said she was done exercising and asked me if i was done and wanted to go down to the food place to eat. obviously i was done as i was just sitting there. so we headed down. the place we went to eat is quite standard ah. i've been there uite a few times already. quite ncie ah teh food. i ordered a 6oz sirloin steak and my sister got fish and chips. yes, i ate steak for breakfast. hahaha. then anyways, at the ACC, they have SUPER cool salt and pepper dispenser things. next time i go there i will take a picture then post it up here. hahah. anwyays, i drank a coke and finished my meal like 12 minutes before my sister did. i ate like half her fries after that. hahaha. she ate most of my brocollis anyways. alright anyways right about when my sister was half done with her meal, my mom came and asked us if we were ready to go. so my sister ate finish her meal and off we went. in the car, AGAIN we argued. standard. i dont get whats with her. she fucking bring up things just so taht i would be annoyed know honestly. k forget about that.

got home, obviously if you know me well enough, i went online, saw barely anyone online. so i took the chance and went to do my maths as i didnt want to do it when i actually had people to talk to. so went to ask my mom to teach me maths. my most hated thing on earth. finally completed that one chapter today. the new chapter is just as confusing. its like equations but daaamn complicated. hahah. ok so anwyays after that, i slacked online again. there was actually people to talk to at this time. so anyays, after that i kinda forgot what i did actually. hahaha. ok anyways after that i went to help my mom cook. actually she forced me to. hahah. anwyays, at first she told me to cook the egg first. so i put the oil, blah then anwyays, she told me to put the onions. by onions she meant the chilli pepper shit. so i put the actual onions and it was wrong. so she told me that that was for the beef. so i had no choice but to cook the beef AND the egg. so i cooked them. hahaha and i stole alot of it. the eggs were good as well. so anywayas, after cooking, i slacked online again. OH now i remember what i did before cooking. i went to test the float my mom bought to see if that it would actually float. its like a bed sort of hting ah. i wasnt planning to get wet. so i stepped onto the steps of the pool and sat on the float. once i pull all my weight on, my sunk down and then when i lied down flat, i floated up again. sian. by the my pants was ALL wet. so i decided to just heck and swim around abit. hahaha. alright back to the story. slacked online then it was time for dinner. ate dinner, slacked online more then now im blogging and watching TV at the same time. i think i do that every night. hahaha.

hahaha. short day today ah i think. anyways, my mom is forcing me to sleep early again. SIAN know. hmm. im not really tired at all sia. hmm. now no one is online now. so i have only the TV to keep me company. alright im gonna watch more TV. peace out.

i still remember when
i first said hello
you turned away from me
i guess i made a
bad first impression
i stood there, thinking
with my eyes WIDE
but shut
star oh star, play my feelings
and make them clear

if only, you and me

2006-08-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

yow word. shiok. now i finally got this blog spree going. alright what i did today.

this morning my mom woke me up at 9 telling me that her and my sister are going out. she told me theres food downstairs and i have to make it my self later when i wake up. i think she said that. i wasnt really awake much. hahaha. so ya anyways i went back to sleep ALL THE WAY until 12. so yeah. got up, went online and pretty much NO ONE was online. so i just played guitar abit, slacked around, then i decided that since i had nothing to do, i would make my food. some plain porridge. quite boring. it wasnt even that filling also. but oh well. i ate it. it was alrleady 3 and i was planning to go to school today to sell my EP. so i called my mom and asked her where she was. she said she was having a facial. SIAN. so then i played guitar abit, slacked awhile more then FINALLY they got home at 3.20. when i was supposed to be at school already. grabbed my bag full of EPs, put on a shirt, then ran down to the garage and off i was to school. or ex school. whatever.

ok so got there, called my friends and they took FOREVER to come to the lobby. so then i met them and we just slacked around at the cafeteria area. good to see some familiar faces. seems like most of them havent changed at all. anyways, i saw a girl i would consider to be one of my best "female" friends. havent seen her in quite awhile. just talked to her for awhile then she bought my EP. hahaha how cool. after that just walked around, talking to people around the cafeteria then we decided that we were all hungry so we left for subway which is close by to school. oh by the way it was my friend brian's birthday today. i havent bought him a gift yet hahaha. i guess im gonna get him a gift some other time. so anyways, we got to subway. i bought a bacon and ham subway. ate, talked, when we were all done eating, we went out of subway and sat there and takled. after awhile, jason left us and we headed back to school. went to the snack bar but there was no one there. then we went to walk around in school. went to the gym and stuff then we decided to leave sicne there was really nothing. sat outside the school and talked. then me and brian decided to find people to sell my EP to. walked around, and saw a group of familiar faces. i asked one of them and all of them came to me with their money. hahahaha. i think at that one place i sold like 5 EPs. then jeremy HO came. talked to him awhile. and then warren came as well. talked talked, then they all had to leave. so i was alone. i walked around school alone then a friend said that someone was looking for me as she wanted to get my EP. SUDDENLY! im amazed. hahaha. so then while i was there, i asked them if they wanted to buy it. 2 of them said yes. so gave them the EP. then i toook a taxi home as there was no point in staying as everyone went home already.

got home and this was the part that pissed me off. instead of letting me rest AT ALL, my mom straight away ask me to go and do maths. damn annoying. during my holidays know. then anyways, just did my maths reluctantly. i HATE MATHS LIKE HELL. DAMN BLOODY ANNOYING! then after finishing i slacked online for awhile. then it was time for my dinner. i ate dinner alone as i didnt feel like waiting for my dad to get back. hahah. ate then slacked around online, bathed then decided it was time to blog.

anwyasy, i feel like today's blog entry was damn vague. think the reason is actually because im watching TV and blogging at the same time. hahaha. sorry lah. tomorrow i will blog properly. hahah. alright for now, goodnight guys. peace.

you're beautiful its true
there must be an angel, with a smile on her face
when she thought up that i should be with you
but its time to face the truth
that i will
never
be with you

2006-08-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

helloooo. im blogging the second day in a row for like the first time in a few months i think. hahaha. ok anyways, im quite tired. and i bet you my mom is gonna come down and start screaming at me to go and sleep soon. I BET YOU. alright anyway about today.

this morning i was sleeping peacefully when suddenly i heard a WOMAN screaming at me, asking me to get up. AT 9 AM. DURING MY HOLIDAYS. like shiiiiit. anyways i think my mom lied to me just so that i would wake up. she told me that actually her and my sister were going out so i had to be awake to open the door for the cleaning lady that cleans our house for us. so ya i was walking to the toilet when i woke up and i see my sister's room door closed. i opened it and she's sleeping like a pig and my mom said they were going out soon? LIAR! ok so anyways, did my mornign stuff and then went down to eat my breakfast. my mom cooked for me and my sister. some noodles shit. everytime she cooks noodles it tastes exactly the same anyways, quite boring. she always use the same stuff for the soup what. so quite boring. so ya. after eating i just slacked, talked online for awhile with the people that were actually online. like muneh. everyone else WAS IN SCHOOL! LOSERS! hahaha. anyways, i found a new thing to do when im bored as hell. its called. ASKANINJA! its the best invention ever. hahaha. i watched ask a ninja and ate some maggi noodles and then slacked for awhile more. played some viewtiful joe. then my mom asked me if i wanted to go shopping with my sister. i told her yes cos if i didnt i would have to stay at home alone and help my mom to cook. and i didnt really wanna do that. so i decided to go shopping with my sister. anyways i quite regret it abit. hahaha. but oh well, it was worth going anyways. quite fun. alright so anyways, my mom said if i wanted to go i had to get ready and be ready to leave in about 5 minutes. so i got ready and awited for my sister to get home from out and then shower so that we could leave. we got into the car and headed down to the place.

i dont know why but for some unknwn reason everytime im in a car i sure get lethargic and sleep off sometimes. so anyways today in the car i got damn tired and tried to sleep. RIGHT when i fell asleep, my sister woke me up and said that we were there. i lazily got up and got out of the car. i thought we were going to somewhere that was indoors to shop but NOOO. this place was very much outdoors. if you ask me i think its quite run down in fact. i've never been to this place before. apparently its a "fashion" place. maybe if you were taiwanese you'd like the clothes there but if you ask me, they are all quite weird. haha. oh and one thing me and my sister noticed was that almost EVERY single shirt with english words on it had some sort of grammatical errors. i had a bad experience with shirts that have grammatical errors. i'll tell ya'll about the story. alright so i was out i wanted to buy a shirt. so i looked around, saw this shirt that was actually quite nice. i looked at it, took one quick look at the words and tried it on and bought the shirt. i got home and looked at the shirt again and read carefully and realized a MAJOR error that pissed me off. the shirt cost 45 SGD and i havent worn it a single time yet. the shirt says "place you hand over your heart". place YOU hand. WHAT THE FUCK! hahahaha. alright anyways back to the point. we walked around, taking occasional stops at some shops as my sister wanted to look at the clothes. the first thing that caught my interest when we got there was this like bicycle trolley shit selling squid balls or some shit. i bought 2 sticks. 3 on each. one for my sister. so anyways, we walked to this one shop. my sister took like 30 minutes looking around and focusing on the same 3 things over and over again. my sister took FOREVER to realized that she wasnt gonna buy the clothes there. so we walked around everywhere again. i bought more squid balls and i bought like 3 cups of lemon juice. haha. by that time my sister already bought a few shirts already. so she decided it was time to go. but she first wanted to head back to the place where we saw the 3 things that she liked as she wanted to get one of them. we took FUCKING FOREVER to find the place as where we went wasnt like a regular pasar malam. it was like a rectangle shaped pasar malam and it was FUCKING like narrow roads. could have probably onyl fit like 4 people side by side to block the road. and you couldnt tell where you were half the time. so we walked around for reallt 30 minutes stopping at other shops my sister thought was "interesting". my legs were killing me. we walked more and more and then we went to this shop. i saw a belt i was interested in. some brown leather belt. i bought it. hahaha. at least i bought something. ok then anyways, we walked for another decade before we finally found the shop. my sister walked it happily and realized that THE THING SHE WANTED WAS GONE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! 30 MINUTES OF WALKING FOR NOTHING! thats what i dont like about shopping with woman. if you like it GET IT, if you dont, MAKE A FIRM DECISION NOT TO GET IT AT ALL. so then she bought something else at the shop. the other thing that she was interested in. some shirt. so then after that we got out of the swamp and took a cab home. i almost fell asleep in the cab again. haha.

got home, got rid of everyting from my pocket, tried on my new belt then slacked online for awhile before it was dinner time. standard dinner lah. dont bother to blog about that part. then slacked online for awhile more. then my mom asked me to go and bathe as she wanted to teach me some maths before she went to sleep. OH YA! i forgot to mention in the top of this post. in the morning, my mom woke me up actually becasue she wanted me to study and do some maths. STUDY DURING MY HOLIDAYS. sian know. so ya anyways, bathed, did more maths then here i am again, slacking online. now not many people are online also. so got not much people to talk to. haha. anyways, i think now since i have nothing to do, imma watch more ASK A NINJA. alright peace.

you and me, flesh to flesh
every breath that you would take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
whats your fantasy

2006-08-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAH! I FINALLY GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN. THANKS MUNEH A LOT. aight aight back to the usual blogging form for me from now on. because i have a enw blogskin and also because now that im back in shitland, im gonna be bored as shit every night. anyways, i just realised that since the time i got back to singapore and up till now, i only posted like 4 posts. or 5. fucking retarded. hahahaha. ok quick updates before i have my explosion of pictures.

im back in taiwan. fucking gh3y to the max. so anyways, tuesday, JUVIA released our long awaited EP called "Our Lost Ties Are My Alibis". im very thankful. i havent sold much of the EP so far. hahaha. other updates. hmm. i dont know lah. nothing much is happening as of now. oh. we have a new member in juvia. his name is KAILOO. word. now juvia is 3. better ah. now im rythmic guitarist. how cool. hahaha. ok other updates, i got back to taiwan on err. thursday? yeah thursday night. i havent updated my blog until now BECAUSE. i've been preparing probably the longest post ever made on this blog. its pretty much a collection of pictures from my 2 month holiday in singapore. so it better be good. anyways, i'd like to thank all of you doos that made my 2 month holiday in singapore the most memorable and fun one so far. see you guys during chinese new year. i'll miss ya'll until then. alright picture time!

this was the night i got back. kai in the suit. hahaha. i met him at the bus stop and then we order macdelivery and shit. and hahaha. the like bag and shit we threw all of it into number 17. anyways, after that kai wore the suit and we walked around the neighbourhood pressing people's doorbells trying to scare them.

day 2 of my stay back in singapore. it was nikhil/fucker's birthday. me being his "best friend" then was invited to his birthday outing. only me and tracy. supposedly the 2 people that are closest to him. but fuck that. he's a bitch now. anyways, he got a tattoo. in the picture. yes. anwyays the rest of the pictures i dont remember what day and all already. hahaha. JUST ENJOY THE PICTURES NIGGER.

this was the first and only time i went to church the WHOLE holiday. quite fucker. hahaha. followed jeremy. my bra tagged along. anyways, jeremy was eating and i decided to annoy him. observe his lips. act honest. anyways, after church, i remember we went to watch a gig outside of plaza singapura. i wont post all the pics cos its gonna take too long.

this is a vacant affair. probably my favorite local band of all time. i don tknow why but something about them catches my ear. they opened up the show.

next band to play was auburns epiphany. anyways, few days back i just realised that the vocalist was a girl connected to nikhil in friendster. and she's a slut. her primary photo was of her showing off her cleavege. HAHAHAHA.

next band was broken orange fence. they are good lah. all the members are damn old. and their genre is like those that would play in a fancy ass resturant style. hahaha.

next up was west grand boulevard. it was the last band we stayed for. they are very good. well coordinated. daphne khoo is quite gh3y. hahaha. but they are good ah as a band. anyawys, after west grand we left so ya. end of this series. oh wait. anywasy, this whole gig was actualy for charity. i bought a orange shirt for 10 bucks for the charity. quite cool.

this was the first time when i got back to singapore where we played pool. me, muneh, kai, shawn, my bra, and justin. me and shawn were one team. underdogs but we totally killed everyone. 6 wins in a row. hahaha. supposedly i was at top form that day.

the few thousand times i went to cafe cartel to eat in my trip back to singapore. good shit. probably my favorite resturant place shit. yeah.

this is the second time jamming when back in singpaore. if you ask me i think jamming with the guys of POMV excluding kai is a big waste of time. but balcony jamming.. is another story

balcony jamming in kai's house. good times. the first balcony jam session was pretty much a disaster as i didnt bring my own guitar and had to use kai's half broken old guitar. but still fun. anyways, i have a feeling SOMEONE will be a little annoyed when i put this next picture up. hahahahaha.

THERE I DID IT. hHAHAHAHA eh dont kick me ah.

the night we spent over 10 bucks each on ajisen ramen/the biggest rip off on earth.

i dyed my hair THREE TIMES when i went back. FUCKING 3 TIMES. like 40 bucks know. not much of a difference in my hair color. actually theres difference ah. but only visible under the sun light. anyways, the third and last time i dyed my hair, jeremy helped me and we decided to be idiots and make hair shapes. ahahah.

whilst watching nikhil/fucker/exbestfriend's softball game. got bored as fuck so i decided to be annoying and take pictures of myself. haha.

world's largest kitkat bar. HOW COOL. fucking huge know. it was at dhoby ghaut. at first i thought it was fake but then i asked the woman at the kit kat stall if it was real and yes, it was made out of real chocolate.

meet my favorite shirt, Dustin. he's a white long sleeved shirt. i dont know why i like the shirt so much. haahahah. ITS EVEN ON MY BLOG'S FRONT PAGE! hahaha. ok time for the HUGE amount of BAYBEATS pictures.

DAY 1

DAY 2

DAY 3

OTHERS

aaaah. baybeats was probably the best part of my holidays. anyway, that time i blogged about baybeats. i forgot one part. i'll write about it now. so annyways, after day 2 of baybeats, we were walking home from the bus stop when we stopped at something happening in this particular car. so we turned and saw a couple having some INTENSE action in the car. hahaha. so we were walking away when someone thought of the smart idea to go and irritate them. hahaha. we turned around and headed for the car. i jumped around like an idiot in front of the car, they didnt stop at all. then my bra decided to knock on the window. he knocked it FUCKING loud. the couple had a big shock. me and my bra ran while nikhil walked casually. they stopped for 2 seconds but after running a short distance, i looked back and they were at it AGAIN! hahaha.

these are all the signed shit i got from baybeats. fucking cool i know. hahaha. ok anyways the next few pictures are of this police letter my house got for playing guitar loud at night. fucking gay. i bet either no.17 or 16 complained about us as all of them are ass holes.

"to the residents of no. 14 lentor crescent, we have received several complaints from the nearby residents complain about the noise generated by playing guitar at night. please take note." GH3Y

hahaha we had nothing to do what. alright next up are pictures from pool

pool is the shit. i wish i had a pool table in my house. hoq fucking cool. haha.

JUVIA. we own all local bands. our EP got out on tuesday, 8th of august. 5 song EP called "Our Lost Ties Are My Alibis" produced by our own friend, producer, Galaxy. anyways, the last 2 pictures are meant to irritate someone. ya'll should knw who. finally, down to the last 2 pictures.

aaaaaaaah finally done. this definitely IS the longest post i've ever written EVER. anwyays, from today i promise to blog everyday unless i have school or something important. but for now, a long awaited GOODNIGHT to all you guys. thanks again muneh for making my blogskin aight. peace

2006-08-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

hellooooo my rarely updated blog. ah. i just feel like updating today lah. i feel like a dog cos i never EVER update anymore. not even when i was in taiwan right before i got back to signapore. its worse when im in singapore cos i have alot of shit to do everyday. go out, chill and shit. ok so anyways, quick updates first.

well, me and vinod decided to kick nikhil out of juvia and start getting to work. sadly, we only thought of the plan recently. which leaves us like 2 weeks to get going. well. now its less than 2 weeks left ah. we started a few days back. so firstly, during the weekends, i think it was saturday, vinod came over, we recorded the first song. then we sent it to a whole bunch of people. one of vinods friends, turns out he was does music production as a hobby and he said he wouldnt mind recording us for free. so we headed to his house to record the second song. we're planning to have 5 originals for the EP. most likely it'll be out this monday. we'll try. hahaha. ok anywyas, other things, well, i guess me and nikhil arent really "friends" anymore. like not totally not friends at all. right now to me, he's just like someone i just met. i dont tlak to him unless he talks to me or unless i need something. one of the song in the EP is about him. its called my summer scrap book. im hoping it will be the "featured" song of the EP. well, me and vinod decided to name the EP after that situation also. its called "our lost ties are my alibis". so yeah, hahah i guess thats all the updates so far. now for what i did today.

so today, i dont know why, i was planning to sleep till like 2 or 3. but instead i woke up 12. what the fuck. so anyways, yeah, got up, turned my laptop on, went to do my morning stuff and then i didnt feel like staying in my room. so i went downstairs. had pretty much nothing to do downstairs so i decided to watch a movie that i have seen alot of times already. 4 brothers. every single time i watch it, it feels like its the first time. that movie is THAT good. hahaha. so anywas, i was scheduled to meet kai and muneh at city hall at 3. after disc 1 of four brothers, it was already around 1.30. so i went to shower and stuff. then played guitar for awhile. so anyways, i was thinking, and i decided to be a little evil. last night, me and kai were scheduled to meet at jalan kayu's famous prata store at 7. he reached at fucking 7.50 and i sat there alone the whole time. so today i decided to get him back and i left the house at like 2.40. meaning i would probably reach there around 3.30. so anyways, left the house, the bus took eternity to come, i was actually happy. hahahaha. got onto the mrt and headed to city hall. so anyways, when i was at around somerset, kai called me. he said he was still at school. ok i need one full paragraph for my reaction when i heard he was still at school.

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FUCK. asshole. and i thought ME, I, was the one that was gonna be the latest out of all the guys. so i got quite annoyed, i called muneh, he said he was still in the bus on the way. so anyways, i decided to head to cartel as i had coupons. 10 bucks. waited, waited, finally muneh came. i ordered my food right before he came, so i was waiting for my food when he came. talked abit then my food came and i ate happily. muneh, looking at me eating happily felt like eating also. so he chose what he wanted. but FUCK, he asked me to order for him. a 13 year old ordering for like a 17 year old kid. i called him pussy and gh3y. finally after my final attack of saying, im not tlaking to you until you order your food. hahah. so he just ordered his food. my pork ribs came, i ate happily. kai finally arrived. he came with a friend. i thought his name was LUKE. but turns out it was some chinese name which was actualyl YUK. hahaha. so anyways yeah. we ate. when i was done with my meal, i happily took out my coupons, actioning them to muneh as he had to pay the full price of his meal. i took them out, looked at the back of my 2 cartel coupons. reading the small, stamped words of "expiry date: 30-7-06". my first reaction was again a full paragraph.

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SIAN. i guess i was having mega bad luck today. and i thought i was gonna get cartel for like 5 bucks only. shiii. payed my full meal for cartel then we left to go to funan the IT mall as kai wanted to get a laptop bag for his new black iBook. got there, headed to the 3rd floor. looked around, kai didnt like anything. so we headed to challenger on the top floor. walked around. kai said there was nothing again and wanted to go back down to the 3rd floor to see again. i saw "cd cases" that looked nice for like an EP cover, budget style. so i got them. 4 bucks for paper cd covers. bloody budget i know but HECK. hahaha. so yeah. bought those and we headed down again to the 3rd floor. kai finally got his laptop bag and we headed back to city hall mrt station. kai's friend left us after that. we took the MRT to dhoby ghaut as we wanted to play pool/watch a movie. so we walked to the new cathay, checked out the movie times. 7.20. and one thing. i thought today i was getting a free movie ticket but my calculations were off. in stead i only had to pay for my own ticket as i was supposed to pay for kai's ticket. chee bye. IM STILL WAITING FOR MY PARISS TREAT. hahah. so then anyways, we had about 1 and a half hours to spare. so we headed for pool. pool was free for me. as kai and muneh were paying for it. first game i played was against kai. i lost by getting the black ball in while I WAS IN THE LEAD. second game. kai and me again. lost fair and square. next game against muneh. totally got owned. like SHIT. and i used to win like hell in pool against those 2 guys last time. i guess my luck is running out. hahaha. think muneh won the most today. so thena nwyas, movie was starting so we headed to the new cathay.

i was glad to find out that our movie was in the GRAND CATHAY theater. if im not wrong its the biggest theater in singapore. fucking grand. its daaaamn bloody big. i think i watched quite a few movies in the grand cathay already actually. so then anyways, before we went in to the theater place, we decided to get some snacks for the movie. i have a fucking huge appetite i admit here. so anyways, kai got one hotdog, muneh bought a drink. me? well, i got a hot dog, a drink AND a popcorn. a fat guys life. hahaha. by the wya i used muneh's money for the popcorn. but all three of us shared the pop corn in the end. anyways about the movie. it was quite a nice movie. moving movie. its about these two people. they live in the same house. but 2 years about. theres one thing about the movie i realise. it doesnt really have a climax. thats one flaw ah. but anyways, at the end, (MAJOR SPOILER BY THE WAY), the guy is supposed to die in the end. but the girl sent him a message. she said to not come and find her and instead, wait 2 years and come to the lake house. he did as he was told. it was nice ah. moving ending. haha. anyways, i slept off during one boring part. so yeah, anyways, right after the movie ended, muneh said to me. EH. I LEFT MY WATCH AT THE POOL PLACE. like SHIIIIIT. me and kai were very lazy to follow him back to the pool place. we were lazy to walk there. haha. but we accompanied him anyways. turns out the watch is already gone. fuck. muneh said the watch costs like 150. and its his moms and theres sentimental value to it. so anyways, i forgot to write about this before. but wihle going down in the lift, we stopped a few floors while going down. while at the floors. these people. BLOODY IDIOTS. ok at first the lift came. by that time it was already pretty crowded inside. one couple came in. right after that, there was another couple standing there contemplating if they were gonan come into the lift. they took two steps and staggered and stopped. then i pressed for the door to close. when the door was closing, those idiots decided to come into the gay party in the lift. while they were walking in, i swear i said these words "make up your minds lah you fickle minded fucks". the girl looked at me as if i was possessed. hahahaha. fucking funny. anyways, after that, while the lift, she dropped a gay and coke was EVERYWHERE ON THE FLOOR. fucker you know. when the lift door open, she ran out. im quite sure she didnt go back or tell someone to clean it up. thats what i call bastards. hahaha. ok anyways back to the point. muneh's watch wasnt there. so we decided to go home.

we walked to the mrt station. while walking down to the MRT station, we saw something daaaamn tempting. TIME CRISIS 4. new just out recently. or not so recent. but like few months ago only. we decided to get one try at the game each. muneh payed for everything. hahaa. there was one part where you're in a helicopter and you have to shoot down at some like tanks and shit. the whole thing i did it nigger style. holding the gun sideways, shouting like a fool. hhahaa. ok anyways, we took the NEL line to sengkang after we were done playing. got there, muneh left us. me and kai decided to go to 7-11 as kai wanted something to drink. got back to where the buses were and waited for 159 to come. bus finally came and we headed to hougang point. withdrew money, bought my supper and then headed home. i took 72 to yck mrt and then took at taxi home. now adays i always take a taxi home from yck mrt as im bloody scared that its the 7th month when the gates of hell are open. ghosts, are probably my biggest fear. i dont know why. ok anyways, while taking the taxi home, i did one big mistake that cost me about 1 dollar. i took the taxi from the taxi stand. it had to take a U turn before going in the right direction. fuck. tomorrow i will remember to cross the road to get a taxi.

speaking of which, im actually planning not to go out tomorrow as i know that i am spending WAY too much money. hahaha. yah ok anywasy, i think im gonna eat, watch a movie then im probably off. vinod coming tomorrow. we're gonna be practicing the songs for thursday's recording session. peace

2006-08-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

yow yow yow again. anyways, i just found out something fucking annoying. i cannot post more than 2 posts a day? WHAT! NOOO. FUCK. so anyways, the "first" post under this date was actually last nights post. i just wrote it like. after 12 i guess. hahaha. ok anyways, i dont think i will blog about what i did today. nothing much to blog about also. my parents had guests over, we just helped cook and stuff. that basically summarizes my whole day. anyways, i guess i'll just do a quiz to make you happy. hahha.

Ten years ago, it was 1996.
Take this survey, and see how many things have changed since then.

1) How old were you?
THEN: 4
NOW: 13. 14 by the end of the year though

2) Where did you go to school?
THEN: dont remember
NOW: currently, no where. i start school on the 28th of august at the Taipei British School

3) Where did you work?
THEN: home
NOW: lim teck light bulbs incorporated

4) Where did you live?
THEN: if im not wrong at that time i was actually living in china. i dont know why
NOW: shitland taiwan

5) How was your hairstyle?
THEN: SLOPE
NOW: longer than muneh's

6) Did you wear braces?
THEN: nope
NOW: nope. my teeth are perfectly alligned

7) Did you wear contacts?
THEN: nope
NOW: npoe. probably wont ever. i'd go with glasses if i ever had to wear any

8) Did you wear glasses?
THEN: no
NOW: no

9) Who was your best friend?
THEN: i dont remember. probably my mom. i mean which kid didnt think his mom was his best friend
NOW: probably the only 3 people that read my blog. vinod kai muneh and jeremy i guess.

10) Which of your pets were still alive?
THEN: didnt have pets
NOW: my doggy joey that lives in jeremy's house

11) Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
THEN: haha. good question
NOW: i wish.

12) Who was your celebrity crush?
THEN: dont remember
NOW: catherine zeta jones

13) Who was your regular-person crush?
THEN: dont remember
NOW: that one person

14) How many piercings did you have?
THEN: non
NOW: non. took my shit out like last month

15) How many tattoos did you have?
THEN: non
NOW: non

16) What was your favourite band/singer?
THEN: my mother
NOW: seng kang seng kang

17) Had you smoked a cigarette?
THEN: no
NOW: perhaps? not regularly. just curious

18) Had you gotten drunk?
THEN: nope
NOW: good question. ohohoh. i didnt really get drunk. but i have a MEGA low tolerance for alchohol so one time my parents had guest over. me and my brother were supposed to serve drinks. we got like 6 cups each of beer and wine. we drank them. after that my face got all red, i got a mega headache. and then i went to take a bathe. i passed out in there. then i woke up later. hahah. i think i blogged about it somehwere in this blog

19) Had you DRIVEN YET?
THEN: heh. those kiddy jeeps, yes. a real car, no
NOW: ya my mom lets me drive alot

20) If so which car?
THEN: non
NOW: i have driven a rented chevorlet car, a dodge van shit. i dont kno wmuch about cars. haha.

21) Looking back, are you where you thought you
would be in 2006?
in singapore having a swell time.

aight imma do something else. until tomorrow. toodles.

this path is like a loaded gun
but whats said and done
you dont have to say a word

"this path im taking is like a loaded gun
i cannot afford to make a single mistake
perfection
a perfect life
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yow yow. fuck i had 6 hours of sleep last night. 6 hours of sleep for me is total suicide. i MUST have 8 hours of sleep EVERYNIGHT if not i wont function properly the next day. its just one of my personal needs. anyways, my parents have some guest over later. so im just blogging abit now. i'll blog mre later. anyways, heres a story i found somehwere

tuesday
as i sat in english class, i stared at her. i stared at her perfect eyes, perfect hair, perfect face. i wished she were mine. i was a nobody to her. she probably didnt even know i exist. i have our whole life planned out for us together. we grow old, as do our kids, matching burial plots and everything. i wish she were mine.

wednesday
math class. she was there. i couldnt stop staring at her. everyday without her knowing that i love her creates a bigger wound in my heart. if she would only notice me. i wish she were mine

thursday
im sitting beside her death bed. her head is wrapped in heavy gauze, dripping with fresh blood. this afternoon, she was hit by a car. i wish i was there to stop that car. she is unconcious. i hope she hears me. i tell her how i feel, how i wish she were mine.

dont be afraid to tell her that you love her

SINCE YOU'VE OPENED THIS, SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU...BUT..IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13YEARS.

word. so ya'll best pass this on. even. though. i dont really believe in them thangs. i mean who does. aight. i'll blog again tonight.

mislead devotion
into seclusion
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helloooo. hahaha. last night i said i was gonna blog about what i did yesterday but i didnt. heck ah. yesterday was a boring day anyways. aight today. quite sian. abit life changing. haha.

alright. anyways, last night i decided to tell my parents not to wake me up so i wrote a note saying "DO NOT wake the fat boy up" hahaha and then i slid it under their door. hahaha. this morning my mom actually didnt wake me up. but my sister did. idiot. woke up for NO reason. my sister said my mom went to the market and she was coming back soon and by the time she is back, we have to be ready to leave the house to go to the american club to exercise. so anyways, i got up, went downstairs, my sister, seeing me go down stairs, purposely ran to the computer and sat her fat ass down. she had to share the computer with me for awhile as her laptop crashed. HAHAHA LOSER. so anwyays, i just decided to watch the TV in the room while she did her shit on the com. there was a movie on. miracle. some hockey movie. i watched it before once in school. so anwyays, only when the movie ended then my mom was home. that is like, more than half the movie. idiot sister. haha. alright anyways, i didnt feel like going to exercise as i wanted to do my maths. actualyl i didnt want to but it was either maths or i dont go out. so i reluctantly did my mahts. standard me and my mom quarelled again. over fucking maths know. how bloody pointless. finally finished it after awhile. then just slacked online for awhile then it was 2.50. i called my mom to get ready as she was forcing me to walk to school. and i wasnt sure of the route so she was bringing me there. 2.50 i got ready at 2.55. she took until 3.30. so then left for school.

we walked through the ugly forest and came out like at some university quite close to school. i knew my way from there on so my mom said she was going home first. i decided to be a bastard and take a taxi from there. hahah. so got to school and called a few friends. met them outside school WHERE i saw the person i miss ALOT. after like 3 months i finally saw your heart warming face. k abit mushy. hahaha. alright then anyways, met my friends, sold like 1 EP. then greese boy asked me if i wanted to go to macdonalds. actualyl i didnt want to but he said that he would pay if i followed. so i went. got me a coke then went back to school. greese boy is an idiot. i dont like him at all. so then anyways, after that we were walking in the cafeteria then i saw an old friend. started engaging in coversation. he didnt like her so he left. LEFT ME ALONE. fucker. so then i just sat there, sold more EPs. talked abit, then found more people to hang out with. went to the upper gym, slacked around with a few friends. then anywasy, we were planning to go to a friends house at 5.30. so it was almost time and then we went down to the lobby. met a few more friends there. saw that special someone. haha. then anwyays, we decided to leave school for that friends house. 5 of us. we couldnt all fit into one cab so we took 2 seperate cabs. haha. anywyas, got there, and standard, he would snipe us out from his room window. bastard. hahaha. then anwyasy, went up to his room and started playing his ovation. bastard. then just slacked around in his room then me and him decided to go downstairs to his drum room to jam for abit. it was FUCKING hot as there was NO aircon in the drum room. after awhile we decided we couldnt take it. so we just slacked outside the drum room where there was air con. then we were feeling a little hungry. so we went to his kitchen, sat, ate, talked. hahaha. then after that i wenet back to his room with a few of the guys, slacked around. basically we just slacked around with nothing much to do. hahaha. then anywas, here comes the funny part. so brian was bathing. and we decided to be bastards and try to open to lock. we tried and finally unlocked the door. we loaded up with his guns and ran inside and FUCK. THE SIGHT. there was blood dripping down his nose and he was holding his dick so that we couldnt see anything. hahahaha. he said that his nose was bleeding. hahah. so then we decided to let him bathe in peace. so we just slacked in the room. anwyasy, after that there was some dance shit in school. so we decided to head back to school. again, took 2 seperate taxis. me and another guy went to mac to get some food first. then walked back to school. met the guys there. talked for awhile then they wanted to go in. i didnt feel like spending the money so i left for home. anyways i regret making that decision as i almost died of boredom at home.

then after that just slacked, showered, watched the best show on earth. and here i am. with nothing much to do. aaaah. alright anyways, my download for THE SHIT i've been waiting for for 3 days is finally done. my laptop is sleeping finally after 3 days of being on ALL THE WAY. haha. anyways just to finish this blog entry up, heres a quiz.

HAVE YOU

1. Kissed your cousin: woooord. hahaha. no
2. Ran away: actualyl yes, one of the stories are in my blog. one of the very early entries. it was actually quite funny.
4. Skipped school: not really but i faked sick a few times
5. Broken someone's heart: hopefully not?
6. Been in love: perhaps
7. Cried when someone died?: oh shit dont even remind me man
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: all the time. right now, YES
9. Broken a bone: yes my left arm when i fell of a monkey bar when i was 6. hahah. funny story
10. Done something embarrassing: probably about twice a day
11. Done a drug: panadol
12. Cried in school: hahah i remember when i was in primary school i threw my chinese book like halfway across the room and my chinese teacher held me back during recess and scolded me. i missed my recess and i cried cos i was hungry

WHICH IS BETTER

13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: doesnt make a difference
15. Girls or Guys: to like: both are good in their different ways.
16. Flowers or Candy: for some reason, im in love with roses. im such a loser i bought myself rose once. hahaha. it was white. valentines day. i remember it.
17. Scruffy or Clean Shaven: clean shaven. i hate body hair like hell
18. Blondes or Brunettes: BRUNETTES
19. Bitchy or Slutty: neither please
20. Tall or Short: medium height
21. Pants or Shorts: pants i guess
22. Night or Day: dustin says "night is right"

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. What do you notice first: hair, then tits obviously. hahaha.
24. Last person you slow danced with: KAIYUH
25. Worst Question To Ask: hahahahaha. "when are we gonna have sex"

THE LAST TIME YOU

25. You got off the computer: im still on
26. Showered: 2 hours ago
27. Stepped outside: this afternoon
28. Had Sex: last night in my dream

RANDOM

30. romantic memory?: hmm. dont remember any. haha.
31. Person You Dislike Most?: im a peaceful person. i dont dislike anyone. *gives sarcastic smile*
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: being alive?
33. On your desk: hmm. bag of chips, a book, tv remote control, dvds, air con remote control, markers, tape, stuff
34. Pictures on your desktop: Juvia's album art for "Our Lost Ties Are My Alibis"
35. Color: red
36. Movie: i dont really have any favorite movie in particular
37. Artist: albert einstein
38. Cars: i like jaguars ONLY for the tip head logo thing. hahaha. other than that, i dont really give a shit about cars. you could give me the shittiest car. i dont really car as long as it can bring me to the place i want to go.
39. Ice Cream: Ben and Jerry's Cookies And Cream
40. Season: winter
41. Breakfast Food: mcdonalds breakfast meal

WHO

42. Makes you laugh the most: jeremy lee
43. Makes you smile: that special someone
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: brian
45. Has a crush on you: EE dont remind me AGAIN.
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes. that special someone
47. Who Has it easier, girls or guys: i have no idea what this question means.
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See him/her: that special someone

HAVE YOU EVER

49. Sat by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: yes once
50. Saved MSN conversations: only in my laptop. hahah. unless its worth saving for blackmail
51. Saved E-mails: used too. maybe only if it has some sort of value.
52. Forward secret E-mails: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. speaking of that, YES i have.
53. Wish you were someone else: lots of times
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: hhahaha. perhaps? is that a bad thing? why are you looking at me like that?
55. Wear perfume/cologne: only if i feel like it
57. Cuddled: yes once. good story.
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: you have no idea *dot dot dot*
59. Fallen for your best friend?: yes, jessica olson
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: hahaha maybe. probably not
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: PIMP. hahaha. "wow, thats really hardcore"
63. Been rejected: hmm quite a few times.
64. Been in love?: perhaps
65. Been in lust?: perhaps
66. Used someone?: perhaps
67. Been used?: perhaps
68. Cheated on someone?: nope
69. Been cheated on?: dont think so. i hope not
70. Been kissed?: perhaps
71. Done something you regret?: hahaha i regret almost every stupid thing i do. but hey. no point regretting when its already over?

LAST PERSON

72. You touched, family doesnt count: hmm. hahahaha oh now i remember. the taxi driver when i passed him the money
73. You talked to?: wilmer
74. You hugged?: minna
75. You instant messaged?: wilmer
77. You yelled at?: probably my mom
78. You thought about?: that special someone
79. Who text messaged you?: hmm. dont remmeber.
80. Who broke your heart?: that special someone
81. Who told you they loved you?(family doesnt count): hmm. phoebe i guess

DO YOU...

82. Color your hair?: yes i did 3 times. not much of a difference though
83. Have tattoos?: definitly not a crown on my wrist
84. Have piercings?: used to
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i wish
86. Own a webcam?: yes but i barely use it. in fact, never
87. Own a thong?: perhaps? hahaha just kidding.
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: nope
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: "does that mean speak dutch?"
91. Quack?: yes

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen anything?: maybe a few times. haha.
93. had sex: last night in my dreams.
94. Schizophrenic?: what the hell does that mean
95. Obsessive?: yes
96. Compulsive?: yes
7. Obsessive compulsive? yes
98. Panic?: AT THE DISCO
99. Anxious?: sometimes
100. Excited?: nothing to be excited about

it has been 3 months
your beautiful brown hair
ocean blue eyes
i wish that you'd love me as much as i love you

2006-07-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

hello ya'll. i havent blogged in awhile man. shii. anyways i thought i'd blog today. its 3.14 in the afternoon and i woke up aroudn 2.55. so anyways, i will blog about yesterday.

yesterday i woke up called vinod, asked what time he wanted to meet then he said right away so i left my house immediately. the bus was actually quite fast today. so it was cool. so was the train. it came right when i get off the escalator. so it was good ah. so anyways, after that vinod said he will take awhile to get there so i went to the xbox360 booths at best denki. played this game called project gotham. quite fun. then after awhile vinod and 2 of his friends came. we slacked around for abit. sat around. talked abit. then vinod said he had to go to the interclass softball tournament. the time was 2.15. so i had nothing to do until 6. cos i was supposedly meeting nikhil and gang at six. so anyways, so in order to kill time, i went to eat my first meal of the day. fried chicken cutlet rice. shiokness. 3.50. then after that bought a drink. 1.30. total = 4.80. then after that i went walk around. then i went to the food festival thing on the second floor of j8. i bought 2 taiwanese sausages things as they looked daaaamn tempting. total = 6.80. so then anyways, i was daaaaamn bored. so i went to mos burger, sat down. and after awhile i fell asleep. hahaha. i didnt buy anything from mos and i wasw sleeping there. i could see all the staff like staring at me abit. i bet they wanted to chase me out but didnt have the balls to. so anywyas, i slept till around 4.30. then i got up and decided to leave for city hall. i was sooo bored and i had a huge headache. i sat in the mrt. bishan alll the way to city hall. i saw the signs saying city hall and everything but i decided not to go out. i couldnt move. too tired. so i got to marina bay, the train turned around and then i got off this time at city. i walked around for daaaamn long. i couldnt find a place to sit. i walked through the whole of city link mall back and forth like 7 times. then it was finally 6. i was standing for awhile then time kept going by and still no sign of anyone. so i sat down, and eventually i fell asleep on where i was sitting. i got up at like 6.40. theni called nikhil, no answer. i was daaaaamn pissed off. i walked to funan, calling nikhil non stop. i think i left him at least 30 missed calls. so i walked around funan, found a place to sit where they were desplaying the sony tvs with a big couch you could sit on. i called nikhil like mad stil. then FINALLY he picked up. i asked him where he was. he said at tracy's house. fucked up. then i said we were supposed to meet at 6 i've been waiting for how long alreaedy. then he said that we were meeting at 7.30 and my bra was supposed to tell me. ok anywyas, so i said fuck k and hung up. then i went down to the food court to eat. i eat when im pissed off. i have to admit i wasnt hungry AT ALL but i just felt annoyed and felt like eating. so i ate. hokkien mee. it was 4 bucks. total = 10.80. the food was actually damn nice except that it was daaaaaamn liquidy. i dont understand. its supposed to be fried prawn mee. there wasw like soooo much water. like shit. buit the taste was good ah. so then yeah, after that, it was almost 7.30. so i went to the mrt station again. while walking there, i saw justin standing in a corner. i didnt know he was going. haha. so then anywyas, we sat there talked abit. then finally nikhil and tracy came. chee bye's. waited for like 10 minutes more then my bra came. chee bye neh tell me it was at 7.30. so yeah anywyas, the plan on what we were all gonna do was go to home club and watch the gig. calerway, 4th avenue, A VACANT AFFAIR, and some other shit i forgot the name. so the main thing i wanted to go for was a vacant affair. i wanted to see them and get my album complete with all 6 of their signatures. but mostly i wanted to see them play. my bra wanted to see calerway. the rest didnt feel like going. they just went because both of us wanted to go. it was 20 bucks for the entry man. fuck. but it was aight. i wouldnt mind. so then anyways, they said they were opening at 9. it was abotu 8. so we had some time to waste. we went to look for an atm machine. got there and took some money. then went to walk around to see what game shops were open as nikhil wanted to look at the nds lites. went to 2 shops. funan at that time was almost a ghost town. there was barely anyone there. so then anyways, yeah, we went to the 2 shops, then went down to mac as some of the doos were hungry. i wasnt. on the way down, i bought a coke from a vending machine as i was thirsty as hell. 1.30. total = 12.10. fuktup here. so then yeah, we went to mac. sat, nikhil medled with his laptop then we took a few pictures. watched a few videos we made that time. hahaha. so then anyways, yeah. after that we were talking then we decided not to go to the show. i was abit dissapointed. so was my bra. but i guess it was alright. anyways i was only 13 and you had to be 18 to get in. my plan was to sneak in some how. so anyways, yeah. hahaha. we didnt go. we decided to catch a movie instead. so anyways, we sat at mac. then nikhil bought a double cheeseburger. looked daaaamn tempting. i wasnt even really hungry then cos i just had my water hokkien mee like 3 hours ago. so then anyways, i went to get one when nikhil was buying his second burger. justin got one also. total = 14.10. then after that, nikhil asked if we felt like getting more. it was damn nice. so i decided to get one more. so did my bra. so then we got one each and i got a bottle of water. total = 17.10. then we decided to leave. the movie we were gonna catch was pirates of the carribean 2. it was suppposedly a very big hit. so then we took a train to dhoby gaut. got off and went to mos burger to slack for awhile as tracy wanted to eat. she bought a coke for each of us. quite cool. hahaha. so then anyways after that, while she was eating, me and nikhil wente up to get the tickets. went back down, then went up again. then slacked around at the top floor until the movie was starting. the movie cost 9.50. total = 26.60. FUCK. and i also bought a cup of sweet corn. total = 28.60. then after that we went into the movie. by the way the sweet corn was FUCKING horrible. i mean the first few scoops were nice but, the cut was really 3/4 filled with liquid butter. i like butter like mad but this is really to much already. so anyways, ate about half of it, then it was time to go in. our seats were on the second row to the front. it was like shit and neck aching to look at the screen. so anyways, we sat and talked before the movie started. i really couldnt take my sweet corn so i gave it to nikhil. after awhile the movie started. good movie ah. i think the second one is better. it was quite long and definitely worth sitting through it. the movie started around 11. and ended at like 2. hahaha. so yeah. at the end jack sparrow suppoesdly dies. but i dont think he died. he's like THE reason there is pirates of the carribean. if he really dies ah, i think i dont wanna watch pirates 3. hahaha. so yeah anyways after the movie was over, we decided to part ways and head home. it was already 2 plus so there was no bus or train. the only other resort was night rider which cos like 3 bucks. so then anyway, we walked to the bus stop. nikhil and justin met their old class mate there. they talked for awhile then justin's bus came. we realized that there was no NR1 at that bus stop, so we decided to take a taxi home. good thing it was 3 people splitting the bill. if not die. plus midnight surcharge. FUCK. so anyways, got home, the taxi fare was 15. bucks. i payed 10 and my bra payed 5. nikhil didnt have money at the moment so he said he'll pay me back another day. total spenditure of the whole day = 38.60. FUCKING HELL. spedn like a bitch. i hate it. i cannot control my eating habits. so then anyways, i was annoyed when i got back as i kenw that i had spent alot of money. so then yeah after that went home, bathed then went youtube surfing ALL THE WYA until 6.30 thats when i went to sleep.

aaaaaah. finally done with blogging. anyways, im having a small headache now. barbeque and jeremy's house tonight. there better be food. anyways, my parents are coming back this monday. FUCK. sure complain like maaaaad. you have to see the state of ym room. i think you'll faint to. anyways, im off. peace

2006-07-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

harrooooo. just got up 30 minutes ago from day 3 of baybeats. BAYBEATS IS FINALLY OVER. im glad but fucking sad at the same time. baybeats this year totally fucking kills last year. really. now i cant wait for next years baybeats. baybeats '07. cant wait. anyways, i will blog about yesterday here.

ok so got up, did my stuff and planned to meet shawn at funan mac at 5.30. me and my bra got there at 5.25. he wasnt there yet. i called him he said he was in the NEL line to go to dohby gaut and change to NSL. so anyways, me and my bra got our meals at mac first with insane coupons and then shawn finally came at 6. fucking half an hour late. so anyways, he ate half his meal and then we headed down to esplanade. he finished his while walking there. so anyways, the first band was already playing. Calerway. they are daaaaaaamn good. there was no mosh though as it was bright as hell and no one had the mood to mosh as they were the first band playing. quite stupid to put such a good band first. they are daaaaamn good. the vocals. waaaah. good as hell. so anyays, after they played, the guys got their cd. i didnt. they got pictures and autographs too. so it was cool. haha. yeah ok anyways, we just slacked around and then i saw the members of AVA. i went to them and got 2 more autographs. I NEED 1 MORE TO COMPLETE THE SHIT. now i have 5. there are 6. so anyways, yeah. we talked to matt of AVA for awhile. he told us about his parents. FUCKING FUNNY. k he said right after they played the show, his mom asked him if he was okay. she said "why you always stand at the edge of the stage are you ok or not?". hahahaha. fucking funny. then she also said "you can do music but you cannot do drugs". like what the fuck is the connection. so we were laughing and talking to matt then he told us when he got home his mom went up to him and said "also, you cannot turn gay". hahahahaha. where's the connection? he was confused as well. hahaha. ok so anyways, it was time for the next band. concave scream. i saw them last year and i didnt like them. this year wasnt any different. i didnt like them. so anyways, when they were done, we slakced around for awhile, got some drinks. usual stuff. then it was time for electrico. i didnt like them last year as well. this year they had ALOT of energy but i still didnt like them. so anyays, there were mats moshing to electrico. i dont understand. i felt damn bored. so i asked my bra if he wanted to go in as well. hahahah. so we ran in and moshed abit. fucking crazy. the mosh there was very little people. but FUCKIGN VIOLENT. really. i thought my nose was bleeding cos i was be hit but i didnt. hahahaha. it was quite fun lah. then after awhile after we joined, alot of other people joined. quite crazy. hahaha. ok then we went out and the band was over blah. then we went to get drinks and shit. next band was beeze wax. we were late for them. kenneth ishak was the front man of the band. he played an acoustic show at the other stage for the opening of baybeats. they are good ah. their drummer is daaaaamn tall. they are all damn tall lah. but the drummer especially. hahaha. ok next. we just slacked around fora while then it was time for the posies. we got like right in front and stayed there while they did sound chekcs and shit. they they started playing. they really pumped the crowd up man. mosh was crazy but i didnt go in. they are good as a band but not really my genre lah. so anyway, at the end for the last song, the guitarist literally ripped every single string out of his guitar. fuckign crazy. during the show he kept throwing his guitar daaaaaaamn high and then pulling it down the the cable. and then catching it. at the end he ripped the strings out then slid it across the stage and the pulled it back. hahah. crazy shit. so ayways, they got an encore. like every last band of baybeats. the guitarist brought 2 guitars ah so it was cool. at the end he ripped the strings out of that guitar too. hahaha. crazy. so anyways, after the show, we slacked around for awhile. i was gonna get an AVA shirt. so i went to the atm machine inside which was like a 2 minutes walk there. and then another 2 minutes back. by the time i got back. the moment i said excuse me, they started cheering shouting "SHOP CLOSED SUCCESS." fuckers. hahaha. ok then yeah. they closed and i didnt get to get my shirt. fucker. so then anyway after that we went home. we took 162 to yiochukang and then got home. bathed, and then slacked and then ate and then slept.

woooooooooooooh. anyways, i have quite alot of pictures of baybeats. i think next summer for me im gonna take a lot of pictures. and then make a scrap book of summer. it will be cool lah. and then take pictures during like school days as well. but scrap books are for girls. sian. but heck lah. its memories. ok anyways, im off.

2006-07-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO. yeaaaaah. im happy as hell. yesterday was day 2 of baybeats. right now im at home with internet finally. ok i will blog about yesterday then probably go and get ready for the last day of baybeats today already. OK.

yesterday woke up at around 2, called jeremy and asked if he was home. he was home. so we went to his house and i wrote my last blog post in his house. then watched him and my bra play fifa for awhile then we went home. i finally made plans to meet justin at 5.30 at city hall mrt. so i left the house around 4.15. got there JUST IN TIME. i looked at my cell's clock. it read "5.23". so i called jjustin to see where he was. this is pretty much how the conversation went.

me: jushin where are you
fat guy: hahaha in the bus
me: fuck please tell me in a bus TO TOWN
fat guy: hahahaha in a bus from my house lah
me: fuck lah what time is it. you were supposed to be here like RIGHT NOW
fat guy: kk sorry lah you just meet me at hmv i take very fast one

ok so i waited at hmv. for daaaaaamn long until i got bored. the first band was already playing so i went to watch. the pinholes in the chill out stage. all i can say is i dont like that band. hahaha. ok so i waited for DAAAAAAMN long. finally i saw nikhil and tracy on the escalator down to where i was waiting. I MEAN FUCK I DIDNT EVEN MAKE PLANS WITH THEM AND THEY ARE EARLIER THAN JUSTIN. so we just stood there waiting for awhile then justin finally came. so we headed down to the arena as my favorite local band "A Vacant Affair" was gonna be playing. they played a 5 song set. FUCKING GOOD. that time i saw them at PS was like nothing compared to this. saw the members of caracal but i dont know any of them so fuck. ok there was no mosh man. or actually there was but for some reason security was fuckign tight today. like the smallest mosh and they would go in and grab a few people out. even AVA's vocalist matt said to the security. "i didnt see anything wrong with that mosh". fucked up man. ok so anyways, they were daaaamn good. after that met some other guys there. just slacked around then it wsa time for the next band. The Leaven Trait. if you ask me honestly i dont like that band at all. some losers like my bra and jeremy claimed that band as "very hardcore with a good vocalist". first of all. its like fucking straight up punk and it sucks. the vocalist was terrible and the thing that made it worse was all the mats shouting OI OI OI. i wanna kill all of them. ok anyways, during this band there was THE BIGGEST MOSH PIT EVER. seriously. the mosh for htis band was fucking crazy. i didnt go in as i didnt think the band was worth moshing to. ok after that, we slacked around, got some drinks, met some of nikhil and justin's class mates then went back to the arena stage. we were late for this band. so we couldnt go in. it was fucking crowded as hell. so we watched from outside. they were daaamn good. they were pretety much punk. but more to the poppy side. i enjoyed them. so anyways, around their 4th song, we decided to find a way to get inside the cage. leaving justin outside HAHA. we forgot to inform him. so anyways, we went in after daaaamn long. stood at the side. so anyways, it was heading onto the second last song. i could feel the energy and shit. so i turned to nikhil and said "im going in if you guys arent". i waited outisde the small mosh that was at the side until it was the right moment when everyone started moshing. i jumped in and unleashed alot of energy quite violently. i saw the security shining the lights at us, warning that we were too violent. so i ran out quickly. hahaha. quite fun ah. had a good time during that band. so anyways, we slacked around, ate some ice cream then it was time for like the big band of the night. plain sunset. the front man of the band is surreal's guitarist. quite cool ah to have 2 bands. they sound very similar to surreal. they are nice guys. the mosh was fukcing crazy. i could feel the energy. anyways, so i was standing beside my bra. and the mosh was right beside us. the first mosh that came up, i shouted to him "MOSH MOHS" and pushed him in and i ran behind as well. unleashing ALOT of energy this time. it didnt stop for quite long. my shoe came out but i gripped it with my toes and continued moshing. after the mosh stopped, i tied my shoes. so then came the second mosh. i, again, pushed my bra in and followed behind. this time the mosh was more fun as jeremy and justin came in. ok this is the funny part. seeing jeremy mosh is FUCKING FUNNY. he's daaaamn sudden, while moshing i could see him at the side looking at the mosh. suddenly out of nowhere he runs full speed into the mosh, pushing everyone out of his way. fucking funny. i laughed like mad. he moshed fucking retardedly. justin came in and just pushed abit, afraid that his full mosh would get him kicked out. hahaha. so then anyways, jeremy and justin exited. i was sweating like a pig already. so i headed out of the mosh. jeremy and justin were smiling like fuckers and suddenly i see like 4 hands pushing me BACK INTO THE MOSH. fuckers. hahaha. but it was quite fun lah. i just went in and moshed again. yeah. the rest of the moshes were about the same ah. anyways, about the band, they were daaaaaaaaamn good. half way through their set, the front man's guitar string broke. fuckign sad. while playing he walked to the side informing the guys. they grabbed him his other guitar and switched him after the song was over. there was alot of commotion during that period as surreal's bassist/owner of baybeats came out and warned us about the crowd surfing and moshing. he said that he wasnt gonna cancel the show but the police would. he got booed like hell. and after awhile the crowd started chanting fuck you to him. fucking sad. after awhile gordon came out and backed him up and got the crowd back in order. the band started playing again. mosh was usual. i was sweating like shit already after that. so we sat inside the cage while waiting for the next band. the velvet teen. they were supposedly like THE copeland of last years baybeats. waited waited. then finally people started pouring in. we had like the best view as we were right in front. good shit. anyways, this band was not really moshable but some loser mats started moshing. but i didnt know until like the end as i was pushed. there were alot of crowd surfers. quite retarded as this was like not even half moshable music. so anyways, the band was daaaamn good. the drummer got alot of praises. he was probbaly the best drummer of the whole baybeats. it was quite cool. so yeah anyways, after that we headed out, they got the velvet teen's cd. i decided to get A Vacant Affairs' cd. so anyways, the velvet teen headed out of the stage to hang out at the merchandise booth. we talked to the bassist for daaaamn long. he was a really nice guy. then after that the vocalist, guitarist came. got both their signatures on my baybeats brochure thing. quite cool. so then anyways, i saw that the guys of AVA were still around. so i headed to get their autographs on my cd. matt/voaclist was on the phone so i didnt talk to him much. then was aaron/guitarist. he was a really nice guy. he was really thankful of me liking them. he asked me where i heard of them and stuff. i said "i saw you guys at plaza singapura". he said "the sound at that showed SUCKED MAN. if i were you and i saw us at PS i wouldnt come to see us today". hahaha. i said it wasnt that bad and he shook my hand and everything. while i was walking off, he asked me "do you listen to dragonforce". i said im not a big fan of metal. he laughed and said "you'll love them". hahaha. i knew them quite long ago. their guitarist are fuckign crazy. hahaha. ok so anyways, i headed back to the group while we sat and waited to the velvet teen's drummer as we all watching his signature. while waiting, i saw another member of AVA. guitarist. so i went up to him and got his signature. he started talking to us quite alot. shaking our hands, getting our names and shit. it was cool lah. he was a nice guy. gave us pamphlets and shit about their next gigs. it was cool lah. so anyways, after that went back to the group, sat for damn long and we decided to just leave. took the NR1 home. got home, bahted, ate and then slept.

AAAAAAH. finally done with the post. fuck i cant wait for like 1 more hour then im leaving my house to mac and then baybeats. tonight i dont think there are any moshable bands. but i hope i get one more mosh. so yeah. anyways, im planning to go to KL with nikhil on the 19th to catch AVA as they are playing there. i hope we go. yeaaah. hahah. ok anyways, im off. peaces

2006-07-15T14:14:00.000+08:00

helloo. i havent blogged in like 2-3 days cos MY HOUSE DOESNT FUCKING HAVE INTERNET. im in jeremy's house now. thats why i can come online. anyways, yesterday was FUCKING fun. baybeats. best time of the year in singapore. ok anyways, i will blog about yesterday.

day before yesterday went jamming. fucking sian. then after that me and kai went to his house, watched singapore idol then left for my house cos kai wanted to stay over as HE WAS SKIPPING FRIDAY PRAYERS. fucker. hahaha. but heck. ok then we went to my house, ate, watched final destination 1. nice. ok anyways, i fell asleep and loots went to do his homework. HAHA. pussy slept with the lights on. HHAHAHA. if you live in my house long enough you'll be used to the noises. our estate is really haunted. ok anyways, morning woke up, sent kai off then went to slack. NO INTERNET WAAAAH.

so then shawn suddenly called me i dont know how he remembers my number as he lost his phone. so anywas, he said he was coming to my house before we all left to baybeats together. he got here at 4.15 and we left at 5.15. took the train there. then we went to mac. i have insane coupons. (by the way im making this post as brief as possible). if you buy an EVM, you get like something like a 6 piece chicken mcnuggets for free. super shiok ah. so anwyays, we ate then left for baybeats. the band or person rather, was kenneth ishak. he is damn good. soulful. he's a acoustic soloist. fucking good lah. dallas green standard honestly. ok then anyways, after his was INGRIDE. this band at first i thought they sucked LIKE MAAAAD. the vocalist is actually pretty good in the end but he goes out of tune ALOT. his screams are fucking good and he can go daaaamn high. so anyways, before they played their second last song, the frontman said to the crowd. ALRIGHT YOU GUYS HAVE TO MOSH FOR THIS ONE MAN. all the mats looked delighted. right away when the song started there was a big clearing already. which meant mosh pit. me, vinod, justin and jeremy were still watching(the rest left as they tought the band was really bad). i asked justin if he wanted to go in. he looked at me and ran straight into the pit. i followed and vinod and jeremy just went in also. that was the first mosh pit in my life. FUCKING mad. i saw alot of people getting kicked in the chest, the face all. it was quite mad. then after awhile the cisco security came. there was this mat. he was FUCKING violent. the security tried to hold him down. but he turned and retaliated and punched the security in the face. that was it for him man. they all pushed him down and pinned him on the ground and threw him out. i think 3 people got thrown out for that band. 2 of then tried doing crowd surfs. one guy fell from daaaaamn high. he was thrown out immediatley. the other guy saw what happened to the first guy and immediately man his friends carry him up. hahaha. so anyways, after ingride was done, we just slacked aroudn. for awhile. next band up was west grand boulevard. i've already seen them play before. but this set was way long and better. there was mosh but they guys didnt feel like going in. so we just sat. from afar i could see this guy being super violent. true enough, they kicked him out. hahahaha. ok after wwest grand was done, we slacked around, drank some drinks then it was time for nothing to declare. the front man of the band was pug jelly's(RIP) guitarist. samashi. so anwyays, they are like daaaaamn pah rock. i dont really like them. but his screams were damn good. there as a mosh but we didnt go in. so anyways, we just slacked after that and it was finally time for the big band of the night. LOVE ME BUTCH. they are the best ever i think. there was moshes, crowd surfs. everyone knew this band. the whole cage was crowded as hell. everyone knew them lah. chanting their name and shit. so anyways, they played their set. it was their frontman's birthday. super shiok to have a gig and birthday on the same day. and A BIG GIG. mad. ok anyways, they said "this is our last song yeah". so me and justin and shawn felt like moshing. shawn had knee problems. his knees he said was damn pain cos he fell quite long ago. but he couldnt take just standing there. so we just went intot he mosh. we were all ready, waiting for that moment of them bursting the song. but they didnt. the whole song was not moshable. so we just stood there ah. quite sian. so then after yeah. left. we went to eat. spent ALOT of money. then went home. took the night rider got home only at like 3. so yeah. good day. tonight is day 2 of baybeats. mosh like mad i dont care. shawn said he's definitely moshing today. justin! ok anyways im off

2006-07-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. aaaaah. im super tired. i havent blogged in awhile actually. gonna take some time to do it now. today has been a fucking tiring day.

ok i woke up around 12 as the phone started ringing and i have no idea why the hell the house phone is in my room. so i picked it up and my aunty called. chee bye. her maid was supposed to come today but didnt and she fucking woke me up for that. to tell me she's not coming. bloody hell. so anyways, after that i went back to sleep for awhile but couldnt fall back to sleep so i woke up. smsed nikhil and told him to call me when he woke up. and i just idled on msn for awhile.

at around 2, nikhil called and said he was coming now. so i went down opened the gate and ate some cup noodles. im fukcing sick of cup noodles. i cannot stand cup noodles anymore. same goes for maggi mee. i FUCKING HATE LIKE MAD AHHH. so anyways, we just chilled in my room for awhile then started jamming. i tabbed out one song. slow down by the academy is. and then after awhile, we just started singing abit. and then started signign some underoath. HAHA. thats not relaly singing actually. errr. yeah. so anyways, after jamming for quite long, it was about 4.15 and soccer was at 5 so we decided to leave the house and head down to hougang.

so we were walking and while at the bus stop, we realized that we made a mistake. i accidentally told shawn we were playing at uppercourts. but we werent. and shawn doesnt have a phone. it got stolen. so we decided to all pay 1/3 and took a taxi down to uppercourts to retrieve shawn. did that and then just played at uppercourts for abit. justin came. played 1 match with people we didnt know. we lost. then after that we headed down to the place where we were supposed to be playing. met like 5 of their friends there and started playing. today was the worst day of soccer. i didnt feel like playing at all. i played effortlessly. so yeah. i even fell asleep while sitting down. haha. but yeah. played all the way till about like 7.30 then we decided to head down to hougang point for some food and rest and drinks. when we got there, the first thing i enjoyed was AIR CON. shiokness. so yeah. we went to the foodcourt to eat. i got nasi lemak as everything else there looked pretty boring. fucking alot of chilli. stupid woman. anyhow put like MAD. the rice was really like blood red. every single grain was red with chilli. super annoying. anywyas then after that bought drinks from cheers and ate dessert. atap seed with rose syrup. standard thing to eat. thena fter that we just sat and talked for awhile then decided to leave for home.

we parted ways and took 854 back home. on the bus, we just sat and talked shit. and then i realized that THE DRINK I BOGHT WAS LEAKING IN MY BAG. FUCK. piss me off. so anyways, got home, emptied my bag, washed my hands free from all that sticky sugar and then headed up to bathe. oh and i washed my clothes also. first time ever. then after bathing i just slacked online until now. decided to blog. yeah. quite bored. and supre tired.

anyways tomorrow its jamming with the standard doos and thena fter that its movie. pirates of the carribean 2. quite excited. so yeah. i think im gonna sleep soon. wake up early to wash more clothes and hang them. so peace.

2006-07-10T06:01:00.000+08:00

hi. right now im fucking pissed off. we just finished watching the finals match! FRANCE FUCKING LOST! I DONT BELIEVE! anyways, first to start off the match some fucker pissed me off. this is how the conversation went.
me: eh lend me your phone
idiot: you're ordering soccerfood?
me: ya
idiot: wah fucking greedy. do you have money
me: uhh ya?
idiot: k just to let you know im not paying for you
me: who the fuck ask you to pay for me?
idiot: just letting you know not to be dependent on any one to pay for your food
me: who the fuck asked you?
FUCKER. THIS IS WHAT I CALL A GENUINE FUCKER. ok anyways, it was a fucking nerve wrecking match. france scored 1 penalty in the 7th minute. and then italy scored in like the 30th minute. after that italy SCORED ANOTHER GOAL! but good thing the refrees and stuff then called that it was an off side. so it dragged all the way until extra time where zidane dissapointed the whole world. the game was gonig on and then suddenly there was a guy lying on the floor. so they replayed what happened to him. apparently, at first he was grabbing onto zidane. and then after that they talked abit. and im quite sure the other guy provoked zidane ALOT and then zidane ran in front of the guy and head butted him RIGHT in the chest. he fell onto the ground. it shocked ALL of us as everyone thought zidane was like the most respectable player ever. i was even expecting him to get the golden ball award. FUCKED UP. so then anyways after it dragged all the way to penalties. at that time, henry was substituted out. so was ribery. zidane was out for red card. ALL of those people were definitely gonna take penalties. FUCKING piss me off. in the end france missed 1 penalty and italy got all in. FUCKING frustrated. ok anyways, i quit. im just gonna slack here.

2006-07-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

hello niggas. umm. i put a password own mah blowg. ya'll probably know it already since you're reading my blog right now. its be "dear juvia". k anyways, we is be in jeremy's house and i dont like the people in his house at the moment. number 1 fucker. KAILOOTS! k just kidding. the first fucker in the house right now is jeremy's gf. second fucker. jeremy's mistress. fuckers both. third. jeremy himself pissing me off like mad. fourth or actually tied with third is the idiot fucker that lives in the same house as me. last is KAILOOTS. but he's not a fucker. so he aint be in the list. anyways, tonight is be the world cup finals and we're watching it on jeremy's projector. italy best be losing. FRANCE FUCKING WIN. ok anyways, today has been damn boring. anyways the match is starting right now SO IM OFF BYE.

2006-07-09T06:16:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. wow. its 6.12 right now. and im FUCKING FRUSTRATED that portugal lost to germany. the score was 3-1. one of the goals by germany was an own goal by penis pauletta. FUCKED UP. figo's cross to that one other guy was fucking nice. anyways, today, or rather yesterday was a fucking long day for me. i dont really feel like blogging now but i'll just be quick and brief

morning woke up damn early as we were going to hougang to play street soccer with the usual doos. since today was a saturday, there were ALOT of people. i mean ALOT as in ALOT. at least 60. we barely knew half the people. so we all just made teams and play against all the different people at the courts today. winner stays loser is out. it was quite fun. after playing, me, my bra and justin went to eat mac at hougang point. went home, bathed, slept all the way until 5. watched tv. two movies. dungeons and dragons, which was actually quite lame and another movie. sleepy wollow or something like that. johnny depp is inside. its a nice movie lah. its about this bad warrior person that was known to cut people's head off. he got killed and people cut HIS head off and buried him without his head. then after many years, his soul came back to kill alot of people. so then johnny depp's character along with 2 other friends trace back to who is summoning the soul of the warrior person. in the end they found out it was the girl that caused the death of the warrior in the first place. so yeah its a good movie. anyways, after that, went to jeremy's house to watch world cup. and then i came back. im not really that tired now. dont know why. tomorrow is the finals. I FUCKING HOPE FRANCE WINS! PLEASE! ok i think actually im going to sleep soon so that i have energy for tomorrow.

2006-07-07T03:27:00.000+08:00

harro my homies. i didnt blog last night cos of the WC match. HAHA. i got home at 12 last night and nikhil came over so there wasnt really any time for my to blog as we were chilling in my room. ahah. ok anyways, last nights outcome of the match was quite sian. im dissapointed and FUCKING pissed off as the refree was totally horrible. last nights match was between portugal and france. both of them are my favorite teams. so i didnt want any of them to win. what i wished for was for penalties. but FUCK. the refree made a bad call and called penalty for france in the first half. fucked up. france won in the end. anyways, my sister's bf was over watching with us and he decided to get pizza for everyone. haha act nice. ok anyways, now for what happened today.

i woke up at 2 today. nikhil chee bye left at night. he was actually sleeping over but he didnt. its aight. anyways, theres something wrong with my light ah. or maybe its like the electricity. every night my light will have problems turning on. its only at night i dont understand why. super stupid. anyways, last night my light was dead and i didnt realize the switch was on. then this morning when i woke up, the lights were on. chee bye. the lights actually woke me up. so lazily, i got up and just slacked around, idled online for daaaamn long then i decided to watch a movie. this movie my brother bought yesterday at HMV. garden state. its a quite good movie. its about this guy. when he was young he kind of paralyzed his mom(this is a major spoiler of the movie) and his parents said he had anger problems and all and then when he was 16, his parents sent him away to boarding school. after he left home, he never came back and never called home or anything at all. so then 9 years later his dad calls and says that his mom is dead. so he flies back to go to the funeral. he meets his old friends and stuff. and he meets this girl that he really likes. so in the end its quite cliche. he was supposed to fly back but he didnt because of the girl and all. sian. shawn chen and my bra are fucking obsessed with the movie but i think its like only a 8.5/10 movie. so anyways, after the movie, i saw that KAILOOTS was online. i was supposed to go to his house today as he was gonna help me make my hair and for some balcony jam. but at that time, it was already like 5 something so i said we'll have us a balcony jam another day but just go chill and make my hair. so i went to shower straight away and this is weird but i name my shirt. this is my only shirt with a name. its a long sleeved white shirt. i call it dustin. theres an inside joke about that but i wont bother to tell it now. ok anyways, so i got dressed in dustin and made 2 sandwiches and i was out of the house.

the bus act fast today. i sat down for 10 seconds and i saw the bus at the corner coming to the bus stop i was at. so i took the 825 to yio chu kang mrt and changed to a 72 and headed down to hougang point. called kailoots he said 10 minutes so i decided to slack around. i bought this drink that i ALWAYS buy. its a mango juice with nata de coco shit. its daaaamn nice. haha. ok i also bought a sushi and 2 sticks of squid head shit at old chang kee. i feel that old chang kee's standards are dropping. for the past few times i ate there i didnt enjoy. so anwyays after awhile kailoots came and we went to the food court to look but it looked damn bored as we already ate there alot of times. we decided to walk to a coffee shop closeby. we went to quite a few. nothing really looked nice. we finally settled at a coffee shop and had our dinner. kailoots had chicken BONE noodles and i had hokkien mee. my shit was DAAAAAAMN filling. and then after that we bought drinks and went to NTUC to buy shit for my sister and then we walked back to kailoots house and on the way stopping at hougang green for some arcade fun. i officially hate time crisis 2 now cos i keep dying. always. ok then anyways after that we went to kailoots house. slacked around for awhile then did my hair. hahaha. he anyhow do. chee bye. he asked me to turn away from the mirror and then after he was done i turned back and my hair was FUCKING messy at the front. chee bye kanina. hahaha. ok anyways after that we played guitar abit, ate junk and then i headed home. at the bus stop we saw like FUCKING ANT CITY. really. i bet there were at least 1000 ants at that small area. infested like FUCK. i got bored and evil abit so i went to like where most of the ants were squirming and jsut started jumping and stomping around. i think i killed 50% of the population. fuktup. there are like dots on the floor EVERYWHERE but there is still alot of ants there. chee bye. so then anywas, i hopped onto the bus and headed home.

since i got home, i've been slacking online for like until now. i dont know why i feel so tired sia. its only like 3.30. heck. i think imma sleep soon. this is a damn short entry i know but heck. ok anyways, im off. so peace out.

2006-07-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

so i finally decided to get off my lazy ass and blog for a change. this is the first blog entry i've written ALL summer. FUCK. my blog died for awhile. guys remind me next time that when i come back to singapore i best be keeping my blog updated. anywyas today i will just blog about what happened yesterday and early morning today.

yesterday, i woke up at around 11. i forgot to close the curtains and the sun was killing my eyes so i woke up. i walked around the house for awhile, realising there was NO INTERNET. i just sat around at home for quite long and then i made a good decision. good start off for the day. so i decided to walk to the close-by market and back for 2 reasons. 1 being exercise as im getting fat. and 2 being that the house had no food besides instant noodles and i hate that. so yes. anywyas, we got changed, did the usual stuff and headed off to the market.

the sun was burning hot. i hate sun and sweat. i walked pretty slowly compared to what i usually do. it was quite nice lah. walking alone in the morning when everyone is just out from school. so anyways, i finally reached the coffee shop and i walked a little bit more to reach the right coffee shop that i wanted to go. so while i was walking, there were a group of girls wearing school uniform. i walked past them and all of them started laughing and staring at me. piss me off. so i when i was walking back, i decided to be a bastard and eavsedrop. i listened to their conversation. when i was walking back, one of them said "see paul twohil come back already". FUCK. now its getting annoying looking like paul twohill. few weeks ago i was having fun with it. and the thing is i dont even really look like paul twohill. hahaha heck. anyways, i looked around the coffee shop and found something interesting. or not really interesting. somethig i was craving. nasi lemak. standard. one thing thats damn good about nasi lemak is that its cheap as hell and damn filling. so anyways, it cost me 1.90. HAH TEN CENTS CHEAPER THAN KAILOOT'S HOUSES 24 HOUR NASI LEMAK. alright anyways, i bought the food and decided to bring it home to eat as i was thirsty as hell and didnt feel like spending any extra cash on drinks. so on the way back, i decided to take the long way just for fun. going through the route i'd take if i took bus 163 home.

so i finally got home, and decided to bring some juice and my nasi lemak up to my room to eat to a movie. i decided to watch "enemy at the gates". my uncle lent it to my sister and then my sister asked me to watch it. its quite a good movie. its about world war 2. the nazis and all that shit. or is that world war 1? 1942 lah thats all i know. anyways, its about this normal soldier that turned out to be one of the best snipers. and his battle against the other side's best sniper and stuff. its damn good. at the end its abit shocking. the fucker hung a kid. chee bye know. alright anywyas, the food was fucking good lah. then anyways, after the movie, i was damn bored and had nothign to do as there was no internet. so i just listened to music abit and got SUPER bored and just decided to take a quick nap. my quick nap lasted for daaaamn long. i went to sleep at around 2.30. and when i woke up, i looked at the clock and it read, 5.50. FUCK.

so i went down to see what was going on. my bra was watching tv. i decided to watch tv as well since i had nothing better to do. we watched fear factor. it was quite funny. niggers were involved. we play soccer abit then we were hungry so we decided to meet jeremy at the market. this meant that i would have to walk to the market and back again. WHOO for exercise. hahaha.

ok anyways we walked up. this time it was quite nice cos it was at night and the sun wasnt out. so we got there and jerome lee was there. we went to the usual coffee shop to eat. not the same one as i went in the morning. i ate laksa. and drank a coke. we just sat there, talked abit then before we left, i went to buy nasi lemak as i knew there was gonna be a soccer match and i would be hungry. nasi lemak rock my heart. so anyways, we headed back. jeremy decided to go first cos he had stuff to do while me and my bra went to 7-11 to get some midnight snacks. i bought a box of chips ahoys and a lolly pop thing. and then we headed home.

when we got home, first thing i did was head to my room as the air con was still on. relaxed, played guitar abit then headed down to ask my aunty to renew the internet thingy for us. after that, it was all fun and games. msn until it was tiem for the soccer match. 2.50. i think this match was the most entertaining match this whole world cup. i ate my nasi lemak. so anyways, the match was between italy and germany. i predicted that germany would win but after 10 minutes, i knew to myself that italy was gonna win. so anyways, the match went on. first half, 0-0, second half, 0-0. then extra time. my eyes were closed most of the extra time as i was pretty tired. but i wasnt sleeping. just closed eyes. so then suddenly my brother shouted "OH SHIT GOAL!" i straight away sat up and saw that italy scored a goal. in the last 2 minutes of extra time. LAST 2 MINUTES MAN FUCK. 2 minutes away from penalties. and im quite sure if penalties were taken, germany would have won. but buffon is a damn good keeper as well. so not so sure. so anyway, the germans were FUCKING dissapointed and knew they pretty much lost already. so they didnt really play that well. in the end on the LAST FEW SECODNS of extra tiem, ITALY SCORED AGAIN. the germans werent trying anymore. the keeper was fucking slack. super shiok. hahaha. i was screaming like a toad. nice goals man. hahaha. so anyways, the match was over, alot of germans were crying. we turned off the tv and headed up to our rooms. i thought i was gonna sleep right away but i didnt actually. i played guitar abit, i made some new shit. so i was playing guitar and then i looked out the window and saw light. FUCK. it was almost 6 already. hahaha. so i decided to off my lights and cover my eyes with blanket. anyways, i couldnt sleep for awhile. something inspired me. i have been reading a poetry book called Revolution on Canvas. "poetry from the indie scene music". meaning some people that we knew. anthony green's poem is in that book. anyways, i've been writing quite alot myself now and looking at the sun rise inspired me. i'll give you guys a little sneak preview of it and then im off. peace.

i stayed up to watch the sun rise up
remember the many memories we shared

P.S. this song is about memories as i was reading my school year book before i saw the sun. this is all that im showing as i want it to be a suprise after i record it. alright im off peace

2006-07-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

harro everyone. i havent blogged in fucking ages man. i have taken sooo many pictures since i got back here. hahaha. anyways, theres nothign much to blog about now. i didnt do anything the whole day. my voice sucks now i cant sing. im still a little sick. hurry up get better so that i can record some shit. anyways, last night we stayed over at jeremy's house to watch the world cup match between england and portugal. ricardo is my fucking hero. he at least touched all the balls on the penlaty shots and saved 3. he's supposed to be the first keeper that ever saved 3 penaltys in a penalty shoot out. so yeaaah. thats about all that i wanted to blog about today. theres really nothing to say today. alright i promise i'll blog whenever im free from now on. cos i havent been taking care of my blog at all. anyways im off now, gonna find more shit to do. peaces

2006-06-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i know i havent blogged in like 4 weeks. right now im in kailoots house. he's bathing so i is be using his computer. so anyways that day i was blogging a fucking long entry. 2 pages and like not even halfway done. and suddenly i hear a pop sound and FUCK my laptopt turned off. WHY. i hate my laptop. alright anywayas, we are going to sleep soon. or at least i am cos im tired as fuck. peace.

2006-06-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i is be back in singapore now. and im sick. like shit. i missed out on fun activities last night. but oh well. at least im feeling better. anyways. i was bored so i decided to upload some pictures.

this is the new fashion. hahaha. cup cake wrappers on the shoulders.

this was in macdonalds when me and joshua got suspended from school. he took my phone and started playing around with the camera but i thought this picture was pretty cool. hahaha.

this is be joshua in mac when we got suspended. super fun. hahah.

this was the guy that couldnt stop playing the game. there was a video of jeremy balling behind him in my last post. hahaha. this time he just stood there with the cone. the guy got pissed off after this. quite funny.

mr j dogs ho looking up marilyn monroe's skirt. hahah.

this picture is abit weird. it was a beatles post and me and jeremy were trying to do this thing where his head totally covers the picture of the guy in the square so that it looks like he is in the square.

look at the taxi driver's hair. me and josh thought it was a hat at first. FUCKING BOWL CUT. MEGA.

this is the outside of my house in taiwan.

another picture of my house in taiwan

i'll let ya'll gander at my ass. hahahah.

i took this picture in the airport while waiting. i thought it was pretty cool. we're down to the last picture ya'll

this was last night kai in his scream costume. we walked around the neighbourhood scaring a few people. it was fucing funny.

aaaaah finally done. anywyas, im off liaos. peace.

2006-06-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

hellooooo. that day i said i was gonna upload the pictures but i didnt cos that night i didnt even get home from outside. anyway, today be my last day here. like shit. im gonna miss all my friends. but oh well. i'll see you cats in signapore tonight. peaces.

miss psycho

2006-06-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

AHHHH. I FINALLY GOT IT. i found a way to upload my videos on here. for some reason theres not sound though, and the video is really fast i dont know why. like shit. but anyways i'll jsut upload them before i go out. i'll upload the photos tonight though. so here we go.

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this first video is my man jeremy ho. he jumped off the wall and over the line thinger. the line was about stomach height.

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this video was of me crouching on the floor and jeremy jumping onto me and over the red line thinger. we made another video of this but i dont have it. hahaha at the end of this video you can see joshua saying his famous line that he says in almost every video. he says "this is doo doo baby" in a fucking high voice. its super funny. hahaha.

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this third video was made on the escalators. 2 people stopped and me and jeremy had to lie on the elevators and come down. after we both got down, the guy standing up at the back comes down as well. observe his stance. FUCKING FUNNY. thats brian.

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this video was when we were playing this game. hahaha. its quite funny. you wont get it unless theres sound lah. we just lied on each others stomachs and said ha. and then next person has to say haha. and then next has to say hahaha. and then in the end everyone will start laughing eventually for some reason. hhahaa. the fat guy is brian. the guy with orange hair and a black shirt is warren, the stickman is joshua, and the white shirt is jeremy. jason was filming. he didnt appear in that many videos.

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this video was of me jumping over the line. i was like the only one that could jump with both legs instead of one leg by one leg. hahaha. its quite fun lah to jump over that thing.

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hmm nothign much to say about this video. that was joshua. hahah.

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this is one of the few videos jason was in. he tried to jump over. FUCKING FUNNY. later he denied that he was actually trying to jump over. he said he did it on purpose. hhahaa. at the end of the video you can see joshua saying the standard "this is doo doo baby" with the standard hand sign. hahaha.

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this is me again jumping over the line. and then jeremy following at the end screaming "JAAASON STYLE" and then he crashes just like how jason crashed. hahaha.

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aaaah this is the last video. it was taken on wednesday after the movie. there was this guy playing the xbox 360 system and he couldnt get his eyes off it. it was fucking funny lah. we made more videos but i dont have th other one.

alright im done with the videos i think i'll be making more tonight as im meeting the guys later. hahaha. i'll upload the pictures on tonight. so yes. peaces Gs

2006-06-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO! SCHOOL IS OVER. OH SHIT. i didnt blog yesterday. i was really planning to but i didnt. i was too tired last night. anyway. these past 2 days have probably been the funnest days of my life. heres a quick overview to wrap things up really quickly then i'll get into full details. I GOT SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL YESTERDAY. IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND I SUCCESSFULY GOT MYSELF SUSPENDED! hahhaha. ok now i will go into full details of what happened these past 2 days.

YESTERDAY/WEDNESDAY
this day was the last day of school. i never ever cry now adays but i was quite sure i was gonna cry at the end of school as i would miss sooooo many of my friends. but sadly something had totally fucked my day up so i didnt even get to say goodbye to my friends. i was actually supposed to play at the end of the day at the assembly. but yeah the bad thing destroyed that too

alright so i woke up at 6. actually i woke up at 6.22. my alarm clock went off and i just turned it off. anyways. i just took a shower and left for school. well it was raining fucking heavily. so my bra and i took our umbrella's down and headed down to the place where the bus picks us up. while walking down, i realized i forgot to bring my keys and i really needed it that day. so me and my bra ran back up. by the time we got back into the house, we realized that if we started walking down after i got my keys we would be late. so we called up a cab and cabbed to school. my second day in a row cabbing to school. like shit its a total waste of money when there is free bus ride. anyway. i got to school and went to hang out with my usual friends. my friend joshua brought a whole bag full of guns cos he's moving and he was gonan give the guns away. so we were all just asking if we can get which guns. he said i could have the vest and the dessert eagle. so then after talking abit, we parted ways and went to our first classes.

i had mandrin. it was super boring but we only have 20 minutes of class. i was like 10 minutes late hahah. the teacher didnt care.

after mandrin class, i didnt feel like going to band class at all so i decided to skip class and go to the cafeteria to hang out with my friends. we sat down and they just played cards for awhile. ate some food, and we made some funny pictures of a new fashion. hahaha. its called cupcake paper on your shoulder. hahaha. i will post the pics at the bottom. anyway, this is the interesting part now. so we were just slackign around and then i got super bored so i opened the big bag of guns and i wanted to take out the vest. i pulled the vest out and later realized that there was a gun on top of the vest. so when i pulled the vest, i dragged the gun along. it fell on the floor and all the parts came off. we were in the middle of the cafeteria so this was a BIG problem. my friend tried to fix the gun when suddenly this man came up to us and asked if the gun we had was a water gun or what. my friend said it was a bb gun, hoping that he wouldnt do anything about it. it was like SHIT. after my friend put the gun back together. i just held it up and put it back into the bag. we later found out that the guy that came up to us to ask us what that was was actually a guy with his family coming to the school to visit because their kids might be going to the school next year. so then when we pulled out the gun on accident, they all got super scared and thought that this school was all dangerous and shit. so anywas, after that big drama, we decided to leave the cafeteria as it wasnt safe just in case the guy told some authorities or some shit. so we all decided to walk seperately. my friend was carrying the gun bag so he walked far away from any of us. anyways. i was walking alone when this black woman comes up to me and asks me about the gun. apperently that fucker visiter had told her about us. she started asking me all these questions and she was FUCKIGN RUDE. if that gun was loaded i'd definitely shoot her on the spot. so anyways she just asked me all these questions fucking rudely. after that she decided to bring me to the middle school office. i fuckign hate my principal and vice principal like mAAAAD. ok so i went to the office i had to sit down for ahwile until the vp brought me into his room. he asked me all these stupid questions such as "are you aware that this is a gun" and "are you aware that guns are dangerous". come on fucker im already 13 do i look fucking retarded to you. so then anyway he asked why the gun was in school why i took it out all. later i found out that either the fucker parent or the black bitch told the vp that was "waving the gun around". come on man im not fucking stupid who the hell would wave a gun around we're all 100% aware that guns are fucking not allowed in school. so then anyways while i was talking to the vp, i could here the bitchass principal talking in the other room fucking loudly. make remarks like "can you imagine a parent comes to school and sees a kid with a gun". like fucking only care about their reputation and income. and i could hear her making gay remakrs like "he definitely has to get probation for high school next year". so then anyways i could hear pretty much everything going on outside. i heard my friends come in and talk to the principal and ask why im in trouble all. the principal was fucking rude. this was pretty much how the conversation went with her and my friends.
friends: so why is he in trouble, like because he took the gun out or what?P: WELL HE'S IN BIG TROUBLE JUST TO LET YOU KNOW.
other friend: well it was my gun
P: WELL YOU'RE IN BIG TROUBLE SIT DOWN NOW.
FUCKING PISS ME OFF LIKE MAD. so then after the vp was done asking me 4 year old questions, my friend was called into the room and the vp talked to him. i had to sit outside for daaaaamn long. they wouldnt let me and my friend sit together to make sure we wouldnt discuss anything. FUCKING stupid. like what the hell can we discuss. so then anyway the vp was in his room for a daaaaaaamn long time then he asked both of us into the room. it was starting to piss me off cos i didnt really wanna hear all that shit. the vp asked the same gay ass questions again. he's fucking stupid honestly now i come to think about it. so then anyways he jsut said that both of us were suspended from school. we had to go home immediately and luckily that day was the last day of school or we would be out of school for about 2 or 3 days. i'd rather spend 3 days out of school then miss the last day of school. i was fucking pissed off. especially that i was playing at the assembly. fuckign annoying. so then anyways the vp told us to go into a different room and wait while he called our parents. he called my mom first. she asked for me and talked to me. she didnt give a shit at all pretty much. she just said i dont think its that big of a deal. you know how it is after september 11 everyone is scared of guns all that shit. then she said that she understands that it wasnt my fault all. so yeah. she wasnt pissed at all. but i know after we had that talk she called my sister and my brother. cos while i was in the office my bra and my sis both smsed me and said they were gonna kick my ass when i got home. hahaha. so then anwyay yeah. i explained to the vp that my parents werent in town so no one was gonna pick me up. he said i could leave and he made me leave immediately. like out of the school. so then i called my sister and my mom and told them i would be staying out until night cos i wanted to hang out with my friends. it was fucking funny cos we got suspended from school and we still didnt get into trouble. so then anyways my friend called his parents also later while he was waiting for them to come pick him up and told them that they didnt have to pick him up as he was gonna hang out with me.

we met outside school and just walked around, going to 2 different 7-11 stores and getting food and stuff. so then after awhile we had nothing to do. i was tired and bored so we decided to go to macdonalds and relax in the air conditioning until the other guys were out of school. one of my friends decided to call me when the teacher band was playing just to piss me off. aparently another guitarist in my grade took over my place and played for the teacher band. that guy was in my band. felix. haha. but it was all cool. so anyways i fell asleep in macdonalds while josh was playing my guitar. anyway after that it was 11.50 me and josh decided to walk back slowly to school. like right when we got there the gates opened and people started flooding out.

we saw a few of our friends and said goodbyes and stuff. so many people were crying. hahaha. anyways we were still waiting for 2 more guys then there was this girl. all my friends think she's a bitch actually i think she's a bitch too but then for some reason i think she's hot. hahaha she is lah. so then anyways i totally dont like her at all but then my friends dared me to go up to her and ask her to be my girlfriend. so i went up to her i was like a complete stranger and i asked. hahahah. i was laughing the whole time. but anyways i got rejected in the end. sad. i thought no one could resist my hotness. hahaha then after that we left and went to this resturant in this shopping mall place near school.

as a gift goodbye, i invited only my closest friends and payed for their food. all of them. but it was planned ah. in the end all the meals totaled to about 150 SGD. but i honestly didnt really mind. i saved for quite awhile. i was actually planning to use that money to buy an amp. i saved for super alot of months, faking to my parents i didnt have money when actually i was stocked with money so that they would give me money every time i went out so that i could save the allowance. hahaha. so then anyways we were eating then some of our friends came and we got to see them and we got to say goodbye to them. i gave all the girls a hug except 2 of them that i totally hated and i gave a handshake to all the guys. at the resturant i also met my old teacher. she was out on pregnancy leave i think i already said that and i also met a fellow band mate dustin french. so after that we left the resturant. we all didnt feel bored and didnt wanna go home yet so we decided to catch a movie. jeremy ho faggot free loaded off me. hahaha but i twas ok cos he paid me back today. so then anywas we decided to watch omen. it was at 5 and the time we got the tickets was like 3. we just slacked around at this corner for quite awhile. that corner is now our hangout spot since school is down. usually we hang out under the spiral staircase at school. so then anyways we played this machine game OVER and OVER again. its fucking fun lah. hahaha. free loaded jeremy ho used all my coins to play basketball and machine game. haha bastard be he paid me back today. so then anyways after waiting damn long, we made ALOT of videos. i'll see if theres a way i can upload the videos on this blog and i'll do it like tomorrow. hahaha. and took some pictures also.

so then anyways after the time was up, we headed to the theater and found a comfortable seat. the omen was a fucking freaky movie. its not really like scary it wont give you nightmares. but its the standard thriller movie that scares the shit out of you at shocking moments. i predicted 1 of them. i knew exactly what was gonna happen. haha. anyway the movie was quite good ah. it was about this boy that was born but like switched at birth. the couple's real baby was killed in a fire. and the baby the raised was the devil's child. in the end both the parents die. there was a photographer and he found a way to predict how everyone was gonna die. it was fucking scary lah. hahaha. me and my friends made ALOT of noise in the theater. it was quite funny. haha. so then anyway the movie ended at around 7. i just remembered now that i should write all the people i spent my day with so that in 12 years time, i can look back and remember who i used to hang out wiht and shit. there was adrian that left early, jason, brian, warren, josh, jeremy and me. 6 of us.

we just slacked around for the longest time doing nothing. it was quite fun. we got drinks and just walked around that area and making lame jokes for fucking long. until like about 8.30 we decided to part and go home. home was boring so i will not talk about it. i slept and woke up this morning

TODAY/SUNDAY
i woke up from the fucking bright sunlight. i will NEVER leave my curtains open when i sleep again. today was horrible. it was fucking shiok the feeling of sleeping in on a weekday though. but anyways. i was planning to meet my friends at the corner hang out place at 12. again. i decided to cook some breakfast and stuff. i made this thing that was in V for vendetta. its like a piece of toast with a hole in the middle and an egg in the middle. i made 2. gave one to my bra. and i made some left overs also. yah lah i ate alot but it was my lunch and breakfast together. so it was aight. haha. anwyays after that i went to shower and stuff and i totally lost track of time. by the time i got out of the shower it was alread 1. i called and cab and went down with the lady that cleans my house like 3 times a week. she dropped of at the train station and went home. i went to the mall place again.

i went up to meet my friends warren, plee, josh and jason in our corner and just slacked around there playing the machine game things again. the game we couldnt stop playing was something like bejeweled only you had to touch the shapes that were connected up down left and right. until the thing went too high and you die. it was fuckign fun lah. so then anywasy we played for awhile then me and my friend jason got abit bored so me and him went down to look at clothes cos i was planning to get a shirt. we walked around for awhile and something caught my eye. it was this bracelet. it was damn nice lah. me and jason decided to share money and get the gift for josh as he is leaving. fucking sad lah he's like my best friend here. anyways. after that the guys came down to find us. brian showed up to hang out with us. so it was cool. more people more fun. we just walked around for a longer time. i finally decided to get a shirt even though it wasnt exactly what i wanted but i like the shirt i got anyways. josh also got a shirt. we just slacked around making fun of how brian would look in the fruitiest shirt in the whole mall. hahaha. it was quite fun lah. then anywasy after a long time, we decided to watch a movie as we had nothign to do for the whole day pretty much. hahaha.

so then we went back up. i didnt wanna leave jeremy out so i was the only one that called that little fucker. he said he was right outside the mall and he was running up. he told me to get his movie ticket frist cos the movie was like starting right away. so we all jsut qeued in line and got the tickets. jeremy ho got there before i got my tickets so then he payed for my ticket and we shared money and bought this combo thing with 2 drinks, 1 hot dog and 1 churros and 1 big popcorn. so anyways warren and plee were at the back they were reluctant to watch the movie. so anyway after me and jeremy got the tickets, i waited for jason. then jason was done getting his tickest, we turned around and suddenly warren and plee were gone. bastards they ditched us. hahaha. but anyways, we just decided to go to watch our movie.

the theater was almost empty as it was like a weekday afternoon and all the locals still had to go to school. pretty much everyone in the theater was in our school. hahaha. so then anwyasy. this time we watch this movie called she's the man. its a fuckign standard chick flick. its about ths igirl that wants to play soccer like mad. the girls team got shut down cos there were not enoguht people and she wanted to prove to the couch that he shouldnt have shut the team down so she joined anoterh guys soccer team and played. its fuckign predictable lah. but it was quite ok i guess. so then anywas when the movie was over, it was like 5. we slacked aroudn the movie area. we could have easily gotten into anotehr movie but jeremy and brian didnt want to so we decided to head back to our corner and make more videos. hahaha. qutie fun lah. so then we just slacked around the corner playing the machine games and basketball game. jeremy wanted to cheat and get the high score so we asked us got go and get an umbrella. hahaha. bastard. so then josh paid for the umbrella and i followed him to get it. we went back up and cheated for jeremy, helping him beat the high score. while cheating, this woman came to us and told us to stop. it was quite funny. cos josh was making fun of her in english and she didnt know anything. hahaha. she just walked away. anwyasy after that warren came back and gave me my vest. i was so happy. hahaha.

so then aftera while we got bored and decided to go out of the mall. we went to 7-11, got some chips and drinks and just slacked there for awhile. jason and brian left us. hahaha. so it was me, jeremy, warren and josh. we slacked and walked around talking alot and then we decided to part ways. josh wanted to watch a movie and he said he'll pay for me if i followed him. jeremy and warren were goign to jeremy's house. so then me and josh were halfway into the building when we decided that we would probably have more fun in jeremys house. so we ran to jeremy's house. josh was being a dumbass and decided that we should chase after them even though they were taking a taxi to jeremy's house. so we ran all the way. bastard. hahaha. anyways we got to jeremy's house after a fucking long walk up the hill. or rather. a fucking long run up the hill and went to jeremy's house. we were greeted by his 5 dogs. fuckign mad. hahaha. but they all seem to be very obedient to jeremy. so then anyways this was my first time going to his house. i was scared of his dogs. but we went in and went to jeremy's room. we didnt do much in there. we just talked, played DOD source, read some guitar books and played some guitar. at about 10, i decided to leave as i didnt really want to stay over at jeremy's house even though josh and warren were. jeremy was being nice and decided to walk me down the hill. josh followed. so i got into the cab and headed home.

home is boring now. i want to go back to school man. if you ask me now, i really regret dropping that gun out of the bag. i want to see all my friends one last time and say goodbye before i left. sad lah. so many people are leaving. the 2 people i'd miss most out of all that are leaving is josh and feeb. they are a few of my closest friends. sucks man. hah. oh well. anyways i'll be back in signaproe on monday im not really looking forward to it. but i'll go anyways.

aaaaaaaaah. this is probably like the longest post i've ever written. but im tired and i havent bathed yet. its already like 1 am. im going to bathe now. i'll try to blog again tomorrow cos i think im gonna have a big day tomorrow again. so until then, tweedle toots.

2006-06-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. that day i was being a total hypocrite. i said i would blog on sunday but sunday NO BLOG. chee bye. hahaha. anyways. tomorrow is the last day of school im fucking happy and relieved but im also abit sad that school is over. i will be honest this time im actually not fucking excited about going back to signaproe this time. my first reason is so many of my friends from here are moving away. which also means it might be like the last time i ever see them in my life. which sucks like dog shit. secondly i dont konw why but this year has been like the turning point of my life. its probably also the best year of my life. i learned alot of shit. like i shouldnt judge a place so quickly i have to see for myself before i make a judgement. but all that is just gay and i dont wanna talk about it. anyways yeah. saturday i went to my friends house to sleep over. it was fucking fun. at the sleepover i made a new friend. we've already known each other for like 8 or 9 months but only now we became friends. there used to be some tension between us last time but now its totally cool. he's proabbyl on my top list of friends as well. anyways. today's school day was fuckign amazing. here it is.

today i set only one of my alarm clocks. i set it at 6. i forgot to set the other one so it was bad. hahaha. so yeah my alarm clock rang and i woke up. or i didnt actualyl wake up. i woke up and turned the alarm clock off and went back to sleep. which was a bad move. hahaha. so ended up i woke up at 6.22. but good thing my bra didnt have to go to school early today. so i wouldnt have to fight for the shower and stuff. so eyah. i showered and stuff. i think i already said this but my parents are both not with us right now. the next time i will see both of them will be in the middle of june when we are in singapore. hahah. so anyways this morning no one woke up and no one made breakfast for me. i actualyl dont mind not eating breakfast. so then anyway today i decided to be a chee bye. since i woke up late, i took my time and ended up having to take a taxi to school.

the taxi took fucking forever to get here. the woman said 8 minutes. i called at 7. it came at like 7.20. so i got into the taxi and headed to school. i got to school fucking late. like 7.40. school starts at 7.30 so when i got there, everything was empty. so anyways i brought my guitar to school so i brought it to my teachers room and left it there then i went to my first class which was PE. we didnt have to do anything at all today in PE. we just sat down a fucked around for awhile. then me and my friend got bored and decided to head to the cafeteria to see if anyone was there we could hang out wiht. so we found 4 of our friends there. they were actually all supposed to be in class but they just skipped. hahaha. quite funny. so then anyway we just sat, talked abit and just basically did nothing. played cards and talked. hahaha. yeah fun. and then after that for second period like all of my friends ditched their class and we went to the practice rooms to play guitar and shit. fucking fun. we just stayed there for about 70 minutes. 4 of us were there. jeremy, brian, josh and me. we just fucked around for most of the time. but it was all cool. hahaha. anyways then at about 10.10, it was time to go. no we didnt have to go to class, we were going to the american club as like a schoool thing. we were all not looking forward to that as it usually is a bore cos there are always places you cant go to if you go with school. so yeah. we boarded our bus and were off the american club.

i used to go there fucking often but nowadays i super seldom go. i havent been there in like 3 or 4 months. hahah. but anyway i knew it pretety well ah. we all went to the pool as it was supposed to be a poolside party. everyone just jumped in the second we got there. me and my friends decided to find a quiet room and just slack there as we all brought our guitars. just played for awhile. we dont even have one song down. hahaha. fucking pathetic. anyway we pretty much did that the whole time for awhile. then later one teacher came to find me. i got invited to play in the teacher band for the last day of school assembly which is like. tomorrow. shit. 2nd gig but only 2 sogns tomorrow. haha. so it'll be all cool. anyways we just ran through the songs. the first song was pretty easy. the second song i had some difficulties but not i think i got it down. then anyways after that we just slacked and played more guitar. then it was time for lunch. me and josh went to line up for the food together. it was pretty much like a buffet thing so everything was all cool. we got quite little food. we shoudl have gotten more as we had to wait a daaamn long time as the line was quite long. hahaha. anyway we just ate. before lunch everyone ditched me and josh. we didnt feel like swimming at all. the rest went to swim. anyways we ate then just slacked around for awhile more. then people started coming to eat with us. hahaha. i went to get food again. the food was fucking good lah. haha. anyway after that me and josh tried to sneak into the TV room at the front of the place even though we were not supposed to go there but we got caught and couldnt go. so yeah. we just slacked around then we found out that in the room we were all hanging out in, there was a TV and a dvd player. so i popped in my story of the year DVD and we watched away. ive already seen it like 5 times i think. its damn good lah. hahah. then after that the teacher came in again and me and him ran through the songs again then we went back to watching the story of the year DVD. so halfway through the dvd it was time to go. we went back to school. me and josh were completely dry. hahaha everyone else had like a bag of wet clothes. so then anyway when we got back to school, me josh and jeremy went to the cafeteria to slack.

i decided to stay after school as there was nothing else to do at home. we pretty much stayed at the same damn spot for the WHOLE like 2 hours. but it was fun lah. at first we were talking. we have a little secret thing. hahha we call it the purple triangle. so me and josh were trying to guess who jeremy likes. i've been trying since yesterday. i dont get why he doesnt wanna tell. i mean its not that big of a secret. hahaha. so then yeah. he gave us alot of clues and stuff. we narrowed it down to 3 people. then jeremy said he'll give us one try if we get it wrong, then no more at all. hahaha. so then we thought that this girl in the list we made of the possiblities was the hottest so we chose her. ended up it wasnt her. like SHIT. hahaha. then we were begging him like mad. then josh decided to bribe him in return of one secret. so then anyway yeah josh told him one secret and in the end he told us who it was. hahaha. finally after like 1 hour. honestly that was how long we took to guess. we kept eliminating people from the list. but at the end he finally admitted it himself. it was super fun lah. i dont think it was a waste of time even though it does sound like a major waste of time. so anyways after that josh's gf came to sit with us. hahah jeremy told her all these stories. josh gave us that usual look. hahah its quite funny lah. anyway it was 5.10 and it was time to go. i got into the bus and headed home.

when i got home, i was the only one alone as my bra and sister went to watch a movie together. i didnt wanna go as i was hanging out with my friends. so then yeah. i just pretty much talked on msn the whole night until like right now. i got the new msn. FUCKING cool and futuristic. i love it. hahaha. anyways just now quite annoying. my laptop suddenly turned off by itself. then i turned it on again. like 2 minutes after i did, it turned off again. i dont know why the hell its like this. thats why now im typing this on my big computer downstairs. its downstairs and no one usualyl uses it. i'd rather stay in my own room. haha. so anyway yeah.

so that was my day i finally decided to blog. quite bored now. i havent had a solid 8 hours of sleep in a daaaaamn long time. im planning to get my 8 hours tonight. now adays i stay up until FUCKING late. but tonight must sleep early. tomorrow my 2nd "gig". i wont relaly call it a gig lah. just a short performance. but it'll be cool and fun. so anyways wish me luck negroes. im going to bathe and slack and sleep. peaces

2006-06-03T08:06:00.000+08:00

hello again finally. i promised to blog every weekend now until school is over and shit actually gets exciting right? so yeah. right now its 8.04 in the morning but im blogging cos i'll be going out later in the afternoon. im going to meet josh and will. im staying over at josh's house again cos he's leaving taiwan really soon. hahaha. so yes. anwyay i dont really know what im blogging about as the day barely started. anyway, june 12th i'll be on my way to singapore. i will be reaching at liek 11 pm so yes. this time going back im not super psyched about it. like honestly i got used to taiwan so i like living here also ah. i mean im excited to see my friends adn all lah but not as excited as the past few tiems we went back to signapore to visit. sooo what else is there. in my june holidays im planning to get eyebrow piercing, lip piercing and im still considering if i should dye my hair brown. anyway i really dont know what to say. i'll blog tomorrow about my sleep over experiences lah. hahaha alright peaces.

2006-05-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i feel like im totally ditching my blog cos i never ever update anymore. theres pretty much nothign to write about really cos everyday in school is the same. maybe i should only write on weekends that would be good unless something good happens in school. so anyway yesterday was a super crazy day for me.

me and my friends planned this like 2 weeks ago that we were gonna sleep over at josh's house on saturday. today is sunday so i will talk all about yesterday. so actually alot of people were supposed to go but ended up only me and will went. so yes. i got to school at like 2.30 yesterday. school was a shit hole cos they were preparing from prom. prom was last night. hahaha. so anyway. i met my friends brian and josh there. we slacked around for awhile then we decided to go to 7-11 to get this high caffeine drink called Bawls. no joke its called Bawls. prounounced as balls. hahaha. so anwyay. me and josh get one like every weekend. after you drink it you will really feel super crazy. alot of energy and shit. so we went to 7-11 and got the balls and headed back to school. brian got 1 bawls. me and josh got 1 bawls and 1 redbull each. haha. trust me. red bull+bawls=energy for the whole day. hahaha. so then we went walked back to school drinking and walking the same time. by the time we got to school i already finished my bottle. so we went to the lower school part of the school and just sat at this small place for awhille. after awhile we all got super crazy and couldnt stop laughing for some reason. hahaha. then we started doing all this james bond shit and laughing non stop. and josh jumped down from the second floor. haha. super funny. then anyway after awhile people told us to leave cos they were having like a meeting at that place and we were being too noisy. hahaha. so then we went to the playgrounds. by the time we were there, me and josh finished our red bulls and were mega hyper. brian out of no where smashed his bawls bottle right in front of a camera and there was shattered glass EVERYWHERE. hahaha. super funny. then anwyay we went to the playground and just started fucking around for awhile then we found an orange ball. i just rolled around on the floor for awhile and brian was running around and josh was slam dunking all the hoops at the basketball courts. we were all laughing non stop. hahaha it was fukcing funny. anyway then josh was playing with the ball then a bus drove past us. josh saw the bus and threw a fucking direct hit ball to the window of the bus. FUCKING FUNNY. we all couldnt stop laughing. the bus stopped and josh ran away. the ball was lying on the road then this guy walking past threw it back over the fence and started bitching at us. hahaha. super funny. then anwyay after that brian had to go home so we went out of school and slacked there for awhile. brian got into and taxi and left then me and josh went to macdonalds to slack while waiting for will. after awhile will arrived and we headed decided to walk around for awhile. so while we were walking, jeremy called and said he was coming. so he pretty much self invited himself. so we went to 7-11. we got more bawls. hahaha. i got 1 bawls and one red bull, will got 1 bawls and josh got 1 bawls. so then will said he forgot his medicine and we had to take a taxi to his house to get it. so we got a taxi while going in, jeremy jsut walks away. we were like what the fuck. so then he told us he'll meet up with us at josh's house later at night so we headed to will's house first then we went to josh's house.

when we were outside josh's house, my first impression was that inside was gonna be a shit hole. it looked like a rain forest from outside. hahaha. we had to take these steps up and then to the garden and then to the house. the front door of the hosue gave me a super homely feeling. hahaha i dont know why. we were greeted by my friends dog. its like a mini golden retriever with short hair cos they shaved him. hahaha. SUPER cute. damn small. and damn nice totally doesnt bite or anything. hahah. so then we walked in and his mom came to greet us. she's totally unlike my mom. she's super funny but nice ah. so then we first thing we did was go up to josh's room to put our stuff. his room is quite small and super white. like everyting is white. hahaha. it was quite nice though. the second floor was like pretty much a trash. hahah. so then anwyay after putting our things down, we went to play xbox. we played this game called fusion frenzy. SUPER fun. hahaha. we were laughing the WHOLE time we were playing it. it was damn funny. hahaha. anwyay we played xbox for like 2 hours then it was time for dinner. we had sloppy joes for dinner. quite nice. we watched tv while eating. this super shitty movie was on. its like journey to the west(shun wu kong/monkey god) but one thing different was WHITE PEOPLE ACTED IN IT. WHAT THE HELL. hahaha. me and my friends concluded that it should be put into the category "comedy". like really it was horrible. hahah. damn funny. then anwyay after eating, we went to josh's room to slack around for awhile. we just watched some music videos on his computer and talked to people on msn. so we were talking to this girl on msn then we started webcamming her and showing her us drawing shit on this guy using paint. it was super funny. hahaha. so then anyway there was this picture on my friends desk that i spotted out. it was when he was a kid. he was FUCKING cute when he was a kid i swear. daaaaaamn cute now one shit hole. hahaha. super funny. so we jsut slacked around for awhile then josh took his blanket off the floor and exposed a MEGA huge centipede. it was daaaaaamn huge. hahaha. so we decided to be evil bastards and torture it. first we took it to the sink and drowned it in tobasco sauce. it cringed up into a circle. it was super funny. then we drowned it with water and gel and soap. super funny. then after awhile my friend got too grossed out so he took a pocket swiss knife and cut the shit in half. fucking funny. the top was still moving. we got damn grossed out becuase it was bleeding yellow blood so we threw it into the toilet and i took a piss on that shit hole. hahaha. then we flushed it down. super funny. so then anwyay after that we just slacked around for awhile mroe then we went downstairs to play xbox for awhile then we started watching chappelle show for the rest of the night. halfway through, josh said he felt like puking so he went up and puked and took and shower and slept in his room. haha. me and will stayed downstairs. right at the end like before the DVD was over, i feel asleep. hahaha. so then anyway at about 4 or 5 im not sure someone got home. apperently it was josh's brother. he got expelled from school by the way. hahaha. josh's brother's friend came also. he slept with us downstairs. suepr funny. cos when will woke up, he was damn confused. hahaha. so then anyway, i went back to sleep and woke up at about 10. will woke up like 10 minutes after i woke up and we went up to see if josh was awake. he already was so we just slacked for ahiwle and then we went down to play some xbox. we played fusion frenzy and josh's brother's friend played for abit also then he went home. then we ate breakfast. we had a pathetic breakfast of 2 palm sized waffles. hahaha. after eating, we watched kicking and screaming on DVD. that was like 20th time watching that movie. i dont know how many times i watched it already. hahaha. then after that we went to slack at josh's room for ahwile. will had to be home at 2 so we decided to go home. we went schoool. will went home so i called brian and asked if he wanted to slack around school area for ahwile. he said ok and i met up with him. we went to macdonalds. i ate a huge ass meal as i was still damn hungry. after eating, i still felt hungry. so we went to 7-11 and i ate this microwaved meal. it was damn nice. hahaha. so then we just slacked around for ahwile then we went home. when i got home, i turned on my laptop and started isolating myself with my computer. hahaa. after awhiile i stared bloggin and here i am now.

now im gonna sleep. peace.

2006-05-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello. Last time I blogged was Friday. Like SHIT, I barely update these days. Well today was the first day of school since the dance AKA my first gig. This is going to be a boring post so beware. I think sometimes that’s the reason I don’t blog. Because I know its going to be boring. Right now I’m typing on Microsoft word. I don’t know why but its just cooler. Haha. OK, back to the point. So today, my day. Here it is.

I woke up at my standard shit time of 6 am. My alarm clock and phone started ringing. But I didn’t wake up. I turned both of them of and went back to sleep. I told myself 5 more minutes so I continued to sleep. Until it was 6.15, I looked at the clock and jumped out of bed and went to take my morning shower. Got down, ate breakfast, blah, and then headed off to school.

Got to school at my standard shit time and just slacked around at the usual place with my usual people. School life is a bore, its fucking routined that’s what sucks about it. Ok so slacked for awhile and headed down to PE. It was raining lightly or actually drizzling heavily. Today we played softball and field hockey with the other class. Like 4 teams we switched off every once in awhile. It was quite boring. PE felt like it lasted for like 10 minutes only today. My shoe got wet in the rain and I was not happy. Hahaha. Anyways, then after PE I had free period. Fucking slackness. Me and my friends first went to the computer lab to watch the videos from Friday on youtube.com. Only on of the videos was on there. My friends band playing Plays Pretty For Baby. I wasn’t in it. It was quite good. Except vocals suck like mad. Haha. So then after watching the video, me and my friends got bored and we decided to go to the library and read some magazines. We got to the boring library and it was pretty crowded for some reason. Got the standard Guitar Player magazine and started flipping through. We got super bored after awhile and decided to head down to the cafeteria. We just sat and talked for awhile until it was time for art class. For art today we had like a small game thing. Like 2 people from each team go up to the front and the teacher will ask a question whoever can answer it first gets a point for their team. I didn’t win any points at all. Haha. After that, art was done and it was time for lunch, my favorite time of the day. Sat with my standard people and ate a standard meal and after eating, we went to the standard slacking spot, the cubby holes. Haha. They are actually like shelves but we call them cubby holes and we slack there whenever we feel like it. So yeah, we just stayed there until it was time to go to class. First class after lunch was humanities. Boring as shit, we did a quiz I totally guessed 60% of it, copied 30% of it and I knew the rest. Other than the quiz, nothing much happened. We just had a lot of reading time. Me and my friend got super bored and we decided to listen to music and I got my ipod taken away for that. Oh well, I got it back. After that we had break, I slacked around with the standard people in the cafeteria for awhile and headed on to my next class which is science. Today for science all we did was dissect our pig. Each group of 4 got a pig and we have to dissect it. Fucking fun because I’m with my standard people. Haha. We named our pig Winona. I don’t know why but that’s the name of it. So then yeah, it was quite fun but I was really tired to so I barely did any thing. After that school ended and I was happy. I stayed after school. We went to subway, my friend bought my food for me as he promised. After that we went back to school and just slacked around at the cafeteria for awhile then the bus was leaving so I headed to the bus stops and got onto my bus and headed home.

Finally home, I was glad to see my bed. But I didn’t go to sleep, instead I unpacked my guitar, first time I touched it since gig date. I tried tabbing a few songs out. I got one easy song down. Matter of time by Cartel. Its amazingly easy but nice so yeah. Then after that I attempted to tab the city sleeps in flames. I got all the notes already but now I just need speed and accuracy. After that I just slacked around with my guitar then it was time for dinner. Ate, washed the dishes, ate some ice cream and did my homework and blogged. I think that is like my day for every week day. So yes, I think that’s the reason why I don’t blog.

Anyway now I’m having mixed feelings. Just now I watched the video of me and my friends playing on Friday. My friend sent me the video of me playing with them. I could barely hear my guitar at all. And plus, after that when my band started playing, some people at the front row told me to turn my guitar down a little. Fuckers, trying to sabotage me I know it. So I’m quite sure I won’t be able to hear myself in the video of my band AT ALL. Pretty much yes. Another thing I’m having mixed feelings about is well. I don’t really want to talk about so I will leave that unknown. I’m going to sleep now goodnight.

2006-05-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in like fucking forever. i promise this will be a good post cos i just got back from my first ever gig. it was at school and it was FUCKING amazing. ok about my day.

today in school i didnt have any classes at all. it was super nice. cos we had this track meet thing. like the whole middle school. so yeah. you have to sign up for something to skip your classes. if not you have to go to your classes. its like shit. hahaha. so i purposely signed up for high jump. hahaha. so then yes. i brought all my shit to school like my guitar and stuff. then got to school, met my friends then went up to put my stuff down. so then yes. after that i went to my chinese class to sign in cos today you had to sign in so that the school knows like you're here. so yeah i signed in then me and my friend josh went to the field cos the things were starting soon. so i got down and i changed into my PE shit. josh just sat there after i got changed he said I QUOTE "i dont feel like running today. im ditching" hahaha. so then yeah he ditched and he just sat and watched peoepl run. so then at first it was all these events like 4x100 and 100m and 200m and stuff. then i was super bored so i went to help out with the high jump but it wasnt 8th grades turn to go yet but heck so then yeah. after awhile the teacher in charge let us jump. so me and my friend jumped. first there was a qualifying round. for the qualifying round, you have only one try to jump over 105cm. i cleared it easy. then after that the bar kept rising. i did horribly. hahahaha. i got only until like 120cm. haha but heck i didnt care. so after that me and my friends just slacked for ahwhile. then after that was lunch. i didnt really eat that much cos i was quite nervous for what laid ahead. so then after lunch we went up to the upper gym for the gay activities. it was quite boring. then passed through the whole day then award cermony blah nothing much happened then. so then after that SCHOOL ENDED. it was time for us to do the shit. so right after school we went to set up. we brought the drumsets and amps and everything to the cafeteria to set up then we went to my friend brian's house. me and josh went. they showered i didnt cos i didnt feel like it then we shot his guns like MAAAD. brian has alot of guns. like 10 at least. all are fuckign powerful. hhaha. it was damn cool. then after that i warmed up abit then we went to his kitchen to drink some milk and they ate some cookies. then we went to school. by this time we were already late. so we rushed back and we had a little difficulties setting up but after awhile we got everything then we just slacked around for awhile. everyone started coming into the cafeteria at 5.30. we just slacked for awhile until 6.30. it was time for my friends band to play. we were all FUCKING excited. the first song they played was plays pretty. they were ok on that song. guitar works were alright. bass was alright. drums was pretty good. vocals i have to say were pretty horrible. so then after their song, we could all feel the energy. so then after they finished playing plays pretty for baby, i hoped on stage and right then i felt like i was like wonderland. like everything seemed to be like. i dont know how to explain. i just felt really at peace. so then i led them into an amazing song of juneau. it was FUCKING amazing. vocals still sucked. the rest was fucking amazing. it was sooo intense i was really happy after that. so yeah. i actually didnt feel that nervous. so it was FUCKING amazing. so then after that everyone clapped i was DAAAMN happy with that performance so yeah i got off stage. like alot of people came up to me and told me goodjob and shit. and KAIYUH said goodjob too. hahaha. ok then after that we slacked for ahwile, drank some water. we were up at 7.15. so then after awhile we just went up on stage to set up. then before we were really prepared the DJs announced that we would be playing so it was like FUCK. i had to set up really quickly. so then yeah. first song we played was giving up. halfway throught the song, i couldnt hear my guitar at all. after the song i realized the cable came off abit and there was no sound. like SHIT. so yeah i fixed it back in. so about giving up. guitar works = amazing. bass = amazing. drums = just fucking amazing. it was sooo hardcore. the only flaw to that song was that we went a little off time. but other than that it was really cool. i could hear EVERYONE cheering when i started screaming. it was fucking amazing. i really loved the crowd. i wasnt 100% satisfied with giving up though. cos no one could hear me sing and my guitar got cut off halfway through. but oh well. so after giving up, i drank a big gulp of water. and then we went ahead with stare at the sun. guitars for this song wasnt that good. cos felix started improvising halfway throught the song which pissed me off a little. but other than that it was good. so yeah. drums and bass were amazing as well. it was realyl cool. cos this time when i sung the whole of stare at the sun, i didnt go that fatigued. it was truly amazing. so then yeah after that we rested for awhile, got tuned and stuff. then it was time for the crowds favorite song. YOU AND ME. by lifehouse. this song is fuckign mainstream i chose it so that people would actualyl know what we were playing. so then yes. the moment the song started ALOT OF PEOPLE started cheering. it was FUCKING AMAZING. right at the front row were like sooo many people and they were singing along to us that made me think this gig was a fucking success. i swear. everything went very well on you and me. i really thought we played amazingly well on you and me. every second you could hear ALL these people in the front screaming the words to the song. for that, they are my fucking heroes. honestly. i wish i knew all of them personally. i'd thank them everyday for making my gig experience soooo memorable. so yeah. after we finished the song, everyone started screaming like MAAAAD. then after ahwile people started chanting ENCORE LIKE MAAAAAAAD. it was quite shitty cos i didnt really wanna play an encore. we didnt really have any other songs done. but the rest of the band wanted to do one so i jsut went along with it. for the encore, we played juneau. felix had no idea how the song went. so it was quite shitty. honestly i thought junuea we played was quite bad. but other than that the WHOLE gig was a fuckign success. honestly. i loved the feeling. after we got off stage. 2 members of the other band got pissed off cos we played like their song. it wasnt even their song we had nothing else to play so fuck it. so i didnt really care who was pissed or anything. so then after that we went off stage and it was FUCKING cool sooo many people came up to me and said goodjob and shit. i was really appreciative. honestly i loved the crowd ALOT. obviously there were a few fuckers at the back. its a standard thing for every gig. there will be a few fuckers at the back making fun or shit. i didnt really care cos at least i dont listen to rap so fuck them. we played an awesome show, they didnt enjoy, fuck them. so yes. so after taht we were all FUCKING excited and happy with our performance. it was super good. so then yes. that was my gigging experience. i would like to state here all the people i would like to thank. brian liao for being a fuckign amazing drummer. warren brantingham for supporting me all the way while he was killing the drums at the back. josh keh my love guide and probbaly best friend here. richard french for bossing us around. felix brand for being a fucking amazing musician. jeremy ho for being nice for the first time in history. kevin chen for killing the bass and being an amazing support. phoebe clark for supporting us 100% all the way. brian's dad for supplying us with amps and also supporting us 100%. and lastly the amazing crowd for cheering us on whenever we fucked up and stood there watching me sing like a chicken the whole time. really thank you. and for the best support ever the front row bitches. all the 6th graders that sang along to you and me with us. those guys are my fucking heroes. so yes i think that should be it. so after we played, everyone was really excited and shit. it was sooo amazing. i was really grateful to everyone that supported us 100%. honestly. i fuckin thank you with all my heart. so then yes. after our performance, we went to slack around for awhile. then after awhile, my friends came up to me and started telling me to go and slow dance with kaiyuh cos its the last dance ever and it was ending. i was really reluctant but i went anyway. hahaha. right now over here i would like to thank my biggest hero on earth. or anti hero warren brantingham. honestly. he's my fucking hero. so this is what happened. kaiyuh was standing there alone. and a slow song came up i went up to her and asked if she wanted to dance with me. she just kept saying uhm uhm uhm uhm. but in the end i knew she was gonna say yes. so then after awhile cos she actualyl came to the dance with this little bitch that i wanna kill. so it was super funny. so when the slow song came on. we went to like were everyone was and were gonna start dancing but the fucker came up to us. so i just stood there for awhile. and my biggest hero warren was being himself a FUCKING hero he walked up to that bitch and just dragged his ass away. it was FUCKING HILARIOUS. honestly. i was laughing like mad. then he started screaming at the bitch. it was the funniest shit on earth i swear. hahahaha. so then after that we just started dancing. ALL of my "bestfriends" i would say in my clique brouth all their girlfriends over to were i was and jsut started dancing like RIGHT next to us. fuckers. hahaha. but they were an amazing support so thank all of them. ahahaha. so then after that yeah. the dance ended and we got up on stage and played all this random shit. it was fucking funny. ahhaha. so then after everyone left, we took all the amps and stuff down. packed all our stuff then we went to slack around for awhile. hahaha. it was really cool. honestly i was really thankful to everyone that listened to us. so we jsut slacked and we reflected on how we did in the performance. so then after that we got a little bored and we stole ALOT of drinks hahaha. it was fuckign funny. we took all the left over drinks then a teacher came. fucker. hahaha. i got one any so heck. hahha. so then after that we went to the field for awhile. it was super relaxing. after such hard work, we just lay in the fake plastic grass and had a fucking amazing time. after that we went to macdonalds to talk and eat then we got home. so that was my day and my gigging experience. too bad i didnt get our gigging experience on film. actually we did kind off but the fucker that was video tapin us forgot to take off the cap when he video taped us. super stupid. hahaha but it was all good man. this memory will forever last in my head. all the hardwork payed off. for this ONE NIGHT. we just blew the crowd away. it was FUCKING amazing i swear probably the best experience in my life. so yes that was my day.

again. i cannot emphasize how thankful i am to everyone that stood in the front row, back row everywhere watching us play and owning. i love every body that was in the crowd. even the haters. yes even the haters. this has got to be the best thing that ever happened in my life. anyway im tired as shit so im going to sleep now. peaces.

2006-05-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. so tonight i decided not to be a bastard and actually blog. i feel like a fucker cos i totally feel like i dont have a blog anymore sometimes. then when i blog i will start out too late then just close the window while typing and go to sleep. like SHIT. anyway i developed a habit of sleeping later than i usually do. so i will blog today. wait fuck it i dont think i feel like it really im sorry to myself cos im the only person reading most of the time. so anyway short updates. gig this friday. another short update is. so me and kaiyuh are now friends. so she said she will be watching me and my friends play so its like SHIT cos there will be an extra sense of nervous so yes. i hope it all turns out well. anyway i realised i've been fighting with ALOT of my friends. so anyway thats about all the updates i have. peace.

2006-05-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i promised to blog again tonight but i dont think i have that much time so i will just tell you guys about my fun experiences in maths class today. so i got to class and i took my teacher's comfortable chair. i mean there are like fucking 4 comfortable chairs. so i took one. when my teacher got back to class, she realized that one of her chairs were missing so she made my put it back. i turned around and said "UGH! thats why i hate maths". hahahaha. she got damn pissed off and kicked me out of the class straight away. hahaha. it was fuckign funny. hahah. ok so then anyway after awhile she made me go back in. so we were talking and stuff. she said that there was gonna be a substitute teacher for the rest of the week and next week monday and tuesday so we better behave ourselves when she is gone. so then we were guessing who he was. then we like ask alot of weird questions liek whats his name all. cos we wanted to know if it was this gay bastard substitute that started screaming at me last time. hahahaha. so then suddenly out of no where this mormon guy ask the teacher "is he hot?". FUCKING FUNNY! the whole class burst out in laughter firstly cos he's mormon and they are totally against homosexuality and fucking random out of no where. hahahaha. so thats the first story. second story in maths class. so we were just talking among our table. then we started talking about our porn preferences. so then after awhile we drifted away and started making fun of this guy in our class cos he likes hentai like mad. then after awhile we were making fun of him then suddenly this guy in our table like totally not in the conversation suddenly say "shut up hentai is good". at that moment all of us started laughing. hahahaha. i ran out of class. hahahaha. for no reason. hahah. fucking funny. hahah. ok thats all the stories i have for today.

anyway this afternoon after school i recorded stare at the sun acoustic cover. im totally not satisfied with my recording. but i was too lazy to redo again and again. so yes. ahaha. www.purevolume.com/chariotofthegoldensun. ok for now im gonna read my book. peace.

2006-05-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

hey everyone im hear blogging as i promised. right now its like 7.14 i havent had dinner yet. ok wait my mom just called me down for dinner.

alright im back. so anyway today made me realize alot of things. first off. to a friend that doesnt read this blog. first. EVERDAY i hear you brag about all your shit. and when i show a little sign of interest you shake me off with a "wow thats great". after all that i've done for you, this is how you treat me. thanks. really. ok the second thing was just solved so heck. so yes. now for how my day went. it was pretty alright.

i woke up to my dual alarm clock method again. alarm clocks on both sides of my ears. ever since i started this technique EVERYDAY i wake up on time. its damn amazing cos my phone clock and my spongebob clock are like 3 seconds apart so straight away when one rings, the other one will ring. my phone rings first. then my alarm clock will ring FUCKING LOUD. hahaha. ok thats enough about my alarm clocks. so i woke up at my standard time 6 am. i went to take a piss, only to realized the toilet couldnt flush cos the water for the pool was running. so i went down half awake, turned off the alarm and turned the water hose off and proceeded back to my bathroom to take my morningly shower. then after that i went down to have my breakfast then headed down to school.

i brought my acoustic guitar, annabella to school cos i was supposed to have a 1 on 1 guitar session with felix cos he wasnt 100% sure of all the guitar parts yet. so i brought my guitar. got to school and sat down for 2 minutes and then i went upstairs to put my guitar into my math teachers room then i headed down to my first class, PE.

i was a little late. now in PE we are having floor hockey unit. its quite boring. firstly cos you run with a fucking ball and a stick and its annoying. so yeah. we played on game today. my team won. hahaha. it was pretty funny cos i scored a goal and i totally suck ass at it. so it was cool. hahaha. so then yes, it was pretty fun lah but its annoying so then yeah. after PE i had free period.

first thing i did in free period was take my guitar and played a song to him. he asked me to let him hear it last night but i was too lazy to record so i let him hear it today. its stare at the sun acoustic. its daaamn nice. hahaha. i added a little twist to it at the end. im planning to record it tomorrow with my new mic stand. new mic stand + annabella + shitty ass microphone = i dont know. hahaha. that was retarded. ok anyway continuiing with my story. so after playing that one song, we went to my maths teachers room again and just slacked around for awhile cos she wasnt in the class. then later when she got back, she kicked us out of her class. hahaha. then after that we went to the cafeteria and just slacked around for awhile. i ate like a fucking pig as usual. i feel like shit everytime i eat. i cant stop. its like shit. hahahah. so anyway we ate then i saw someone. hahaha. i will not say who. then yes. so after awhile i left my friends to sit on these comfortable couches outside the faculty dining room when all of these people were walking past. so then my friends brother ran past and started mocking me. hahaha its an inside joke. then i shouted at him but he ran off so it looked like i was talking to myself and everyone laughed at me. hahahaha. it was retarded. so then anyway after that i went back to where my friends were sitting and bought water and headed to my next class, art.

my art teacher is finally back. hahaha. he went on like a week trip to somewhere i dont know where but he wasnt in school for a week. he's a nice guy super funny. hahaha. quite cool so yeah it was fun to have him back. so then for the whole of art class i sat there on my chair making fun of this guy that just lost his shoe. hahahaha. i dont understand how he lost his shoe. he say he left it outside and went into the gymnastics room for PE and when he went back out it was gone. hahahah. so yeah. i didnt have to work on anything during art cos my project is already done. so heck. i slacked the whole time. so then when it was nearing to the end of class, our art teacher demonstrated how to use like the spinning thing to make like a cup or something. it is damn cool. he said we could do it tomorrow if we are done with our project so i guess i will be doing that tomorrow for art. so then after art we headed to lunch.

nothing much to say about lunch. i didnt feel like eating but i ate anyway. then i went to read my book after eating. i think i said it in my post yesterday but the book we have to read for school is called to kill a mocking bird. its getting interesting now i thought it was boring. so yeah. then after that was humanities.

today we had a vocab test. i totally have no idea what the hell. hahaha. i just guessed most of it then after that we did some class work then we watched the movie of to kill a mocking bird. i slept off while watching. hahaha. it was in like fucking black and white and the sound quality was horrible so i had no interest at all to watch. my friend said i started snoring. hahahaha. i couldnt sleep at all as they kept waking me up. it was damn annoying. hahaha. so then yes. after that it was time for break.

i went to get a drink and then went to science. thats basically all i did at break. hahaha.

science today was quite fun. first we did some note taking then we watched this video. we are starting a new unit today on like body systems and shit. then we watched this video about all the body parts. its quite cool. hahaha. so yeah. then after that we took more notes then it was time to go. i had to pee urgently so right after the teacher said you can go, i ran out of class and headed to the bathroom. hahaha. then yes. anyway today i stayed after school.

i went to find felix and asked if he brought his guitar. i was actually not really suprised as the answer was no. standard excuses but he promised he'll have everything memorized by sunday when we practice so he better do it. haha. alright then anyway me and my friends just slacked around on the 4th floor courtyard then we went to the uppergym to watch one of my friends basketball game. after awhile we got hungry so we went down to eat. i ate again. AAAAAH. hahaha. then anyway my lunch card ran out of money. sad. then after that we went back to the uppergym to watch the rest of my friends basketball game. they got killed. hhahaha. quite funny. so yeah. then anyway after that i ttook the late bus home then i played guitar abit, until like before dinner then i started blogging then i ate dinner like after writing 2 sentences then came back blogged until now.

so anyway the situation is that i've gotten myself into some shit that i didnt want in the first place. so i'll just call this person ALAH. so yes. one day ALAH's friend read a comment i made on my blog and she got pissed and asked ALAH about it. ALAH denied and made some comments on me that annoyed me. so i totally ignored ALAH when he tried to start a conversation with me. he then realized what i was doing and totally ignored me after that. now i thought everything was alright but seems like he still has a cold attitude towards me. i'll see how things are tomorrow. i hope things get better. I KNOW YOU KNOW WHO THIS IS REFERRING TO BUT PLEASE SHUT.

so yes, i promised last night i will blgo and yes, i did keep my promise. i wil keep my promise by promising myself to blog again tomorrow. ok goodnight im gonna read my boook and sleep.

2006-05-07T20:47:00.001+08:00

hello you. right now i feel like a total fucker cos i havent blogged in one week exactly. i feel like shit lah. when i started this blog like in september last year, i promised myself that i will blog at least once in 3 days. past few times i blogged were like all one week differences. so from now, i will try to blog everyday.

so aight, anyway today was a pretty fun day. i slept at like 3 am last night. hahaha. i was so bored and i didnt feel like sleeping. so i just talked on msn and stuff. i also watched the singapore elections with my dad. damn boring. PAP won majority of the shits again. fucking communist i swear. i know it. singapore government secretly is communist. hahaha. its damn annoying lah. k then i ate also then after awhile, everyone went to sleep so i went to sleep also.

this morning i woke up at 10. i was planning to meet my friends at school at 12. so i got up and talked to a few people on msn. then after awhile it was like 11 o'clock so i went to bathe. only to realize THERE WAS TOTALLY NO WATER AT ALL. cos my mom was filling the pool and it basically used up 90% of the water supply. you should have seen the amount of water coming out of the tap. seriously i think people in africa have more water. so then after taking daaaaamn long to brush my teeth, i decided to bathe. i took daaaaaaaaamn long and i was positive i still had some shampoo in my hair when i was done bathing. hahaha. but heck lah. then i packed my guitar and stuff then went to eat and then called a taxi to school.

the taxi took DAAAAAMN long to come. the woman on the phone said 5 minutes but the taxi driver took like 12 minutes. hahaha. so then anyway after waiting for damn long, the taxi finally came. while driving, i swear this taxi driver is like head of some gang or something. in his taxi, i saw him wave to at least 2 people and they all waved back. it was weird. firstly like how can they even see you. and secondly HOW THE HELL DO YOU SEE SO MANY PEOPLE IN SUCH A SMALL SPAN OF TIME? it was funny. hahahaha. anyway, the traffic on the road was horrible. i was late. so then anyway the price of the taxi ride was 195 NTD exactly. i only had a 1000 NTD note. then the guy gave me a comment that PISSED ME OFF LIKE MAD! he said he had no change. so i had to walk around, asking everyone if they had change. i asked this lady. she was damn nice. she didnt have change. then i said "oh its ok thanks anyway" then i walked away. then i went to more people. then she came back to me and asked how much was the taxi fare. i was like "what the fuck? you're gonna pay for me?". hahaha. so anyway she said she didnt have 200 NT so i said thanks and went to ask more people. then i met my friends. i asked all of them if they had money. luckily one of my friends had 200NT exact so then i took his money and went back to the taxi to give the bastard the money. hahaha. so then after that we sat down for like 2 minutes then went to flag another taxi and headed to my friend's grandma's house.

my friend, kevin payed for the taxi this time. today jamming there was only 3 people cos felix couldnt make it. i hope he knows how to play all the songs though. if not i will kil him. cos gig is in 1 week 3 days. haha. so then anyway. first thing we did when we got off the taxi was not go and put our stuff down in brian's grandma's house. we went to eat first. cos they were all hungry. i wasnt really hungry. we decided to take away our burger king meals. then we walked to brian's grandma's house. we took the escalator up and rang the doorbell. we thought it would be like usual we ring the doorbell then 2 seconds later someone opens the door for us but NO. so then we ran the doorbell again. no answer again. FUCK. so then brian called his parents asked if they knew another way to get in. they didnt so they told us to wait. so then we just sat on the floor outside the house and ate our burger king meals. when we all finished our meals, brian's parents called him again. said there was a spare key in the shoe box. kevin searched it once and found nothing. PATHETIC! so then i went over there and i just hit the shoe box and heard a jingling sound. so i followed the sound and found the key finally. then we unlocked the door and headed into the room for some jamming. we played giving up first with the music. quite crappy. cos it was the first time we played that song together. after awhile we perfected most of it. the next challenge is for felix to coordinate with us. so then anyway, we played giving up like 12907 times then there was this particular part right after the second verse. its all the way screaming. we played just that part ALOT of times. hahaha. it was daaamn fun. we were all going psycho and shit. and we almost perfected it too. hahah. then after all that headbanging and screaming, we were all tired so we took a rest. then we got back to action and played stare at the sun. we got through it like the first time trying cos its a pretty easy song. next challenge again is to make felix coordinate with us. haha. so yeah. then anyway after that we played you and me and we called it a day. we rested for abit then brian's dad offered to bring us home. brian suggested to go to this guitar store cos he wanted to show it to me. so we went there. this guitar store is quite small but FUCKING CRAMMED with guitars and basses and shit. its damn cool. like MAAAD. they have the guitar i want gibson SG special. damn nice. i started drooling when i saw it. hahaha. so then anyway i got 2 picks and a mic stand. i finally have a mic stand now. im damn happy. hahaha. i've been wanting to get one for like 5 months already but havent had the money yet. so then today i got one. i wanted to get new strings for my guitar too but i didnt have money after getting the mic stand so heck. next time. then after that we headed back to school. josh told me on msn last night that he would be at school slacking with other friends. so i thought he would really be there and when i got to school, i kept calling him and he didnt pick up. so after damn long, i called my dad asked if he could come and pick me up. he said he was busy so he told me to get into a taxi. then right when i was gonna get into the taxi, josh called me and said everyone was busy so he decided not to go to school. so then i went home.

got home at like 5. i was daaaaaaamn tired. so i just slacked around, set up my mic stand and started playing this song over and over again on my acoustic guitar. stare at the sun acoustic. its daaaamn nice to play. im planning on recording it tomorrow if i have time. hahaha. i let 1 of my friend hear it through msn. hahaha. he enjoyed it so shiok. then i let my mom hear it also. she also thought it was nice. so shiok ah. hahha. so then anyway after awhile my mom asked me to go out for dinner so i went.

today we went to this thai restaurant we've never been to before. the outside of it looks daaaaamn nice. its all like windows. the inside was damn nice also. the food is amazing. thats about all i have to say about the eating experience lah. haha. then after that came home and this is where the worst part of my day was. so i took my clothes from my cupboard. i was going to bathe. i was walking out and i stepped on my belt. you know its like a natural reaction when you step on something you like jump to safer grounds. so then i jumped naturally abit and you know how when you jump and land on another leg, you put full body weight on the leg you land on. so i landed on my left leg. i felt somethig FUCKING SHARP. i screamed DAMN loud and took one look at my leg and realized what happened. when i jumped, i wasnt looking where i landed and landed on that one metal rod for your belt like to go into the holes. that shit like stabbed into my leg. its about 5/8 of a cm deep inside my leg. i mean the wound is that deep. daaaaamn pain. so then i endured the pain and went to bathe, leaving blood traces every step i took. haha so then i bathed and went to the medical box and cleaned my wound and put i plaster. then i got back up and came to my room to blog.

so YES i finally blogged tonight and im proud of it. hahaha. i still feel like a bastard cos todays blog entry was damn boring. hahaha. k tomorrow i promise myself i will blog. for now, im gonna read my book. its called to kill a mocking bird. i dont really like it that much we have to read it for school. so yeah. alright PEACE

2006-05-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

2006-04-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. so last night i promised to blog more. so yes. i am here blogging. 2 days in a row. i hope today's post will be long unlike yesterdays short pathetic post. so yes anyway today was a pretty fun day.

so i woke up at like 10 in the morning. i had a fucking goodnight sleep. one of the best in awhile. so then anyway, me and my friends were planning to actually meet at school at 11 for band practice. gig in 2 weeks about. so i woke up at 10 and quickly turned on my laptop cos one guy still doesnt know we were practicing today. his phone got stolen so we didnt know how to contact him. so i asked around if anyone knew his house phone number and after asking like 10 people, one of them said yes and i got his number. so then my friend kevin called him and he was sleeping. so he told his dad to tell him to be at school at 11. so then anyway my parents went out at like 10.10 to the market. i wasnt fully awake at that time yet. so then after that i called my dad and asked if he could come home and bring me to school later. or if i could take a taxi. he was being annoying so he said we arent that rich and cant take a cab all the time so i had to wait for him. he said he'll be home at like 10.45. it takes 30 minutes to get to school so i got a bit pissed off. so then i called my friends and told them i was gonna be late. i showered and everything at waited until 10.45. my parents were not home yet. so i called my dad. he said they are almost home. i waited for another 13 minutes and called again. he told me to take the car keys and wait in the car they are almost home. so after 2 minutes they finally got home. they said 10.45 and it was alread like 11. so i got annoyed. then anyway he fetched me to school and all my friends were already there. so yes. we took a taxi down to my friends grand mother's house cos thats where we usually jam.

at first, we just set up everything and warmed up abit. we had a little difficulties setting up the microphones but all of us were hungry as we hadnt eaten the whole day yet. so we walked down to burger king and i ate like a fucking pig really. i ate 2 burgers, fries and coke. hahaha. then after that we went to 7-11 and got some chips and drinks and shit. then after that we headed back to my friends grandma's house. we split up into 2 groups. sort of. the drummer, brian and bassist, kevin went to the other room to work on the bass parts. i worked with guitarist, felix, on the guitar parts. he just learnt all the parts but wasnt sure of everything yet. so he said he will go home and analyze everything. so then yeah. after awhile, brian and kevin came back in and we decided to play a song. you and me at lifehouse. we are playing it last at our gig. so we practiced it about 5 times then we all got bored. so then we just slacked around the room. we got so bored after awhile so we started throwing shit out of the windows. this is where the fun starts. so at the start, we just threw trash out like sweet wrappers and stuff. then after that we started to throw like paper aeroplanes out of the window. it was fucking funny. there were a few mad gliders. it was damn funny. so then anyway after that we just kept threwing paper airplanes out. for like the whole 2 hours plus. so then came the grand finale. it was almost time to go so we were throwing all the trash out of the room. we sweet wrapers and shit down. then we had 2 bottles. we filled the smaller one up and threw it down. the whole thing exploded. it was funny funny. then after that we filled a pringles bottle up with water and threw it down also. it exploded also but the explosion wasnt that big. so then it was time for like a HUGE 2 litre water bottle. we filled it up to half full. HALF FULL. so then kevin threw it down and it totally missed his target and it hit the car parks alluminium roof. at first i heard a fucking loud BANG sound but it didnt sound like how a bottle would explode. so then suddenly there was a black spot. i thought that the bottle exploded and everything. but then after like half a second, i realized that it was not the bottle that exploded. BUT THERE WAS A FUCKING HOLE IN THE ALLUMINIUM ROOF! ALLUMINIUM! it was FUCKING FUNNY WE ALL BROKE OUT IN LAUGHTER. it was FUCKING FUNNY. i swear until now i still dont understand how the hell it broke through alluminium. so then anyway after that it was time to go so we gathered our stuff and headed down. we went through the car park way just to see the hole. it was fucking huge. hahahaha. i should have taken a picture. there was like broken metal pieces on the floor. the bottle didnt even explode. hahaha. it was damn funny. luckily there wasnt any cars under where the bottle hit. im sure it would have made a huge dent. hahahaha. i mean it broke through alluminium it will definitely make a huge dent on a car. so then anwyay we went to 7-11 and got some stuff. then we took a taxi back to school.

when we got to school, we saw brian's brother there. he doesnt like me. for some reason. i have no idea why. its fucking retarded. hahaha. so then anyway he said he will beat me up if i dont cut my hair. i was like what the fuck? ok. this is the second time he said that so fuck it im not gonna do shit. hahaha. so then we just slacked for abit then felix and kevin left. then me and brian went to the playground cos josh and another friend, patrick was there. we slacked at this web thingy for awhile then we decided to play some basketball. it was fucking funny cos no one was serious while playing AT ALL. all we did was fuck around for awhile. then after awhile, i kicked the ball FUCKING HIGH. then it bounced over this damn tall fence and we couldnt climb over to get the ball. it was on the main road. hahaha. luckily it was like a red light. if not i think either a car would have flipped over or the ball would have been popped. so then a guy came out of his car and threw it over to us. he threw it super far so it fell inside a pond. so then we decided to ditch the ball. josh and patrick left cos josh was supposedly gonna meet his gf and patrick had to go home. so me and brian just slacked around and walked around abit. then after that we were gonan go to macdonalds but on the way out, we saw josh sitting alone. so we decided to sit with him. waited for quite awhile. talked and then finally his gf showed up. so then we all just talked abit for 5 minutes then me and brian decided to go to macdonalds. got there and we ordered a 20 piece chicken nugget combo shit that came with 2 drinks. i got coke again. then like just when we finished eating, josh and his gf suddenly showed up and sat with us. so then we just sat there for awhile and talked abit. then it was time to go so me, josh and his gf walked back to school while brian got into a taxi and left. so then at school, we just sat and talked for awhile then we saw an umbrella. so me and josh started throwing it down from like the 3rd floor. it was fucking funny. the umbrella broke after awhile. so then we jsut talked abit more then my parents came to fetch me.

we got home after a 30 minutes drive and i started recording like felix's gutiar part over the original music so that he could practice. then i ate dinner. then i recorded more then i bathed. then i read abit of my book then i started blogging.

so anyway gig is in like 2 and a half weeks. we only have 1 song out of 3 that we are playing done. i hope we have time to get the rest done. if not we're fucked. i hope felix practices at home. if not we are really fucked. for the gig, i will video tape it and then i will upload it here somehow. anyway im out for now. im pretty tired. goodnight.

2006-04-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

HEY everyone. i feel like a fucker this is probably the longest time i've not blogged which is like more than a week. i meant blog for real like talk about my day. i wasnt even planning to blog today but i was just so bored i decided to blog anyways. so anyway today was a pretty boring day for me but still a bit of excitement at the end.

so anyway today i woke up and guess what! MY BRA IS GONE! OUT OF THE HOUSE! he'll be gone for the whole week until saturday next week cos he's in cambodia for a school trip. so SHIOKNESS FOR ME. hahaha. so then anyway i turned on my laptop and had no one to talk to on msn at all so i decided to watch a movie. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. my bra has been recommending me to watch this movie ever since he watched it which was like 7 months ago almost? yes. but anyway, i acutllay watched like half of it before but then i slept off. so today i decided i was gonna watch the whole movie. its actually damn good. so its about this guy and this girl. the movie started as if they just met each other but it was actulaly their second time meeting each other but they totally dont know each other. so before that they had their past lives. they were dating. but they got sick of each other and decided to erase each other from their memories. then at the end of the movie, they went back to where they had been at the start of the movie and showed what happened. its a fucking ncie movie i recommend it to everyone. i think the only reason why my bra likes the movie is cos anthony green wrote 2 songs about it. but i thought it was a truly good movie. the name of the movie came from a poem from alexander pope. the whole story line is actually somethign like the poem. be careful for what you wish for if you wish to forget someone. i think thats what the poem meant. or maybe i read it wrongly. so then anyway after watching the movie, i just talked to my friends abit, played guitar for awhile. then after that me and my friend were soo fucking bored, we decided to meet at school in 30 minutes time. hahaha. fucking short notice but it shows how bored we were. so then since my bra was not at home, i went to his cardboard and stole this shirt that i really like. its bright blue and it says "less is more". hahahaha. i bet he will kill me if he knows i wore that shirt cos its like almost brand new. hahaha.

so then anyway i got to school and my friend just got there also. so then at first we just walked around school went up to the 4th floor. then there was this emergency light thing. me and my friend had nothing at all to do so we took one off the wall. hahaha. fucking funny. the screws all came out. then we ran away. we went to mac to eat. then after that we went back to school and we went to the lower school playground. my friend told me alot of stuff and memories in the play ground. hahaha. it was pretty cool. then after that we found a basketball and we decided to play horse. then while we were playing, these 3 small kids came up to us and asked if we wanted to play knockout. they all acted like they where fucking good but turns out i was better than them! that is daaamn suprising cos i totally fucking suck at basketball. i hate basketball cos i suck at it. hahaha. so then anyway after that we where making fun of someone but i will not write about it, instead, i will just put a picture in memory of all that laughter.

hahahahahahaha fucking funny. even now as im typing im laughing my ass off. so then anyway after making fun of something, me and my friend got fucking hyper. so we went to the front lobby and started doing stupid things like jumping on the tables all and kicking random people then running away. super funny. hahaha. so then anyway my friend started screaming like mad while rolling over the table then this old man came up to him and started lecturing him. then i was outside i walked up to this guy and kicked his shin fucking hard. so while the old man was laughing, my friend saw me from inside and totally burst into laughter. hahahaha. the old man got damn pissed off cos he thought my friend was laughing at him and he just walked away. hahahaha. so then anyway after that it was time to go home.

my mom forced me to walk all the way home from school even though i wasnt familliar with the route home. i tried at least. i got all the way to the hospital where i was supposed to go into the forest and walk into the hill that led into where my house was. but i couldnt find the entrace to the forest. so then i called my dad and he told me to take a taxi home. hahahaha. fucking funny. then after that i got home and played more guitar, ate dinner then after that i talked to people on msn then i decided to play.

so yes this was a damn short entry. yes i feel like a jackass cos i dont blog that much anymore. so anyway. update on the girl i like. not much progress so far. im half way through step one which is getting to know her. me and my friend made a total plan. so we are still waiting for the perfect time to use it. so yes. i hope it will work. so anywya, for now, good night. i will try to blog as much as possible. bye!

2006-04-25T06:20:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Right now I’m typing this on Microsoft word cos for some reason, blogger is gaying. A lot right now. So yes. So anyway, today I don’t think I will be writing a formal post. Instead, I will write about my mental breakdown last night. Last night I went to watch the school play for the third time. Really, I think I’m the only person that went to watch that shit 3 times. Honestly. So yes. I support the school’s art. Actually not really. I went for a different reason. So you see, there’s this girl that I like. Her name is Kaiyuh. She’s blonde and has blue eyes. She was the star of the play. She played Alice, the main character, obviously, in Alice in Wonderland. So yes. This may make me sound like a fucking loser despo shit. But yes, after the first time of watching the play, I started to kind of like her. Honestly, when I think about it myself, I feel like a complete loser. I guess now I can believe in love at first sight. So yes anyway continuing with the story. So then after the first night of watching the play, I wanted to go the second time. Actually when I planned to watch it with my friends again, it was actually because I thought it was an excellent play, I only had slight feelings for that girl. So then on Saturday night I met my friends and I bought a rose for a few of my friends that were in a play and I also bought a rose for her. So after the play, I gave it to all my friends but I didn’t dare give it to her. So my friend called me a loser and took the rose from me and gave it to her. She just looked at him and said thanks. So then yes. I went home, planned my tactics (I know, it makes me sound like a queer ass) and then the next day, which was Sunday or also yesterday, I went to watch the play again. This time, it was mainly for the girl. So then I got to school and headed to the flower shop cos I was planning on getting a big bouquet of flowers for her, only to learn that the flower shop close-by my school was closed cos it was a Sunday. So then I quickly called my friend and told him to get me a bouquet of flowers on his way down cos there was a flower shop on the way down to school from where he lived. I explained to him EVERY detail of the flowers that I wanted. I was actually planning on getting 24 roses but then my friend said that would just be really ridiculous. So he got me 12 roses. 6 red, 6 white with a lot of other random decorative flowers like daisies and shit. So it was pretty cool. I took 2 pictures of the flower. It was really daaaaamn nice. So then yeah, after awhile, the play started and as usual, it was fantastic. At the end, there was a standing ovation for the performers and for the producers of the play. That’s how good it was. So then anyway at the end, we went backstage cos I was planning to give the roses to her there when she comes out after changing. So me and my friend were leaning against the wall, waiting and talking. So then after about 10 minutes of waiting, out she comes, I stand there like a total loser, Speechless like a loser standing there with flowers in my hands. She just walked past as she has no idea that I like her. So then after she walks past, my friend just stares at me with a blank face and asks what the fuck I was thinking. Honestly, I have no idea myself. So then that totally didn’t work and we went out to the stairs where she was talking to her friends. I was too shy to just go up to her and give her the flowers cos there were too many people around. So then I waited for a chance but I couldn’t find the right time to give it to her. While waiting, my smart ass friend told this girl. Quite a close friend but still not trustable about our whole plan and she totally started screaming “KAIYUH! I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU!” Luckily Kaiyuh didn’t hear it and proceeded to the cafeteria as they were going to be have a cast and crew party. So then we converted to plan C and decided to give her the flowers there. Our plan was to take a poster and get like everyone to sign the poster and while Kaiyuh was signing my friend’s poster, I would proceed to give her the flowers. So then while my friend was talking to her, I just stared and didn’t find a right time to give it to her. So then she just walked away cos we couldn’t find a pen for anyone to sign our poster. My friend dragged my ass outside and started calling me a total loser cos he was trying his best to stall time for me to give the flowers but I didn’t. Haha. It was really pretty funny. He got super annoyed. I would too if I were him actually. I could tell he was really trying to keep the conversation going. But I just wasn’t ready just yet. So then we went around asking everyone if they had a pen. It took us about 7 minutes to get a pen and we finally returned to the cafeteria to ask for signatures. So while people were signing it, Kaiyuh was at the other side of the room. So my friend tried to be discreet and told people to sign it and asked them to ask the other people to sign the poster as well. After waiting daaaaamn long, Kaiyuh finally came to sign the poster. I was daaaaamn nervous. I waited for precisely the right moment and handed her the flowers and said “good job, you sang really well.” It was at this moment that was probably the tensest part of my whole day. I was afraid of her reply. I was afraid that she would not accept the flowers for some retarded reason. I was afraid of everything. So then anyway, here was her heartbreaking reply. It wasn’t even really a full reply. She just looked at me in the eye and said “Thanks” and took the flowers from my hands and put then down on the chair. She didn’t smile or ANYTHING at all. After that very moment, my body totally shut down. I didn’t feel like talking or eating for the rest of the day. I just wanted to sit down and think about what a loser I am. So then anyway the day passed by I don’t really want to talk about the rest of the day cos all I did was follow my friend around the school area. My friend was pretty proud of me that I gave flowers to her. He is one of the rare few that support me on my journey to get this girl. So anyway, that is about it for my story. As of now, I think I already gave up on trying to get the girl for many reasons.
1. She is a teacher’s daughter and it is just weird to date a teacher’s daughter.
2. As my friend says, she is white, I am yellow. I don’t really think this is a good reason but I don’t know. That’s why my friends said.
3. She’s 2 years younger than me. I mean like if I was 18 or 16 even and the girl was 2 years younger than me that would be alright. But right now, I’m 13 and she is like 11. I bet she hasn’t even gone through puberty yet. So that’s a definite no.
4. She has no clue who I am and as of this moment, she probably doesn’t even know who I exist. I’m really just a random guy to her that just gave her flowers for no reason. So yes, this is probably the strongest reason why I shouldn’t.
There are actually many other minor reasons that I don’t really think it would be good for me to go after her. But those are the 4 main reasons. As of now, I still have feelings for her but I just don’t think I can do it. For some reason, this secret is spreading quickly in my class I have no idea how. So yeah, right now in my class my nickname is pedophilia. I actually thought it was pretty funny. But I only let my close friends call me that. Anyway just now I wrote a song for her. Well not really FOR her but I wrote it about her. It’s not really a song, more of a poem actually. But it’s about getting the thought of her away from my head. It’s like a psychological process I take every time I suffer from heartache. It is basically to calm me down, sort of. Here it is. It’s called Alice in My Wonderland.

Alice in my wonderland
I hope you are listening
I can only admire from afar
I will never be with you
My eyes filled with tears
Listening to your sugar sweet voice
Flying around, incognito
Three
Wishing hard that you would notice me
As much as I wish this could be real
It cannot be real, it cannot be done
I will leave you with my last goodbye
Know
That I will always love you

It is actually supposed to be pretty abstract but anyway I hope you guys enjoyed my long long post. This has got to by the mushiest post I’ve ever written on this blog. Anyway I’m going off to sleep now, so goodnight.

P.S. I Love You.

2006-04-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. today has got to be the worst day of the weekend. i went to the play again today. for the third time. so today i bought 12 flowers for this girl. ah forget it. i dont really wanna talk about it. bye.

2006-04-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i think tonight might be the latest i ever blogged. hahaha. its like 12.30 now and i just got home like about 1 hour ago. i went to watch the school play AGAIN cos it was that amazing. i really enjoyed it. hoenstly. anyway my parents wont be home this weekend. that means SEX PARTY IN MY ROOM! hahaha just kidding. alright so anyway here's what happened today.

so this morning i woke up at about 10 from fucking annoying music playing over and over again fucking loud and gunshots everywhere. i opened my eyes and see my brother lying on my floor playing my ps2. daaaaamn noisy. plus he make daaaamn loud. i was about to shoot him but too bad my gun is broken. hahaha. so then anyway i just got up and played com all the way until about 1.

i made plans to meet my friend at school at about 5 so that we could slack around before the play started. i was pretty excited about it. so alright. anyway. i ate lunch with my parents then after that they left and off they went to some resort to spend the weekend. while me and my bra spend a better and more exciting time at home. so then after they left, i just talked on msn abit then went to bathe then i ate again. ate instant cup noodles, probably the best ever invention ever. EVER. really. hahaha. so then anyway, after eating, i called for a taxi and then left for school.

so while i was in the taxi, my friend called me and said he was gonna be at school at 5.30. but heck. hahha. cos i some of my other friends would be there also. so i wont feel so bored. so then when i got there, i met a few of my friends, brian, kevin and adrian. then we jsut slacked around for abit, talked abit. then another of my friend came. josh. so then brian and kevin and adrian left then i hanged out with josh at school for abit. so then i got a little hungry and we went to 7-11 to get some shit. i bought a hotdog and coke. then we walked back to school. while walking back, i felt like eating corn nuts. so then we went to an import shop where everything is imported goods closeby my school and bought corn nuts. then we went back to school and just nice when we got to the front gate, my friend that i was supposed to meet at 5 reached in a taxi so it was cool. so then we jsut walked around school eating, then after that we met another friend patrick. so after awhile, patrick and josh left. so it was only me and will. so while waiting for the play to start, we planned out everything how i was gonna sneak in and shit. so then after that we still had quite alot of time. so we decided to go and get flowers for friends. we got there and i got 2 flowers. then my friend wanted to get a drink so we went to the imported store that was right beside the flower shop and he got a drink. so then while walking out, i just had the urge to buy more flowers. so i bought 2 more. good thing i did cos turned out it wasnt even enough. hahaha. alright so then after getting the flowers, me and my friend headed to the lower school playground basketball court and played some horse. but we changed the word to pornography. hahaha. quite funny. i won. so then anyway after playing, it was time to go upstairs cos the play was starting already. actually it wasnt starting anytime soon. but i had to get my post set up for sneaking in. so i was sitting in the toilet cubicle in case anyone came in while my friend was outside waiting for the gets to open so that he could go in. then suddenly i hear like 5 people come in. my friends all. they told me to come out. then there was one of my friends friend. she said she'll trade a white rose for her ticket cos she didnt really wanna watch the play again. so i was like SHIET i'll take it. hahaha. so then i got a ticket and we got into the auditorium. so anwyay while the play was going, josh and patrick appear out of nowhere. apperently they snuck in. its fucking easy to get in man. really. they got in with absolutely no effort. like really daamn easy. hahaha. alright then anwyay the play, as usual, was FUCKING AMAZING. hahaha. so yeah. i took some videos. so after intermission, before the play started, one teacher came up to us and threatened to kick us out if we made any more noise. it was fucking funny. the whole time before intermission me and my friends were screaming like mad. damn funny. alright then anyway after awhile the play ended. me and my friends went backstage and gave flowers to everyone. then after taht we stayed around school for awhile more. then i had one more flower and i gave it to someone special. hahaha. aight. then after that me and my friend went to macdonlads to eat. then we walked around the place for daaamn long. then after awhile my friend said he probably has to go home but he was afraid to walk up to his house alone. loser. he say he's afraid he might get raped. so then anyway after that he convinced me to follow him and we took a taxi to his house. then to my house. when i got home, i played some com then i bathed the blogged.

anyway tomorrow im gonna watch the play again. hahaha. im probably the biggest fan. really. all my friends say im probably the only one that went to watch all 3 nights in a row. so yeah. alright anwyay im going to sleep already i guess. damn tired. so goodnight everyone. today has been a rather short post but yes. goodnight.

2006-04-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

HEY! i have a new reader to my blog! hahaha. nikhil's aunty. but she would prefer to be called tracy. so yes. tracy is my new reader besides the normal few. i can name all i bet. kai, vinod, melly and me. thats it. hahaha. aight anyway today was a pretty damn eventful day.

this morning i woke up at like 6 and felt daaaamn tired so i put my alarm clock to snooze and then it woke me up about 10 minutes later. i love that snooze function. whoever invented that is my hero. aight anyway then bathed, ate breakfast then headed off to school.

got to school, sat with my usual friends then today i went up to my locker quite early. usually when i have chinese class i will go damn late. like class starts at 7.45 and i will go up to my locker at 7.45. but today i went up at like 7.30 cos everyone left also and i felt lonely so i just heck went upstairs. me and my only friend in my chinese class skipped like 10 minutes of class cos last class the teacher said we will be going to the computer lab to work on our essays. so me and my friend thought we were gonna start the class in the computer lab. so me and my friend waited upstairs for damn long. then we heck decided to just go down.

so then we got down the teacher got damn annoyed. say why the hell we were so late. so we had to explain everything to that bastard. i hate my chinese teacher like mad. haha. so then anyway at the start of chinese class, the teacher told me to go to his desk cos he had to talk to me. turns out, i have an F in chiense. i dont really care cos its chinese so heck. hahaha. we were supposed to type out draft 3 of our essay today and i havent even started on draft 1. thats how retarded i am. then anyway, after staying in the class for awhile longer, the teacehr brought us up to the lab. i think i was the only one in my class that was actually working on my essay. cos the teacher wasnt even in the computer lab while we were woeking on it. then anyway after awhile class ended and i walked 15 steps to my locker and got my stuff for my second most hated class, band.

i dragged my lazy ass all the way to class and as expected, i was late. the teacher is used to me being late so heck. then after that we just played ah. i hate the guy i sit beside in band. firstly he's FUCKING smelly, he smells like sweat, piss and cigarettes mix together. then smear all that residue over him. thats exactly how he smells like. he's daaaaaamn fat he can barely walk propoerly and he's fucking spoilt. really. quite funny. i make fun of him like mad. but he dont care cos he's probably used to it. so then yeah. after like eternity, boring ass band class ended.

after band i had art. right now for art we're still making our clay box. today i finally completed my box. next step is to put the decorations and make the lid. hahaha. im damn proud of myself im like the only one in my table that is completed with the box. so quite shiok ah. its quite fun working on clay. damn fun to make shapes. so anyway, after completing my box, class ended. then it was time for lunch.

lunch me and my two other friends were damn bored so we decided to go loner style sit alone inside. hahahaha. usually all of us sit outside with everyone else. but today we were just feeling special so we decided to go loner style. it was damn boring actually. hahahaha. i dont know why we did it. anyway after that we just went upstairs as we usually do. i printed out my worksheet then it was time for class.

boring class + hot teacher = shiokness. hahaha. right now the only thing that keeps me awake in humanities is the hot teacher. really. hahaha. alright anyway today in class we pretty much didnt do anything at all. like we just read, did a quiz, and then read for the rest of the class. like independent reading. not like the teacher reading to us or anything. me and my friends just slept. hahahaha. only during reading time we sleep. hahaha. then anyway, nohing really much happened in humanities. after that it was time for break. break was broing, standard, i went to get a pie. then it was time for science.

science today was quite slack. we posted up the timeline poster project we were doing for the past few days. my group's project was pretty much horribly messy. hahahah. 4 of probably the slackest guys in the class. quite funny. but we got it done ah. quite shiok. so then today we just pasted the thing up, did the evaluation thing then class ended. after science it was time for math. today for math, we had a suprise party!

so we were walking up the stairs and everyone commented on the smell of pizza. it was really damn strong and nice. so then we walked up the stairs and got to maths class and guess what. there was like 6 boxes of pizzas! shiok! hahaha. we get a suprise party. everyone else from the other classes were daaamn jealous. really. all of them begging for pizza all. damn funny. actually the reason why we got pizza was cos out class sold the most raffle tickets for the spring fair. i asked everyone on my table, out of all 4, only one guy sold 1 ticket. and 1 ticket is just pathetic. i bet some loser like have nothing to do then sell like mad to everyone. all i know is i didnt sell any at all. hahaha. but heck. free pizza. so then we ate and after that just slacked for the rest of the class. then school finally ended and the school play was approaching closer every second. YES!

so anyway after school we went to the roof and we played around with my friends bass abit cos we were damn bored. then after that we went to the gym to watch my friends play basketball. me and my friend sat there laughing at like everything everyone did. hahaha. damn funny. we made alot of jokes. we have a new thing called the pincher technique that one of my friend uses when he shoots its daaamn funny. hahah. alright so then anyway we just watched basketball for daamn long then we went to this resturant called chilis. its daaamn nice. western food one. i got free cos my friends mother payed for all of us. hahaha. so damn shiok ah. its like 20 bucks per person. so it was damn good. anyway while waiting for our food, we played hang man on our paper towels. daaamn fun. hahaha. we were all damn bored what. so heck. anyway after awhile the food came. it was all daaaan good. i ate a chicken burger thing. the burger is like fucking huge. really. hahaha. alright so then anyway after eating, me and one of my friends parted with my other friends cos they wanted to go to the gun store and we wanted to go back to school. so then we stopped by 7-11 and got hubba bubba. if you guys dont know what that is, its the best bubble gum in the world. really. hahaha. alright so then anyway we got back to school and slacked around abit then the play started!! hahahaha. i was damn excited. anyway i can only say 1 thing about the play. FUCKING AMAZING. really. honestly and truthfully. im quite lazy to tell you in detail everything about the play but i really enjoyed it. everyone else thought it was damn boring and all but i really liked it. alot. hahaha. then anyway during intermission, we lost my friend then after calling him 1290 times, he finally picked up his phone then we went back inside and 2 fucker bitches from my class stole my seats. i took up 2 seats cos im fat. i got daaaamn pissed off cos they totally refused to sit somewhere else and where i sat after that, the view totally sucked ass. so then anyway, after the fuckign amazing play, i was walking with my friend then we saw the 2 girls that stole my seat there. we were heading to 7-11 to get lighters cos my friend bought 4 smoke grenades. i bought 2 from him. we were gonna light them. so on the way to 7-11, we saw that the 2 girls. one of them decided she was gonna walk with us cos her house on the home. i totally hate her so i just left without saying a word. i felt quite bad cos my friend felt like a loner after that. so then yeah. so then anyway after that i went home, bathed then blogged.

anyway tomorrow and sunday my parents will be out of town! YES! no parents for 2 full days. i really like it when i dont have parents around. i mean depends ah really. but shiok ah. anyway tomorrow i htink im going to school again to watch the school play again. yes its that amazing. i might consider even watching it again on sunday. cos its really that good. really. alright anwyay im beat and im gonna sleep already. goodnight peace.

P.S. i love your puppy eyes.

2006-04-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. i am daaaamn bored so i decided to blog. i didnt blog last night. i was actually planning to. but fuck i forgot. i forget EVERYDAY. so anyway today was a pretty fun day for me. quite weird.

today i woke up at 5.30. i thought it was like 1 something cos i didnt feel energetic at all. still totally not enough sleep. and i had to wake up in like 30 minutes time. so this time i heck i turned off my alarm clock and just continued sleeping until like 6.30 then my bra woke me up. went to brush my teeth then i just washed my hair cos i didnt have enough time to take a shower. ate my breakfast then went down to the bus stop and headed to school.

got to school, my friends started pouring me with bagging about this nigger in my school. ALOT of people hate him. i hate him like MAAAD. he really thinks he's like the most loved person in the school. actually alot of people hate him. he thinks really all the girls like him but they actually hate him like mad cos he's a pervertic little shit. if there were anyone i could kill in my school it would probably be him. really. he's that annoying. so then anyway, my friend thought of an idea to start a petition and let everyone that thinks that nigger guy is gay sign the petition. i signed it 4 times. hahaha. but that is later in the day. so then anyway after talking to my clique, it was time for my most hated class, chinese.

its really daaaamn annoying i hate it like mad. i hate the teacher, i hate everyone in the class. except one girl. she's a pretty close friend. so then anyway there was one part of chinese class where we had to tell each other a story in chinese. so then i partnered with my only friend in my chinese class and we both didnt care at all and just started talking. then after that the teacher stopped us cos he knew we were not doing what we were supposed to do. hahah. all the guys in my class are actually bastards. so i dont talk to them or anything. theres only 9 people in the class. quite weird. as usual i didnt do any of my homework. my teacher is damn used to it. usually he walks past me when he's checking to see if we did our homework. but this time he asked me. i think he was in a good mood thats why. hahahaha. so then anwyay after the FUCKING boring chinese class, we had band class.

i didnt at all feel like playing my gay ass clarinet today so i just left that junky piece of wood in my locker and headed to band class. i told the teacher i didnt bring it to school. he got quite annoyed cos this is my second time so far. hahaha. actually the main reason why i didnt wanna bring my clarinet to class is cos after band we were gonna have an assembly. a preview of the middle school musical. playing this friday, saturday and sunday. I GOT TICKETS FOR FRIDAY!!! hahaha. im actually quite excited about it. hahah. alright back to the point. anyway i was trying my best not to sleep off in band class. haha. actually i dont think my teacher would have cared. but heck. i played my phone for abit. then after like daaaaamn long, band class was almost over AND IT WAS TIME FOR THE PREVIEW OF THE MIDDLE SCHOOL MUSICAL!!

i got there daamn early cos my band teacher usually lets us out 5 minutes early cos we need time to pack our instruments. and cos i didnt have my instrument, i just ran out of class. hahaha. at first i went to check out the live music. this time they were not gonna be cheap like the high school play and use like cd played music. instead, they have like real people under the stage playing. they are like the best players in the middle school ah. quite cool. and then there was one high school guy. i cant remember his name. but i heard he's one of the best guitarist in the school. he has the exact same pedal as me! hahaha the zoom one that i have. he has that. shiok. hahaha. alright anyway then after that i went to sit where i was supposed to. gay man we had like assigned seats. damn lame. i hate assigned seats. anwyay i sat with my friend. alright then the preview show started. it started out with this MEGA geek and this satanic girl singing a duet. the geek totally i didnt know he can sing so well. hahhaah. quite funny. satanic girl aiya she always gets chior solos. hahah. she's really satanic by the way. she's daaamn creepy. alright anyway then they sang daaaaamn good. then after that some singing shit. then there was this 4 people quartet. it pretty much sucked ass except for one girl. she's in my class. she's daaamn fat but she's a nice person ah. she was the only good one in the whole quartet. the rest where pretty mediocre. the second person was FUCKING HORRIBLE! i swear i dont understand how the hell she got the spot there. then anwyay after the quartet, there was this rap thing. super weird. its like they rap about the story. hahaha. girl rap all. like shit. then suddenly this kid from 7th grade, one of my friends started breakdancing. super annoying. hahaha. me and my friend were making fun of them say they all gonna get shot by the real nigger rappers and breakers. hahaha. fucking funny. i dont get that. anyway then that was about the whole preview. quite short. but it got me damn excited for friday. now i cant wait already. haha. its gonna be a damn good show lah. alright then anyway after that, the middle school's vice principal talked to us about something. he said taht he watched an episode of oprah winfrey's show last night and thought to himself. everyone should do a random person a helpful deed. oprah gave everyone in the audience a car. fuck. i wish i were there. hahaha. so then anyway he made a challenge to everyone to do a random person a special deed. i did mine right after he finished talking. when we went out of the auditorium, i held the door for everyone. then after that we had an extended lunch! YAY! hahha.

lunch today was fried rice. the school's fried rice is horrendous. but then there was a mashed potatoe side and it was damn nice. always have mash potatoes and i alwasy get it one. its damn nice. then after eating, me and my friends decided to head upstairs as we usually do. we are not supposed to be upstairs so early actually. but we usually go damn early everyday. so then today cos of one IDIOT in my clique, he's reallly daaaaaaaaamn stupid. he make noise like maaad. then one teacher came out and started shouting at us. they all ran away andi had to clear my stuff cos i had coins on my legs and shit. super funny. then after that we just sat on the second floor and slacked abit. hahaha. then after awhile, it was time for class.

first i had humanities. i think i already said this but my former teacher went on a medical leave for the rest of the school year cos she's expecting her baby in about.. 1 weeks time? she said april 20 something. i cant remember. but yes. and our new teacher is daaaaaaaaaamn hot. she's 28 i bet you 1238098 bucks she's not a virgin. hahahaha. unless she's the reall prissy type but i dont think so. hahahha. damn bastard i know but heck. so then anyway firstly when we got to class, she checked our vocabulary homework. i did all my homework. hahaha. then after that we played this game. like we think of sentences and then we write them down on the white board then anyone who guesses he answer, their team gets a point. then anyway, cos next week we have to do presantations. so the teacher said whichever group that won the game gets to choose first when they wanna go. so i tried my very best to get all the answers. at the end, we got 6 points. one guy in my team got 1 point and i got the rest of the points. so then at the end, my team was tied with another team for 6 points each. the rest of the teams in the class failed horribly. hahaha. so then the teacher said she will think of one final question. so then when she finished the question, everon started shouting the answer. so then she just said whoever gets to the board first gets to choose first. and i sit daaaaaamn close to the board cos my other teacher made the seating arrangements before she left. so i had to sit in front. hahaha. so then i ran full speed for like one and a half step and got to the board first. i put my name at the very last place on the very last day. so shiok! i get to go last. hahaha. then anyway when that was done, we jsut read for the rest of the class. after humanities, we had a break.

for break now i have a routine sort of. i go to the cafeteria, get a oreo cream cheese pie and eat like a fat pig. hahahaha. everyday for this whole week. last time i usually get some fat shit like chicken nuggets. then after that i used to get yogurt. but now i get that in the mornings. so now i get a pie everyday. i usually buy the pie then sit down with a couple of friends and eat and slack abit. so then yeah. after that, it was time for science.

today in science we didnt do anything at all except work on our timeline project. ahaha. like the first 50 minutes i was working like mad but after that i just slacked for the rest of the period. we were supposed to be done with the poster today actually but my group just failed horribly. hahaha. my group is the best cos all of us are daaaamn slack. 3 out of the 4 of us have at least one D. the other one im not sure but he's damn fat. hahahhaa. but they are all damn nice people ah. hahaha. so then anyway after we went back to the class and the teacher handed us back our quiz. i got 17/19.5. i was pretty proud of myself. hahaha. then anyway after that, class finally ended and school ended.

i stayed after school with my friends today. the initial plan was to go to this resturant to eat. its qutie cheap and daaaaamn nice. but in the end we didnt cos barely any of us had the money to go. i didnt have money also. hahaha. so then anwyay we decided to play this made up game called ditch. its daaaamn fun we play it usually when we stay after school. its like hide and seek but catching. so you hide and then when you get found out, you just run. the guy has to tag you then you join with him and find the other people untill everyone is caught. its daaaaaamn fun. we played 2 rounds. first round it was daaamn fun. better than the second. it was damn funny cos at first all of us that were not "it" hid on the roof tgether. all of us. there were alot of people. i think altogether there was about 9 people playing i htink. then 6 of us were on the roof. the other 2 that were not it dissapeared. hahah. so then after awhile the guy finally came to coem get us. me and one of my friends ran up to this place. its like an emergency exit. there was like a signal so there would be a small siren whenever someone crossed the line. so then the siren rang twice while me and my firnd were there. hahaha damn funny. then anyway after that we jsut hid, ran, hid ran. then after that i was walking with 2 other of my friends then like half of the people were already caught. so then i didnt know one guy was already caught then he caught me. damn. so then me and my friends just went around finding more people. after awhile we found everyone except one person. so then i called my friend and asked if he knew where that guy was. he said he didnt know. so then while i was talking to my friend on the phone. i saw that guy run past. i ran down to chase him. and he was hiding under the staircase. hahahaha. loser. i caught him. then after that we all met under the staircase and waited for awhile. then the 2 people that disappeared finally came back. they were already caught. but then after they were caught they dissapeared. then one of them said to me. "where were you guys? we were at the 4th floor the whole time". then i said "bullshit you guys were probably like eating at macdonalds." straight away one of them started to laugh. hahahhaa. i totally predicted it man. totally. then anyway after that we played round 2. this round wasnt as fun. me and my friends went to watch the school play rehearsal. we were not supposed to be there. i shouted daaaamn loud. supere funny. hahhaa. then we all ran out. then we just slacked around. we went to the cafeteria just sat down cos no one was coming. then anyway i was eating another oreo cream cheese pie then suddenly one guy that was already caught came running down. all 4 of us were actually sitting down talking to people but the moment we saw him, we all stood up and ran like dogs. fucking funny. then we ran all the way up to the 4th floor. then ran down again. then anyway after that we all ran then there was this staircase there were some major steep turns. it wasnt really a staircase. it was like a ramp. then the turns were daaaaamn tight. hahaha. so then the guy was chasing us and when i turned, i didnt turn hard enough and i smashed the wall daaaamn hard. hahaha. i started laughing like mad and i couldnt pull myself up in time so i was caught. after that me and one of my friend ditched everyone and we went to get food. he payed for me. hahaha. so then anyway after that i took the bus home. i was daaaamn sweaty and tired.

got home at like 5.40. then i just slacked around for the rest of the night until now. right now i am daaaamn bored. so yeah.

i guess i will end m post here. i cant wait till friday man. school musical. hahaha. alright peace.

P.S. i love your puppy eyes.

2006-04-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!! after almost a week of not blogging, i will finally blog today. shit man. i think im totally ignoring my blog. its like shit really. everynight i tell myself i have to blog but in the end i just go to sleep cos im too tired. anyway yesterday was a daaamn fun day. i will blog about yesterday and today in my post tonight. wait actually i will blog about bits of saturday night as well.

SATURDAY NIGHT
me, my parents and my bra went out to eat dinner. we went to the dome place as i call it. those that read my blog regularly will know where im talking about. i blogged about it quite a few times already. so yeah. anyway our main motive was to get me and my bra a new phone cos both our phones died. my phone's speaker is spoilt so whenever i talk to someone on the phone, i cant hear them. its daamn annoying. so i requested my parents to get me a new phone. my bra's phone just died cos the wiring inside got messed up and the LCD screen just died out cos of that. so we both needed new phones. and my dad has vouchers for this electrical store. its something like best denki in singapore. they are everywhere. so anyway. my dad say when he first moved here alone, he bought alot of stuff from that shop so he accumulated alot of vouchers. 300SGD worth to be exact. we could get anything we wanted 300SGD worth. so anwyay when we got to the place, we went to eat first then we went to check the phones out. i knew exactly what phone i wanted already when i got there. motorola razr v3. so then we got there and i looked around and saw my lovely phone. i told my dad i wanted that phone and i just walked off. so then my bra couldnt decide what phone he wanted. so he copied me and got the EXACT same phone as me. but heck ah. i wanted to get the pink one just cos i didnt wanna have the exact same phone as him. but oh well. so then i didnt expect my dad to just get the phones straight away but thtas what he did. and he paid like 400SGD. cos one was about 350 SGD. so yeah. the vouchers took away ALOT off the price tag. so then anwyay after that me and my bra went to the gun store and i got gas and a target thinger. then after that went to meet my parents then we went to get drinks and then we went home. tested my phone out abit. daaamn nice. i love my new phone. then after that my bra realized that there were actually 2 different type of packages. we got the cheaper one so we didnt get the cd to upload the pictures onto the computer. like shit. so i'll have to wait for june then KAI will lend me his cd. cant wait for june. sooo much to do. so then anwyay after that i slept at 1am. i had to wake up at 6.30 the next morning so i was pretty much fucked.

SUNDAY/YESTERDAY
i turned out 2 alarm clocks. one from my spongebob alarm clock and another one from my new phone. they both rang like 5 seconds after one another. it was daaaaaaaamn annoying. i woke up straight away man. hahaha. i woke up at 6.30 actually cos i was meeting my friend at school at 7.20 cos we were going to war. so then i went to shower, i didnt eat anything and then i left the house. got to school at about 7.23 then i called my friend and he said he was at subber. i thought he meant he was at subber eating so i walked to subber and then he called me and said he was at school. he was acutlaly in his dads car and they drove past subber. hahaha. so i had to walk back to school. then i got into the car and we were off to the gun store. we got to the gun store and waited for awhile for the guy to come and open his shop up. he came and then we went in. i got a new clip for my gun and my bra told me to get him a clip also cos his is leaking gas. so i got 2 clips. then we walked around for awhile. i didnt have a vest for the day. so then my friend went to ask the guy how much the cheapest gas was. the guy said it was 1200NTD. so then my friend told my other friend that he should get it. this is EXACTLY how the conversation went.
Brian: dude you should get the vest. it has so many pockets and its pretty cheap and you have the money.
Kevin: *looks around* ok
straight away he went to get the vest. hahahaha. super funny. so i was daamn happy also cos then i get a vest for the day cos actually my friend brian lent kevin one of his vest then he lent his cousin his other vest and he is using his last vest. so then i got to get the vest brian was gonna lend to kevin. so we walked around the store for awhile and we saw smoke grenades. how fucking cool. hahahaha. so then we asked how much. the guy replied "50". which is actually 2.50 SGD! how fucking cheap. so we got 3 and my friends went to get a lighter at 7-11 for the smoke grenades. then after that we loaded all the stuff into the gun owners car and he drove us to the war zone. at the war zone, it was actually an abandoned building. about 4 times the size of the esplanade. i mean all the land and everything. it was really daaaamn huge. there was about 2 roofless buildings and a forest and everything. that shit was just fucking huge. so then we went in and started setting up. i borrowed my friends other pistol cos i was going dual pistol. brian lent all his guns to kevin and his cousin again. i didnt get anything. really i think brian hates me. hahaha. so then i was gonna go dual pistols. pretty gay. so we waited for awhile and then we got into the first round. it was FUCKIGN intense and fun. we ran around like no one cared at first and kevin found a 30 dollar mask. fucking lucky bastard. then we ran to place where they were firing shots. we hid there and had like a shoot out. no one really got out. then we wanted to run forward cos we were too far away and couldnt shoot them. so we threw the first smoke grenade. my stupid friend threw it horribly and it landed like right in front of us. super funny. then anwyay for the first round, we were in the building then this guy just ran to the back and hoisted his gun on a window and started spraying at me and my friend. it was FUCKING FUNNY. we both surrender when the first bullet hit us but that idiot still kept spraying at us. hahaha. i got shot in the head twice and my finger once. my friend got shot on the lip once. then anywya after that we went back to the camp spot. second round was abit retarded. we had another stand out. i stepped in this water ditch and my shoe got all wet. then my friend's cousin started laughing at me and straight away he fell into the ditch too. FUCKING FUNNY. hahaha. then this round i shot one guy out. he was in the window. they had this rule that if you are within 5 metres of someone, you have to use pistol. they all had no pistols. brian did but he was out already. so i was the only one. me and that guy had a little pistol war. hahaha. i used dual and just sprayed at him. fucking funny. then after awhile people started ambushing us then we got out. for the third round, me and my friends cousin sat out cos we were wet and didnt feel like going. kevin and brian said the third round was the best but too bad i wasnt there. me and my friends cousin, austin had alot of fun while waiting also. hahaha. we shot the cokes and they all exploded. then after that we got daamn bored so we lit one of the smoke grenades in the room. smoke was EVErYWHERE. but damn fun. then after that the round finally ended. it was a daaamn long round. but heck. so then anwyay 4th and last round, kevin decided to sit out cos he was too tired. so i used the shotgun kevin was using. its daaaamn hard to reload cos must pull back daaamn hard. and runs out of bullets pretty quickly. the shell holds 30 bullets and it shoots 3 at a time. so 10 shots and you're out of ammo. i used my ammo wisely. so then this time we went to the forest to war. daaamn intense this one. we had to hide for damn long cos the people were everywhere. so then i wanted to throw my smoke grenade. then i did. but FUCK! i threw it and it hit and tree and it felll like about 2 metres away from me. hahaha. fucing funny. so then i went out and i thought i killed someone but he totally was dishonest and refused to go out. so then after awhile i got shot. damn. hahha. fun ended for the day. after the 4 rifle rounds, they actually had one on one pistol fights. they tied balloons on their arms and shot each other until their balloon popped. one on one. daaamn close. so it probably hurt like hell. i didnt dare to go. neither did my friends. so we jsut slacked around. me and austin built DYI slippers. hahahaha. fucking funny. so then anyway after that the guy brough us back to the gun shop finally. then we took a taxi back to schools macdonalds and ate and then i went home. gave my brother his clip then we started shooting the target. so then we started like competition. see who could shoot more accurate. then i shot my gun. suddenly i heard a snap sound. i was like FUCK! i saw something drop out. my gun totally died after that. FUCKING SAD! i got daaamn pissed off. i think im really a fucking jinx. first day i got my gun, the clip broke. then i got a new clip straight away my gun spoil. fucking sad. i think its just the slide so now i have to save for a new slide. im gonna get a metal slide so that it wont break again. and im gonna upgrade my spring so that it hurst more. so after whinning for awhile, i went to sleep. haha. woke up then ate abit then slept again.

TODAY
i used my dual alarm clock method again. woke up STRAIGHT AWAY! hahaha. then woke up, bathed, ate then went to school. first class had chiense. FUCK. i hate chinese class like mad. firstly cos of the teacher. secondly cos of the people in the class. i hate everyone in the class except one person. she's my friend's gf so naturally we are pretty good friends. i was playing my phone in class and my teacher took it away. hahaha. after class i got it back. i slept off in class as usual. then anyway after chinese class i had band class. i hate band class also. the amazing thing is i can fall asleep in band class while im supposed to be playing my clarinet. how amazing is that. hahahahah. damn funny. just think now. i really dozed off while playing. then i woke up like straight away ah. so then anyway after band i had art. i think i totally fucked up my project. totally. its horrible. really. hahaha. heck lah. so then anyway after art we had lunch. spaghetti is one of my favorite food now. daaamn nice. the cookie was nice also. so then anway after lunch i had humanities. we didnt do much in class. i slept while we were supposed to be planning an essay. then we went to the computer lab to work on our poetry project. i did an anology of lost symphonies the poem. hahaha. damn cool. alright. then after humanities we had break. i went to eat some pie shit. tasted ddaaamn nice. haha. i bought a cookie also. i love cookies like mad lah. damn nice. so then anyway after that we had science. today's class was quite fun. we did a timeline on earth's history. quite cool. then the last 30 mintues of class, we did this community servey. fucking funny some. they ask if you do drugs and do you have sex and shit. then it was super funny cos its supposed to be annonymus. then there was one question where they ask you if you use birth control when you have sex and what type of birth control. there was another line for others so my friend being a fucking funny guy, he wrote "sock" in the line. i fucking laughed like MAAAD. just think now. birth control. sock. hahahaha. alright then anyway science class ended i took the bus home and did homework and shit. then now im here!

YAY i finally blogged and im done with my blog finally. anyway my new humanities teacher is damn hot. we have a new teacher cos my other humanities teacher is gonna have a baby so she took medical leave for the rest of the year. anyway shit friday is the school play and i have no one to go with. damn. hahaha. oh well. i dont mind going alone actually. quite fun also. alrigth im out. peace.

2006-04-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey! i dont think im gonna blog tonight. i havent blogged in awhile. but oh well. today i went to war with my friends. daaaaamn fun. i'll blog about it tomorrow. peace for now

2006-04-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! i havent blogged in awhile. im abit hyper now cos i found something that i really like. cant tell cos its a secret. anwyay quite alot has happened these past few days. but i dont wanna talk about them. anyway i honestly think its quite annoying that everyday my blog post are about step by step what i did and everything. really. hahaha. i dont know. this isnt really even a formal post. its just a rant cos im bored. right now im creating a XANGA site. its something like blogger but i still think blogger is way cooler. i dont think i will even post on that shit. but heck. i highly prefer blogger. anyway right now its like 5 in the afternoon and im dead bored. i've been going through people's xanga sites for like since i got home from school. right now today i dont think i will talk about school. just one day away from school. i had enough of school. i hate school. thats the only thing i can say. i hate it how school totally fucking dominates like half your life. its just fucked up. really. just think about this. EVERYDAY for your whole childhood. SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL. only on weekends or school holidays. you get to slack abit. relax and shit. right now im in a totally anti school phase cos i have a strong feelign that im not gonna get accepted in the school i wanna go. the taipei european school. anwyay that day in school fucking weird but some girls were checking out my ass. hahahaha. like seriously. cos you know im damn hot. not even a debatable thing. if you do debate about it, definitely the person that says im hto will wint he debate. anyway i know they were checking my ass out cos one of my friend has a brother in 6th grade. then he knows like all the 6th graders. so he talks to them all. quite weird. i know of 2 7th graders that like me. im sure of it cos one of them wrote me a note. fucking creepy. i call that girl creepo cos she's really like daaamn creepy. i hate these things. anwyay yesterday at gay school i was looking through the shared folders throughout the school and i found my first ever gig photo. like really. gives me memories of that day. actually on that day we didnt play bad. i thought we had a pretty good performance. only the drums totally overpowered the other sounds. so it was abit horrible. but other than that we enjoyed ourselves. or at least i did. i dont know why im blogging now actually. i just keep going on and on. non stop. like really. my new guitar rig is fucking amazing. really. i love it like mad. anwyay kai if you're reading this, right now J for Jellybean is in repeat mode. its really damn shiok. the best part is about 1.09 where you suddenly do some funky shit. but its really shiok. cant wait for june when i go back then we can create some shit. them thangs gown be goo as hell aight. niggers in the hood. anyway vinod i hope thigns get better in your situation. shii. im damn bored. i finally got my xanga up. be sure to check it out. http://www.xanga.com/kroonge